Postmortem: A Love Story

I Would Die 4 You - Sex Is On Fire [Mashup Cover] (bootleg demo)

This is my first EP full of rough drafts of my original songs. Welcome to my wayward mind.

Try (Bootleg Demo)

Close Enough (Bootleg Demo)

This is an original song with a cover of TLC's Unpretty mixed in. Let me know if you want lyrics.

Sugar Skull - with a TLC "Unpretty" cover mixed in [Mashup] (Bootleg Demo)

Creep [Cover of Radiohead] (bootleg demo)

This is a mash up of my original song "Beautiful Monster" and Boxcar Racer's "There Is"

Beautiful Monster/There is (Bootleg Demo)

Judge Me Featuring Melanie Martinez [Void Remix](bootleg demo)

LYRICS 

5150 on my daily bread
I couldn’t cry so I fucking bled
It’s best if we drink instead
Lets not speak ill of the dead

You couldn’t be scared even if you tried
You gave me trauma, now I'm paralyzed
it hurts living from behind these eyes
I used to only think about suicide

No use in crying cause it never works
I've gotten use to always being hurt
Try not to think but it makes it worse
Cause loving you is just another curse


I’m gonna wear the blood on my shirt from the day that you left me
I don’t know what means, but Oh god I feel empty
Your texts say that you still love him
And now I’m feeling sorry for him
And you should know I’m an arch-villain
But not now cause I’m just chillin

Paralyzed

As Above So Below

Blackout

Blackout Instrumental

Drowning Trap Instrumental (bootleg demo)

The Killing Moon (Echo & The Bunnymen Cover)

WAIT, THEY DON'T LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE YOU (Maps)

I'm fighting for your love 
but you want to get away from me
I’m sorry that I left you
all alone and so damn hastily 
 won’t tell you about my past
Cause I got a tragic history
the violent love we have
is so wicked and so bad for me
but if a song would win your heart
I would write a whole damn symphony

WAIT, THEY DON'T LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE YOU (Maps)

Did you see me leaving
Did you see me run away
It’s so good to have you here
But my love I cannot stay
You should know by now
They can’t love you like I love you
I’m a stranger in your bed
But they don’t see you like how I do

WAIT, THEY DON'T LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE YOU (Maps)

"Maps" Remix: Featuring The Yeah Yeah Yeahs

You are the best thing that's happened to me
You used to get me, now you call me crazy

The club is empty, can you still feel me?
I know you're with me cause your fragrance hit me
You look into my eyes, I know that you have died
What was that kiss for? 
Blood on the dance floor

You said I'm crazy, this time just get it right
My new girl left me, she's with some other guy
I feel so empty, why are you with me?
You said I'm crazy, your presence haunts me

Blood on the dance floor and I just wanna chill
Everyone's staring, are you even real?
Reach out and grasp me, but I can't feel your touch
what was that kiss for? Blood on the dance floor

Blood On The Dance Floor (Beso de la muerte)

Put Me Down

Wolf By Night

I'm burning bridges down to the waters below
The saints all float face down as they drown in their woes
The Bronx is burning down
The Bronx is burning down so slow

Something gives me such a fright
Too scared to go out at night
Mama says it's fight or flight
Either way, it's just not right

Hollow points and murder scenes
Things that just feel so unclean
Been praying but don't hear a thing
I'm paranoid I pace around

I have skeletons in my closet
And a heart is beating in my floor
I'll get no rest with all these sounds
The same old nightmares from before

This is not love, it's profanity with clarity
This is not from the heart, we do this shit for vanity
 breaking all my mirrors, so I don’t see my insanity
On the low, I’m Popping pills to calm my anxiety
3 years gone, what has happened to society?
It’s all gone wrong, On the streets they’re fucking rioting
Sorry if this all comes out a little raw
I don’t hate the game, I only hate the law
Creepy politicians got you pressed against the wall
No really cares so I say write 'em off
This whole world is going to the pits 
But we all deserve something from it

Guns and cops and G.O.P are some things that frighten me
Why can't anybody see, that this is all just anarchy?
(I knew that this was gonna happen)

I'm burning bridges down to the waters below
The saints all float face down as they drown in their woes
The Bronx is burning down
The Bronx is burning down so slow
(I knew that this was gonna happen)

The Bronx Is Burning Down

Bones

What I've Got (Instrumental)

Wait till it's dark, they're coming out
I feel the urge and start to shout
My rotting heart is bleeding out 
You start to cry, you start to pout
I know that this seems insane
But all I want is your brain

And I will eat you alive
Don't cry, or I'll eat you alive
Eat you alive...

It's getting late, I'm getting full
Still feasting on an open skull
I know that this seems crazy...
But I still have a craving
An undead army, now you're just like me

And I will eat you alive
Don't cry, or I'll eat you alive

I will eat you alive
Don't cry, or I'll eat you alive
Eat you alive

I am not mad, I am not sad
These bitter pills are not that bad
I know that this seems crazy
But I still have a craving,
An undead army, now you're just like me
Just like me...

