t r a n s p a r e n t s o u l

t r a n s p a r e n t s o u l (feat. Travis Barker)

Move It 🖕🏾🥷🏿

Time Stands Still (bootleg Demo)

I felt no need to fight or flee
You had my heart romantically 
You broke me down so savagely
Snapped me right back to reality

I fucked with you so heavily
The first few months were heavenly
But then you changed so drastically
This love became a tragedy

I was once blind, but now I see
The way you truly think of me
It's not the way it used to be
Just give me back my apartment key

I endured sorrow and the pain
You broke my backbone just like Bane
You've got me going so insane
And I could swear, but I refrain 

I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
You're my last tattoo, my final drop of ink
I swore I'd hear you out, but I suggest that you just...

I guess that now you know
The depth to which I'll go
My thoughts have gotten too dark, though
But I can be your Donnie Darko

From the ashes I will rise
Like a phoenix now revived
I know I'll stay alive
Because of all I have survived

Romantic Tragedy featuring Kaleida's "Think"

Put Me Down (Demo)

You are my manic pixie queen
You're looking at me differently
You treat me so damn awfully 
But I can't bear to see you leave 
You are my last tattoo today  
right next to these hands that pray
When we fight, you always end and say
You know I love you anyway
It's killing me, all that was said
i want to be among the dead
thinking of the life i've led
Trauma's swirling in my head

Got some demons and regrets
All I wanted was respect
It's weighing heavily on my chest
This platinum noose around my neck

Zombie Crucifixion

21 Shots Instrumental

Someone call a priest cause I think I freed the beast
I'm down on my knees, it's taking over me

There's something really wrong with me,
These scars won't heal; they're cut too deep,
 And there's nothing you can say or do,
My broken heart stopped way too soon

As the embers fill the sky 
In the middle of the night
I'm calling just to see if you're alright
(Are you alright?)

You are my Carrie, my bloody fuckin' Mary
I've fallen so far from grace 
Right on my god-forsaken face
Now I got these chipped teeth
All my faith has turned to disbelief
This water burns; it must be blessed
But I don't believe I must confess...nah

There's something really wrong with me,
These scars won't heal; they're cut too deep,
And there's nothing you can say or do,
My broken heart stopped way too soon

As the embers fill the sky 
In the middle of the night
I'm calling just to see if you're alright

(I won't be lost forever)
Cause I'm alright
(I won't be lost forever)
Yeah, I'm alright
(I won't be lost forever)

Scars

I wrote about a man who unexpectedly sees his old girlfriend from high school. He asks her for the time, hoping she might recognize him, but she doesn't. Instead, she simply tells him she doesn't have the time. This moment symbolizes not only her rejection of him as a person but also her failure to remember him as an ex. In the end, he reflects on how much he wished she had taken the time to remember him. rejecting him as a person and not recognizing him as an ex. He ends by saying he just wished she had the time.

Good Riddance Mashup (Green Day)

“Fences” Lyrics

Bang bang bang, yeah I'm right where I’m supposed to be
You can play this game, where you can act like you ain't heard of me
You can be my clementine, eternal sunshine on my mind
You can be my indie queen, just like my favorite scene
Did you imagine you, or did you me?
We have the same low self esteem
We would watch South Park at my house
Each time your parents kicked you out

You wear the same shoes that I do
And we even have the same tattoo
Old age is just around the bend
And I want to be your friend

I can’t forget you even if I tried
Nothing hurts more than the day you died
I’ve accepted that there is nothing I can do
Other colors fade away and all I see is blue

Bang bang bang, I got you running through my head again
The way you left before let me know that was not an accident
But there is nothing that will tear you from my heart
Its doesn’t matter if we’re ever near or far apart
I just want to know where you are
And I will follow you into the dark with my guitar
It feels like my heart might break
I don’t know how much memories I can take

You wear the same shoes that I do
And we even have the same tattoo
Old age is just around the bend
And I want to be your friend

I can’t forget you even if I tried
Nothing hurts more than the day you died
I’ve accepted there is nothing I can do
Other colors fade away and all I see is blue

(All I see is blue)
(Blue)
(I just want to be your friend)

I can’t forget you even if I tried
Nothing hurts more than the day you died
I’ve accepted there is nothing I can do
Other colors fade away and all I see is blue

(Blue)

You wear the same shoes that I do
And we even have the same tattoo
Old age is just around the bend
And I want to be your friend

(Bang bang, she shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, My baby shot me down)

Fences

Overdub instrument at Home Recording - 8/27/2025
Performed on Yamaha DTXtreme III Drum Kit with a Yamaha M12 Percussion Drum Pad

Day by Day  -  Vocal n Drums.wav

A #Bronx #NewYorkCity singer-songwriter with an #indie heart and a wayward mind.
#HipHop / #Punk #Rock / #Trap

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