Helen's Lovefool

arghghhgh why me

athøny

prod. @markisbvnt

dont know where u are took ur number out my cell
its been 53 nights shoulda went 2 ur hotel

53 nights #😢 (with witchbox)

ITS THE ONE!!! HOLUY FUCKING SHIT I SAY 19444 5 HRT59U8T4WARTHB

the one where i say 1944!!

lookin lovely tonight, ull look better in my freezer
keep secrets so i couldnt keep her

keeping secrets

jus inspo from this lol
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtofX5QwZ74

AZAZEL DANCES TO SKELETON

with @wheresangie
I can’t get these words right
Maybe I should listen one more time

They’re all gonna hear this one
And you can’t take it back once it’s online

And I’m so scared of what they’ll say when they hear me
I just wish that I could delete my whole being

It’s so hot here but in hell it always rains, there’s always pain
And everybodys faces blend together they all look the same
And they all dance and speak in tongues the only game they plays charades
I wanna be a person someday but I’d probably break my brain

I don’t wanna die in USA
I’m bipolar so I feel insane
I know you hate it when I start to change
Maybe we just shouldn’t talk today

Everybody wants company
I’d feel better at the blood parade
They’re all crying and its not okay
I'd feel better at the blood parade

We've all wasted time, it'll take me a while
And you cant change my mind, I'll avert my eyes

I would give my life to go back a day
I think I'll be fine at the black parade

Wish I could read your mind no longer afraid of what I'd find
And I wont break the ice before I drown in fear of what I left behind
Misunderstandings turn into mistakes

Memories I try to erase
Cant help but hate who I am today
But I don't wanna die before I see ur face

I don’t wanna die in USA
I’m bipolar so I feel insane
I know you hate it when I start to change
Maybe we just shouldn’t talk today

Everybody wants company
I’d feel better at the blood parade
They’re all crying and its not okay
I'd feel better at the blood parade

helen - be nice with stacy

I can’t feel my head, its somewhere inbetween her legs
Not in the basement was making music in the shed
My brains on the walls of my room and my bed
Helen

But maybe I’m just psycho
It’s getting worser I know
I need you for survival
I hope your suicidal
Because I’ll kill you soon

helen - im such drunkkkk fuckkkkk -_-

id rather have you guys listening to this officially than listening to random peoples uploads. long live skeleton gothangelz forever - oaqi

prod ruth

Your makeup runs like you away
Your always bitching with your friends I hear you everyday
You wanna protest about shit that you can never change
I ‘mx break in your dorm, then your getting raped

i know i shouldnt rape that girl
but i dont know if ill ever get the chance to fuck her
i know that your a lesbian girl, but my dick don’t really give a shit

helen - stupid college slut

prod ruth
Praying that I make it out alive
Heather’s running circles in my mind
You just wanna see me die and that’s not alright
I just wanna scrape your insides with my outsides
Heather I can make you cry, i know what you like

Have a rose, its for you
Was chasing her down somewhere
You find yourself so hopeless since your lost and your so scared
A hero
I found you
Am I familiar baby?
I’m so stoned in my mind I’m only just half crazy

Heather’s running circles in my mind
You just wanna see me die and that’s not alright
I just wanna scrape your insides with my outsides
Heather I can make you cry, i know what you like

helen - i am going to kill heather

prod @bowsa_music
candyflipping once a month when the suns down
got a couple plays but i cant make my mom proud
maybe moms proud i cant tell cuz the self doubt
tried to hit her up but i can’t when im strung out
maybe ill be fine hit her up in the morning
morning never comes i was thinking bout touring
i cant sober up cuz my mind would be boring
know i talk  a lot but maybe you should support me
why do all my friends always choose to ignore me
calling every day but no one ever gets it
say i wanna die but im already finished
why i wake up i dont what else to do
its like nothing ever matters and i wanna text you
and i wanna feel you but i cant through a phone, its like usually
the distance makes me feel much more alone and i wish that i could walk myself
from here right to your home
and i wish i had the money just to fly you to my shows but im too broke

its like usually the distance makes me feel much more alone

rip
https://soundcloud.com/helenimsorry (https://soundcloud.com/menthol100s)

helen (wifiskeleton) - i am going to kill heather (normal pitch + extended)

Should've known right when I saw you
Been sending nudes since the start of high school
But I liked your hair, thought that you looked cool
But now I know that there's no fucking hope
I remember when my friend showed me
He pulled up your nudes on his iphone screen
I wanted to die, I wanted to scream
And in that moment I knew there was no fucking hope

The girl I like is the village whore
Now I don't want her anymore
The girl I like is the village whore
And I've never wanted to kill myself more

Been heartbroken for about six months
I really wish you weren't a dumb slut
We could've done cool things and had a lot of fun
But you went and crushed all my fucking hopes
You do dumb shit and fuck a lot of guys
Everytime I think about it I wanna cry
Wanna crash my car into a tree and fucking die
And every day I think I want to commit suicide

The girl I like is the village whore
Now I don't want her anymore
The girl I like is the village whore
And I've never wanted to kill myself more

Village Whore

notice
me now
i make music on soundcloud
follow me
and like my songs
stream them all day and all night long
follow my twitter too
tell me that i am cool
like all my tweets and reply to me
i have nothing left
i have no girlfriend
filling up the void with the internet

the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen the numbers on the screen
overstimulation dopamine wtf

wasting all my time
caring more about numbers than real life
feeling like a loser
excited by numbers on computers
my soul has been erroded
5g is corrosive
the internet will fuck u up and ud never know it
real goals have been erased
we wait for the numbers to go up all day

the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen the numbers on the screen
overstimulation dopamine wtf

numbers on screen go up

lately i have been giving up
theres no reason to give a fuck
everybodys all messed up on meds
the whole worlds coming to an end
all my life people told me to try
but i just wanna lay down and die
i think i am done
i will never give a fuck

dropping out and giving up
i hate my life and everything sucks
always has and always will
i just wanna be shot and killed

lately ive been feeling down
i dont think ill ever figure it out
ive been getting more and more braindead
pretty sure in 2 years ill be dead
all my life i thought things would get better
now ive realized that im fucked forever
i think i am cursed
my life is the fucking worst

dropping out and giving up
i hate my life and everything sucks
always has and always will
i just wanna be shot and killed

Dropping Out And Giving Up

Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
I fucked up my whole life and i never was aware of it
I wish i could go back
I wish i could fix the past
But im handicapped by the choices that i have made

Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
But its hard to care when the worlds so careless
Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
Everyone hates me, even my parents

Im so ashamed
Ooooo
Im so ashamed
Oooo
Im so ashamed
Im so ashamed
Im so ashamed and im so embarassed

Somwthing is wrong with me
I am always so confused
I need to fix my life 
But i dont know what to do

Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
But its hard to care when the worlds so careless
Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
Everyone hates me, even my parents

Im so ashamed
Ooooo
Im so ashamed
Oooo
Im so ashamed
Im so ashamed
Im so ashamed and im so embarassed

Embarassed

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

helen (wifiskeleton) - i am going to kill heather (normal pitch + extended)

^_^