a closer look into my anti-societal mind <3 this is only the beginning

THE UNEMPLOYMENT FILES

@awsikee @diekillslump @whycasper !

sike verse lyrics:

act up in the pit 
i'm fucking hyperactive  
i might snatch you
fuckin taking out your soul 
i'll leave you captive 
this action 
swinging both my fists 
it brings attraction
extraction 
leave you out and bloody 
your reaction 

okay, baby really wanna play me 
you can try but you won't break me
fuck i know your not my baby 
fuckin all my niggas and still say that your still a lady 

fucked inside this mind 
don't understand why your still breathing 
i don't wanna stay,
that's why a fucker really leaving 
shut your fucking mouth, 
don't interrupt me, when i'm speaking 
my hearts really cold 
and some might say it's even freezing 

okay,  now i wanna play 
you gon die today 
bitch dont act up
talkin all that shit boy your stats up 
i'm racked up 
talking all that shit i'll get your throat slit 
like oh shit, that pussy he don't know shit 

ahh got me fucked up in the pit 
bitch i'll break your shit 
cause imma act up 
pop you in your dome i'll leave you limp 
yall niggas hyped up 
now he finna get popped in his neck
i'm finna act up in the pit 
i'm fuckin hyperactive 

what! really think you got me listening 
i'm still just depressed 
but i can't help that i'm still glistening 
i don't really care bout what you say
but it's still interesting 
i can't find my way 
cause in this world it's fuckin sickening

HYPERACTIVE! + KILLSLUMP [PROD. CASPER]

yea baby i like it rawwww

lyrics:

ah wanna take ur life 
ah bitch i mean it
u gon feel me 
knife inside your neck 
i caught you lacking 
now you can't see 
in my fucking life 
bitch i'm the apex 
of the predator
u can't take me down 
but you can try 
that's so irregular 

take a fucking life 
ah boy i'll cut u with a knife 
feel like dying right inside 
ah yea i'd cause you genocide 
i spread my horror nationwide 
ah yea i know your mortified
i don't mean to just misguide 
i'll take a life and call it homicide

fucked by all my thoughts 
i wanna die and that's the reason 
i can't kill myself 
ah fuck i tried but i'm a demon 
searching through myself
cause i can't find a fucking meaning 
ah my neighbors hate me 
cause i'm always fucking screaming

ah life 
bitch i'll take ur life 
end my fucking life 
i can end it now 
and yes i do not need a reason

life 
bitch i'll take ur life 
end my fucking life 
ah cut you with my knife
i'll fucking leave u right there bleeding 

bitch i wanna play 
still you know that you cannot play me 
yes i know i'm violent, i can't help it
you can't blame me 
bitch i wanna play 
still you know that you cannot play me 
yes i know i'm violent, i can't help it
you can't blame me

LIFE [PROD. VILEX]

lyrics:

[sike verse 1]

walk into the function 
i'm causing all of this ruckus 
demons in my mind 
lost control and i just said fuck this 
every song i make 
i still spaz, and that's cause i never miss 
all these rappers wack 
know who you are, don't gotta diss 

i'm back bitch 
fuck that rap shit 
i'm on the map bitch 
i don't switch 
on my own shit 
i'm so alone bitch 
i want fame 
blow my own brain, feel like cobain
it's not me, it's the cocaine
makes me insane 

feels like i'm gonna bust 
suck me like succubus
who am i gonna trust 
they had enough of us 
i just want you to stay
fuck what you gotta say 
i wanna kill today 

if he wanna test me, 
yea my pockets my protection
toxins in my mind, ah yea mind gots an infection 

[thrasherboytae verse]

Bitch Im fucking hard and I ain’t talking bout erections ,
 bitch boy better run bitch turn around change yo directions 
this shit get messy this shit get so ugly 
I hope that it hurts cus my blades are so rusty , 
My pants always crusty , no shoreline I’m musty 
He wanna be me but yk that you can’t be 

I fear nobody but me 
It’s cus they control me 
Bitch I’m Wide awake , but I still feel sleep 
Cannot rest till I Rest In Peace 
6 feet deep where I wanna be !
But yk I spaz out till I  d I e 
Im only 5 feet 5 but you still tiny 
I ain’t scared no bitch I’m me

[sike verse 2]

fuck i hate authority
yea i might cause a riot 
hide us from the truth
but you can't fucking keep us quiet 
i am not a slave so i still scream
can't keep me silent 
fuck i hate authority
yea i might cause a riot 

i'm violent 
not compliant
i kill you silent 

they still want this
yall don't want this 
i'll drink my own piss 

everytime i close my fucking eyes,
i still see trauma
i don't wanna leave my fuckin house,
i love my mama
it's drama, 
coming right back like it's fuckin karma 

like ah shit 
i been lost it 
run the mosh pit
i crossed it 
heart i tossed it
your in my way 
i might kill today
anger every day 
you don't wanna play 

