prod. tiedforsilver 2024

4gettrsClub

Beat by Decrept & Milodrama
Mixed by Crowz

living room (dercept + milodrama)

produced by uhoh
 engineered by @lightsleepr

did it 4real (uhoh)

produced by @2dgirlzz
engineered by @lightsleepr

fwm (ertu)

gimme 1 more lie.... #clc

produced by guccig0th (@slptlk)
engineered & executive produced by @lightsleepr
art by @stale.co on insta

1more lie (guccig0th)

produced by @xangang-tm
engineered by @lightsleepr
art by @stale.co on instagram

pick it up w/ light sleepr (xangang)

stay (tied for silver x flesh)

so much pain in my heart
idk where to start 
i keep rollin up blunts
and smokin em all in the dark 
closed in the stu makin art 
about everything thatS a part
of my life and marked me 
to the point where i can't even talk

to anybody i know
bout anything that i go
thru everyday is a struggle
wakin up  wishin i don't
shit got me feeling so low 
going thru this all alone
i got nobody to relate to 
but a pillbox n a bong

everyday is the same/ but just a little bit different
today i was the guilty one again, cuz i didn't listen
yesterday it was still my fault, but surely 4 anotha reason
i think/ shit never changes, despite us changing the szn
i suddenly went cold, like we're in a blizzard
sick of bastards who fold, n runaway like they lizzards
acting like u r dr connors, imma beat u like peter
ain't no way u betraying me, im sick of being beaten

not my choice to be born
not my decision
if it really was up to me
i'd be in a grave not breathing
all the bones that u broke 
r the reason 
why ur so bad for me 
but keep me from kneeling

so much pain in my heart
idk where to start 
i keep rollin up blunts
and smokin em all in the dark 
closed in the stu makin art 
about everything thatS a part
of my life and marked me 
to the point where i can't even talk

to anybody i know
bout anything that i go
thru everyday is a struggle
wakin up  wishin i don't
shit got me feeling so low 
going thru this all alone
i got nobody to relate to 
but a pillbox n a bong

sm pain in mh (tiedforsilver)

produced by tiedforsilver x avxid

lyrics 


everytime my body n ur body growin closer
if i keep it up like this then my heart will be growing colder
no matter what i do its like im pushing up a boulder
its only been a year but god i feel so much older 
leave me in the past
lemme rot
let me mold
i swear i’ll return 
i will trek out of the cold
i pretend its all fine but honestly im stuck at home
i think that ill blow my cover soon and end up in a hole

theres a void
in my heart
i hate being alone
i grow ever closer
until u make me fold
dont know what to talk about 
its been too long
i cant even walk around 
my knees cant hold

whats the point 
if i cant see u there with me
im a toy for u
but u give security 
and if i die soon i hope ull be holding me
i cant lie , i dont mind that u been pulling me

everytime my body n ur body growin closer
if i keep it up like this then my heart will be growing colder
no matter what i do its like im pushing up a boulder
its only been a year but god i feel so much older 
leave me in the past
lemme rot
let me mold
i swear i’ll return 
i will trek out of the cold
i pretend its all fine but honestly im stuck at home
i think that ill blow my cover soon and end up in a hole

crawling out of the tundra

lyrics

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

closed doors get knocked down theres no one there
problems i got em but i wont share
deep down im damaged but you wont care
somehow i manage it isnt fair
omg omg can you hear me
i get lost in my own fucking feelings
omg omg can you feel me
im the ghost in your walls hear me breathing

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

stockholm syndrome ft 20ofive

call of the night feat. AVXiD x tiedforsilver x jupiter

lyrics

i remember seeing u under the moonlight
when i speak to u im better walking on landmines
this baggage to much to carry on my weak spine
in ur bathroom
i can feel my blood dry
i cant see what u see thru my dry eyes
i cant bleed how u bleed thru my vein lines
doa
when we crash
cut brake lines
and this bottle filling up
all my break time

tossing and turning
i wish its certain
pull back the curtain
u know im still learning

pick up the phone
u know that i got u
i was home
in ur arms
then i lost u
in this state i can feel my heart beat fast
once i got to here i knew im never going back

i remember seeing u under the moonlight
when i speak to u im better walking on landmines
this baggage to much to carry on my weak spine
in ur bathroom
i can feel my blood dry
i cant see what u see thru my dry eyes
i cant bleed how u bleed thru my vein lines
doa
when we crash
cut brake lines
and this bottle filling up
all my break time

feeding myself pain
girl i dont want no more
i dont like the taste
but i still want it more
i can see the clouds
n sense the smell of storms
pls jus let me out
im scratching at the door

i cannot stand for this
i need to get a grip
i cannot live
but i cannot die
n i cannot witness it
im in the basement alone
i cannot take this alone
catch me phoning home
to smbdy idk

My Final Memory Would Be In A Forest As I Blow My Head To Smithereens

/pronounced avoid/

i will see it thru


4EVER // deadwood

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