After uploading private, I decided to go public with this - maybe others will relate. Like Clapton who said of Tears in Heaven: I almost subconsciously used music for myself as a healing agent... while I'm no great performer, this song speaks my mind. Words below:

Looking in the glass, she sees what is not there
Even though she thinks she is, she's not aware
That the voices in her head, they tell her lies
The voices in her head, they blind her eyes

Her body now so thin, so weak, so frail
Each time that we've seen her, she looks more pale
And we plead with her be brave, accept some help
But the voices in her head, she hates herself

I sometimes wonder Lord why it is so
So much mental sickness down here below

For, looking in the glass, she sees what is not there
Even though she thinks she is, she's not aware
That the voices in her head, they tell her lies
The voices in her head, they blind her eyes - ahhh

So Broken (with Vocals)

"Blackholes in the Sun (EP Mix - 2022)" Release date 08/04/2022 In all music stores-  is a Rock / Metal track with some Pop and Blues influences, Featuring Vocals, 4 x Electric Guitar, Acoustic Guitar, some Piano & Acoustic Drums with some electronic elements.

A Track for listening, chilling & mood enhancement. Have a chilled weekend everyone, hope it shines for you !. And if you can, please like and re-post :-)It helps a lot.

Thanks for your support!

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Written, Produced and Arranged by Azar Breakey of Spirit Sound Innovators

Blackholes in the Sun - EP Mix - 2022

Made in #FL-studio (2020)

Genre;
#Electronic

Far Dawn

Fairy Charm

90% handmade (bass, kick, hihat is vst) - the didge is a pvc tube, the dschembe a very small one .... the flute a serious flute of course :-) enjoy my almost "organic" flow ! photo: Bruce Kee, unsplash

just flow - some "earthy" stuff

Great Work/More Than Just A Quark

I Need The Space

Our Pillow, # #, Gene Jumper, ( Original )

Our Pillow

Refined beat

Energy

Black-eyed girl fell out of her pace
Black-eyed girl fell out of her pace
Back-street jaws grinding down the scraps she tried to save
Ah!

Voices snap, “How’d you sink so deep?”
Voices snap, “How’d you sink so deep?”
Get up, you’re choking under every weight you drag

Black-eyed girl sifts through what she wrecked
Black-eyed girl sifts through what she wrecked
All her cracked-up promises spilling down the dirty floor
Ah!

“I think this is it?
…no?
You sure?
Alright, bud…
Then let’s move.”

Ah! Ah!
Ah! Ah! Ah!

Street noise says it can’t pull her back now
Street noise says it can’t pull her back now
It mutters, “Nothing holds together when the world wants you split”

Black-eyed girl

...just a tiny bit of fading noise...

ex-drummer, ukulele player, sometimes guitar player, keyboard tinkerer and harmonica player. Love to listen to and create music...

I Need The Space

Lawrence Farr