[kill haruko verse loading... :( ]

FUCK AUTHORITY! + THRASHERBOYTAE X SEXHARUKO [PROD. ONLYREALCASH]

lyrics:

static fucking killer , 
yea i'm causing all this chaos
always in my way, 
ah does this pussy wanna face off 
yea i'm gonna break his bitch 
i'll break her like some crayons 
questioning my sanity
yea i might need a seance

walk right down the avenue 
and half your shit is overdue 
everytime i witness death,
i swear to god it's dejavu 
everytime i speak 
i see that no one shares my point of view 
do you wanna fuck with me 
you fucking fuck don't fuck with you

i don't even understand 
these demons that i'm raising 
if you lived inside my head, 
you'd think that i'd need saving 
why can't you just speak up, 
we do not know what your saying 
know that i belong in hell
eternity i'm blazing

nothings fucking phasing 
know im fucking crazy
no u will not take me
fuck oh did u break me
every time u lie 2 me 
i still know what ur saying
sick and tired of the lies
i know that ur still faking

STATIC KILLER [PROD. VILEX]

performed by @awsikee

prod. dan darmawan 

lyrics :(

i'm so fucked in my mind, why do you hate me 
i'm so fucked in my mind, can't function lately 
i hate im so alone, can someone save me 
still cant just love me back but you forgave me 
i don't know what is wrong, my life is fading 
fuck ah all of this pain but it's amazing 
ah take a look at the music that i'm making 
ah all in my chest i feel it aching 

baby look inside of my eyes 
and see i'm crazy 
ahh still taking these drugs
can't function lately 
ahh don't know what to do 
but i cry daily 
why would you act like you care 
just wanna break me 

where in the fuck do i go
want you to take me 
ahh fuck you want me gone 
want you to make me 
fuck love 
everyone leaves 
bitch you can't play me 
ahh i just want you here 
but you betrayed me

why do you hate me

performed by: awsikee

prod. dan darmawan

lyrics :(
           
PART I 

they always leave i know
life goes fast, its not slow
regret all, since hello
ah so long, its all so long ago
as i lay here shaking
my own soul its breaking 
know the pain i’m taking 
i don’t care, forsaking 

still don’t fucking care 
but do you know that you can leave now
i wish i knew everything, 
and i knew how to say how
all is but the truth , 
and yes i mean it you have my vow
baby your a miracle and i can only say wow
you can say you love me
i think no one rarely means that
why wont you just talk to me
still haven’t had a full chat
wish we had connection 
and i got to call you my brat
these are all my thoughts
and i’m still hoping you wont mind that....

fuck these laws, this system
it still needs a symptom
please don’t play the victim 
just speak up, you miss him 
i just wish you’d listen
in the sun you’d glisten
while this plot it thickened
what you did imprisoned 

they just always leave,
and then i don’t care bout myself
i cant put my past behind me 
and i’m trapped within oneself
i forget i need to eat 
and then i don’t care bout my health
i still fucking hate this city
wanna leave the commonwealth

in my fucking head 
i just feel lost, without a reason
i don’t know might kill myself 
or die within this season 
i just wanna understand 
and find my fucking meaning 
i still wanna satisfy
i know i’m never pleasing 

find my way i lost it
fight for life id toss it 
wheres my love i lost it 
wheres my life i tossed
they always leave i know 
they always leave don’t go
they always leave i know
they always leave don’t go...

PART II

every time i love someone
they’re gonna leave me 
i don’t know whats going on
and you wont feel me..
my heart isn’t beating 
and i know that i’m misleading 
you still wanna be with him 
i know that he’s mistreating 

i still hate myself 
but at the time i still find a way to love myself 
but i hate.... all the shit that i do
cause if my demons tell the truth, 
ah i can never be with you.

i just look for satisfaction
in the simplest of things
and try but i’m still lonely
fucking hopeless and it stings 
in my mind i search for clarity 
cant find it then it dings 
what i need is all in me 
and imma live my destiny

and in holding off on suicide 
wont let it get the best of me 
cutting off relationships 
and saving all my energy
yes ill do this music shit
until i’m fucking elderly 
honestly just started 
but already do it expertly

its all in my head
like why cant i get out of bed 
i’m always feeling dead
all these fuckers wanna test me
they cant feel my dread
i’m like slump i feel the chaos
paint the world in red 

they will always leave
its no matter what i do 
cuz yea they still deceive
and ill look inside the mirror
why cant i believe 
every time i see myself 
ah i cant help but grieve 

fell in love 2 easy 
and it left me fucking broken
coughing out my insides 
and it has me fucking choking
death is but a symbol
or its maybe just a token 
i don’t wanna say 2 much
i feel i have misspoken 

