I Would Die 4 You - Sex Is On Fire [Mashup Cover] (bootleg demo)

Lyrics:

I was told I'm God's mistake
But I try to keep the faith
Rejection is all that I know
If it's not real don't tell me so

Shaky hands I cannot breathe
I pray to god for some relief
Oh, put me down so I can sleep

Bars are hidden in plain sight
It hurts to live behind these eyes
Is the fight all worth the cost?
I'd give it up for all I've lost

Shaky hands I cannot breathe
I pray to God for some relief
Put me down so I can sleep (x2)

And if I die before I wake, I pray the lord my soul to take (x2)
And If I die before I wake, I pray the lord gives me a break

Put Me Down [Acoustic] (Bootleg Demo)

*Rough Draft*
Lyrics
Tell me is there really something we haven't said already?
Too late, they're coming out to get me
A chill runs through my body, but I can't feel my heart ache

Uh-oh I'm not the man I used to be, I'm hollow
seems like I can't feel at all
Uh-oh I spiral down the drain, yeah I am swallowed
Am I cursed or is this final call?

We'll be dead soon,  I knew I could never change you
You're my Carrie, My bloody fuckin' Mary
But you cannot see me

The Bronx is burning, we cry and mourn our city
Your eyes still staring through me
Lately I've been thinking heavily about the way you treat me
Your words can be so deadly

Final Call (bootleg demo)

Misleading Feelings (Bootleg Demo)

This is a mash up of my original song "Beautiful Monster" and Boxcar Racer's "There Is"

Beautiful Monster/There is (Bootleg Demo)

Judge Me Featuring Melanie Martinez [Void Remix](bootleg demo)

Six Woes (bootleg demo)

Bones (bootleg demo)

Death Rattle Featuring Melanie Martinez (Death Remix) Bootleg Demo

Time Stands Still (bootleg Demo)

Love & Death

Haunt Me (bootleg demo)

These scars will always haunt me
You cut me to the veins
now I can see the inside of me
We sing our pain in harmony
This is not love
You wont change the toxic side of me
Lust is not a sin to me
I don’t understand monogamy
I give into who I used to be
So I’ll live my life in infamy

Something just aint right to me
You live so fucking righteously
I am not your friend and I don’t care to be your enemy
I live so damn indifferently
I use my anger sparingly
So What's the point of arguing
When you mean less than shit to me

I drank too much I feel like shit
I think of what I should’ve did
So sick I fucking vomited
From the top of my esophagus
Now My thoughts are kinda limited
I feel so damn incompetent

Theres no peace inside my heart
My soul is torn apart
Stitched together back again
I’m a misfit piece of art
Need someone who’s made for me
Has the same low self esteem
Be my partner in crime
Be my Mrs. Frankenstein

Monster (Trap Remix) Featuring Meg & Dia (bootleg demo)

Ghost Town (bootleg demo)

Ramona (Bootleg Demo)

Wait & Bleed featuring Slipknot (Bootleg Demo)

LYRICS 

5150 on my daily bread
I couldn’t cry so I fucking bled
It’s best if we drink instead
Lets not speak ill of the dead

You couldn’t be scared even if you tried
I’ve got this trauma, it left me paralyzed
it hurts living from behind these eyes
I used to only think about suicide

No use in crying cause it never works
I've gotten use to always being hurt
Try not to think but it makes it worse
Cause loving you is just another curse


I’m gonna wear the blood on my shirt from the day that you left me
I don’t know what means, but Oh god I feel empty
Your texts say that you still love him
And now I’m feeling sorry for him
And you should know I’m an arch-villain
But not now cause I’m just chillin

Paralyzed (bootleg demo)

UNDEAD ARMY

UNDEAD ARMY INTRUMENTAL (BOOTLEG DEMO)

Put Me Down

As Above So Below

Paralyzed

As Above  So Below

Eternal Sunshine (Murder Me)

The Knife (Bootleg Demo)

Blackout

Blackout Instrumental

The Strangers (Misfits Halloween Trap Cover) bootleg demo

Drowning Trap Instrumental (bootleg demo)

A #Bronx singer-songwriter with an #indie heart and a wayward mind.

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