Undead Army (Acoustic)

I wrecked my guitar, now I guess that I’m a rock star
Bashed my fucking head through the windshield of a cop car
Head all full of smack and a belly full of vodka 
She tells me that this has all gone way too far
I haven’t been to church, but I really like nuns
She blew off my whole head, and she ain't even got guns
I’m punching out on life, god, I want a refund
I’m fighting all my demos but that shit is unsanctioned

Don’t wait for me I’m living life just a little faster
Ready to pass out and see what comes after

My mind is lost, my hope is gone
See death for me, is where I belong
My heart it rots, so I wrote a song
Cause for this world, I am not long

My mind is lost, my hope is gone
See death for me, is where I belong
My heart it rots, so I wrote this song
Cause of this world, I am not long

I can't think of anyone else
I can't even save myself

Save Yourself (Acoustic)

I know we have a tragic history
We gave each other  injuries
My shit may stem from some toxic masculinity
You got me poppin pills just to calm my anxiety
I'll bite the bullet if it will get your ass away from me
I hate to fight but we do that shit religiously
I'm pulling out my hair, you got me losing all my sanity
I think we both know that tonight will end in tragedy
But you should know, this is only half of your misery

I don't mind, I don't mind
If we don't live forever 
We'll be dead, We'll be dead
Cause nothing lasts forever 

I learned it from the movies, I have to stay strong
'Cause love's a battlefield, and I'm not so young
If none of this is real, I hope it is not revealed 
cause my heart may be elastic, but it takes too long to heal

Light It Up

I felt no need to fight or flee
You had my heart romantically 
You broke me down so savagely
Snapped me right back to reality

I fucked with you so heavily
The first few months were heavenly
But then you changed so drastically
This love became a tragedy

I was once blind, but now I see
The way you truly think of me
It's not the way it used to be
Just give me back my apartment key

I endured sorrow and the pain
You broke my backbone just like Bane
You've got me going so insane
And I could swear, but I refrain 

I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
You're my last tattoo, my final drop of ink
I swore I'd hear you out, but I suggest that you just...

I guess that now you know
The depth to which I'll go
My thoughts have gotten too dark, though
But I can be your Donnie Darko

From the ashes I will rise
Like a phoenix now revived
I know I'll stay alive
Because of all I have survived

Romantic Tragedy featuring Kaleida's "Think" (Bootleg Demo)

It's time for night to get a little colder
Looking in the mirror and I'm getting older
I got some grays,  and they're getting longer
God, I wish I was a little taller

Play some Death Cab on the road
I never did as I was told
It's way too late, now I'm getting on
I know where I just don't belong

That's as far as we can get
Till my lungs burn, got nothing left
But I'll die with no regret
I'm just glad that we both met

 I guess I was a fool again
I really thought you were my friend
Nothing ever turns out right
I just wish that I could hide

It's Friday night and I'm alright
I just need another ride
Tell me that was just a test
I swear I tried and did my best

That's as far as we can get
Till my lungs burn, got nothing left
But I'll die with no regret
I'm just glad that we both met

Far As We Can Get

My pressure's rising up again
I think I'm feeling something when
I know I need my ritalin
Cause I don't know what's happening
In my head, I feel a dent
And I don't know what happened next
My head is drifting off again

I gotta focus
I know inside that I can do this
I'm the only one who can get my ass through this
Another night, another knife
Another thought to end my life
But I know I'll be alright
I gotta be alright

Straight up, what did you hope to learn about here?
If I was someone else, would this all fall apart?
Strange, where were you when we started this gig?
I wish the real world would just stop hasslin' me

Let's stay up and listen to Matchbox Twenty
It ain't even lit, and I had enough already
The Real World keeps playing on repeat
The CD starts to skip, but I really like the beat
I can feel it in my bones, it's got me tapping at my feet
I listen to the lyrics, Rob Thomas can be deep
Just chill, relax, and have a seat
These existential rhymes will really make you think...yeah

Straight up, what did you hope to learn about here?
If I was someone else, would this all fall apart?
Strange, where were you when we started this gig?
I wish the real world would just stop hasslin' me 

The Real World

Bonfires burning bright
Pumpkin faces in the night
I remember Halloween

Dead cats hanging from poles
Little dead are out in droves
I remember Halloween

Brown leafed vertigo
Where skeletal life is known
I remember Halloween

This day anything goes
Burning bodies hanging from poles
I remember Halloween

Halloween, Halloween, Halloween, Halloween

Candy apples and razor blades
Little dead are soon in graves
I remember Halloween

This day anything goes
Burning bodies hanging from poles
I remember Halloween

Halloween, Halloween, Halloween

All the things I ever wanted
Skeletons deep in my closet
Dead cats and scary things
I remember Halloween

I think I play too hard
Got bats trapped in a jar
So they won't get too far
 I remember Halloween

Halloween, Halloween, Halloween

Halloween (Misfits Cover)

Torn Ukulele Cover (Natalie Imbruglia)

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