𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐭 𝐫𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞💟

Lyrics:

at the helm of this
i'm suffering
this cargo ship push on
hearts hard to give
when i'm spilling my 
rose red guts
at the end of it
i'm checking in
did you have your fun
i felt nothin but
it's funny cuz
you suggested i run


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at the helm of this
i'm suffering
this cargo ship push on
hearts hard to give
when i'm spilling my 
rose red guts
at the end of it
i'm checking in
did you have your fun
i felt nothin but
it's funny cuz
you suggested i run

stowaway (<3guts)

visiting

(prod. michael harrison)

am i the only whos touching you
am i the only whos fucking you
hard to believe the truth from the lies
when all i wanna do is love you

did you fabricate the truth to save me
lying to my face coz this aint what i need 
told me to be okay
im just delusional i know bae

im trying to be okay
and ive been fighting for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long

standing there im vacant
an empty shell a hollow soul
hate myself its dangerous
coz i can end it all i know
and i think is better than me
give u everything u seeking
do you think bout me
when your down on your knees
i know your not praying
giving what you gave to me
i hate to say it 

all these thoughts in my head
who am i to blame
i keep playing these games
over and over again

and can you see me love
coz i want us
overthink is tough
oh i cant stop

for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long x2

compromised (michael harrison)

emilee (kingtheta)

Ekeon

Freak w/ shizukesa.

starved to death in the basement of your marshland complex (mourningave)

lyrics 

nightmare shawty
imma catch a flight there
let the stains bleed thru
red my dry hair
all the stress bleed thru
getting white hair
u always go low
shawty fight fair
everytime I die
I swr ur right there
everytimeee I cry u give a dry stare
all my flesh ghost white
cop the right flare
u don't know the feeling till the skin tears

u can rip my face off a wear it as a mask
I cannot wake up from this vision I had had
battery acid in my nails and down my back
my body made of concrete I can swear ull never crack
maybe I need some help right now but leave that in the past
I had not asked for u to put me straight on blast
u have had some qualities I used to swear I lack
if I'm going out, make sure I'm going out last 

nightmare shawty
imma catch a flight there
let the stains bleed thru
red my dry hair
all the stress bleed thru
getting white hair
u always go low
shawty fight fair
everytime I die
I swr ur right there
everytimeee I cry u give a dry stare
all my flesh ghost white
cop the right flare
u don't know the feeling till the skin tears




battery _acid (taurs x methboiswag)

Mixed/Mastered by me
Prod. Red Eyez

Lyrics: 
oh god, could i survive this on my own for another year?
let me break the silence that you call upon, it's only fear
hold me here in this december wasteland
rip apart the fragments of my memory
salted wounds, you'll never know what you mean to me
overbearing i hope you never thought that of me
sick to death in a second, i hope you realize
overnights at your house, it never felt so nice

uhh feelin the covenant pressure
7am filled wit longing 
inescapable terror
let her fight back, what a frightening
sight it must be to see
oh i'll yearn for the chest feeling we used to hold so deeply
learn to breathe on my own
take this coat from my arm
trade the cuts for complex sedatives
we both suck for sentiment
call for several syllables, i only need three
baby tell me that you need me

oh god, could i survive this on my own for another year?
let me break the silence that you call upon, it's only fear
hold me here in this december wasteland
rip apart the fragments of my memory
salted wounds, you'll never know what you mean to me
overbearing i hope you never thought that of me
sick to death in a second, i hope you realize
overnights at your house, it never felt so nice

oh cut deep, we'll make new scars 
baby what's that tone for 
but every sentence that spills out your mouth makes me feel the resentment a little bit more
cut from the cloth but your more like a feather
every second we're spending apart puts us closer and closer to never
uh and honestly, maybe, been feeling it lately, i wish that i never had met her
you still got my sweater don't you?
lately you been cold like weather, so cruel
let me stay inside, i hope we get some snow soon 

oh god, could i survive this on my own for another year?
let me break the silence that you call upon, it's only fear
hold me here in this december wasteland
rip apart the fragments of my memory
salted wounds, you'll never know what you mean to me
overbearing i hope you never thought that of me
sick to death in a second, i hope you realize
overnights at your house, it never felt so nice

fragments

Produced by ATP

Now I’m too drunk to know 
Now it’s too late to go 
But I hope that the roads 
Will live from the snow 
And now you’re too gone from me 
Is it too hard to see?

For too long, too much on top of my plate 
Lost in the ways we’re carving our names 
I can’t replace the way that I think you know oh 
And now I’m too gone, too lost to ever wanna change 
I think it’s time to find my own way 
I’m not the same guy who used to walk you home oh 

My hand, your ass
All I could  ever ask 
Is for you back 
On my bed like back then 

I don’t want them Xanax anymore 
Sick of just waking on the floor 
Girl you’re everything that I adore 
I’m sorry that I’m geeked up like a dork 
Do you even miss me anymore?
I’m sorry if you hate me like before 
When we kiss it makes me miss you more 
All these feelings that I can’t ignore

Im not the same guy who used to walk you home..

i'm sick of being sick and tired of being tired

Destroy Lonely - Flexin (Unreleased)

literal vampire.

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