$$$ICEDOUTHALO$$$ [prod spirits]

prod by pyctur/wellbeallalone on yt

sometimes i wonder why
everybody that i trust 
always put me to the side  

but i'm running out of time 
and i really need help
watch the days go by 

i used wanna get high 
now i'm tryna get a grip 
lost control of my life  

if i'm gone by tonight 
then you better let em know 
that they still in sight

but now it's all over 
and you ain't getting closure 
my death is crawling closer 
yeah i been living sober 
my body growing older
i'm barely 20 dead broke
and got a cold shoulder 

i know i should've lived longer 
and i'm sorry to my mama 
but the dollars i ain't making 
really bring a lot of drama 
but i outta put it down 
drown my problems in a bottle 
guess i never meant a lotta 
to the homie popping collars

hollow (prod.wellbeallalone)

I had to try a wicca beat, super fun to record 
Indie pop song next:) 

CREDS:
(prod. @metlast)
(@nevermoreboy)

LYRICS
Now I walk a path that I began so long ago
And my life, it lacks the structures for a frame to cast out my shadows
And you know me, so you know I’ve been the night for all this time my dear
But it seems as though the stars slip through my hands every year

So I'm gonna go back to being me, and I hope to find you there 
And I'm wandering as if I’ve been possessed, 
so help me dear

I'm wandering as if I’ve been possessed so, help me dear 
Just you look up at the skies, I aligned the stars because I like your stare
And ignore me if you must, but I’ll still adore you when you’re unaware 
And it’s desperation to say the least but it’s only for you

So I reached out to the stars but I was only reaching for you 
And I love to complain but I could never complain about you 

Now I walk a path that I began 
so long ago
And my life, it lacks the structures for a frame
to cast out my shadows
And you know me so you know I’ve been the night for all this time, my dear
But it seems as though the stars slip through my hands every year

ive been the night, ive seen the stars (prod.metlast)

beat prod ilyanthony
add. mixing by cvtmylosses 


ten toes down that’s the only time i sleep
harshest realm boys 
and that nsb team
all my boys off drugs we don’t got no time to think 
my squad stay so skinny we ain’t got no time to eat 
she told me “i hope things get better” 
i think she salty cuz i left her 
try to tell me that you love me
huh? what the fuck? im disgusting 
im in the trashheap and im going wild
you dont really know me but i go the extra mile 
vvroom vroom do that dash ill see u in awhile
u know where to find me 
king of the trash pile

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astro

awesomecat2011