ahhh they will always leave
i care too much about the others
thats not what i need 
just need to save myself 
and free myself until i bleed 
still i’m throwing hands with demons
feels like fucking creed 

end this. all of my pain and i cant pretend this
intend, only want happiness over your end 
my end, hope its not too soon. 
i need 2 amend this 
stop this. you wanna leave 
but its fucking none sense 

ahhh bitch 
still wanna leave me right after everything 
all you did was lie, 
when you said that i was your everything
now im fucking numb 
and i dont think that i feel anything 
i can try my best still they always leave 
you dont want me

they always leave <3

@awsikee
@prodgrayskies

[verse 1]

i don’t care, i’m a fucking reject
i cant find my way, 
and i wont give no respect
connect all the lines and then ill see the aspect
lost inside my head so i wont see it perfect

i could say your right, 
i lost my mind. i’m a fanatic 
but i know i’m better 
please don’t fucking be dramatic 
still don’t wanna talk about it
that shits just traumatic
i’m in all your heads,
and imma fucking be somatic 

[hook]

yes i am reject
and i understand im worthless 
you dont have to lie 
i fucking see them on the surface 
feeling all the pressure 
it will leave you fucking breathless 
talking out this pain 
so i wont end up in the circus

i cant feel my feet. 
my wrists are bleeding and i’m pleading
i wont stop the screaming 
cause its fucking so appealing 
all my life decisions, all i’ve done 
and i’m still leading 
want me to come over 
fucking reckons what your treating

[verse 2]

i can barely do this , 
inefficient in the most ways 
when i hurt myself
i gotta swear those are the worst days
whats it gonna take opened up
but you will not stay
always with these games 
that shit is over i will not play

maybe i’m just lonely 
even parents will not hold me 
then the bitches will not blow me 
they don’t even wanna know me 
i just wish i had a homie 
i’m a reject. not a phony 
yes i know i’m fucking boney
yet i know that your below me 

[hook]

substantial reject

performed by: @awsikee

mixed by: @antisocial524

produced by: michael link

artwork : @objenavena

PART I 

[hook 1]

ahh stand back,
fucking little bitch don’t wanna be here
so depressed inside my mind 
i feel my ends near
why cant you just tell the truth 
i want my lies clear
when i walk into the room, i smell all your fear

[verse 1]

i don’t know why i still miss you, 
but i fucking do
when i look inside the mirror
i can see whats true
contemplations, irritations, 
now I know the truth
and i think before i speak, 
i wanna save the youth

cut him up like butter cup
i hit him with an uppercut
leave that pussy up and stuck
i speak my mind it brings me luck
half this shit i’m gonna say,
are all my thoughts won’t go away
i can barely think 
to fucking get me through the fucking day

[hook]

PART II

[hook 2] 

oh yea i miss you, i
oh yea i miss you, why
you always cross my mind 
you were so hard 2 find 
i love with all of my heart 
you know your body is art 
ah take me back to the start 
you fucking tore me apart 

i don't know what i've become 
it fucking started out fun
oh now i'm just laying here numb 
i think i'm fucking dumb 
i know i'm fucking scum 
don't even wanna cum 
oh yea i know i'm [so] glum 
i'll never overcome 

[verse 2]

rewrite my own history 
half of its just a mystery 
taking in all this misery 
handle it all so bitterly 
always shaking so jittery
causing myself an injury 
never here your so slippery 
lead us all into victory  

[hook] 
 
PART III 

[hook 3]

i don't miss u bitch 
and i don't fuckin think i ever will 
all you did was lie and cheat 
i know my worth, don't take defeat 
still know every moment, you just took my heart 
was incomplete 
fucked inside my mind, and i can't talk right
ahhh i can't compete 

i'm a fucking monster, i'm that or a fuckin demon 
i been feeling odd so i know that i'm never even 
i don't know the real from fake , 
i'm never believing 
everytime i open right up 
you end up deceiving 

[verse 3]

i don't miss u
wishing death upon me , i do not get all ur issues 
u just left me crying, i had to get my own tissues
why can't you just listen, 
just giving me these excuses 

look me in my face 
and you tell me that i'm just useless 
i don't wanna b here, 
i don't even wanna do this
living in my past, 
i don't think that i'll make it through this 
stuck inside my head 
yea don't think that i'll make it through this 

[hook]

CONCRETE [PROD. VILEX]

written and performed by awsikee
mixed and produced by vilex

lyrics :

how you let out all this anger , 
all i say is torture 
fucked within my thoughts, 
no peace of mind i need to nurture 
this the type of shit that they gonna play 
when they all angry 
this the type of shit i’ll always play 
i’m always angry

victims in the chamber 
then i drag them by a hanger 
i can’t even help that every song is just a banger
i don’t know why i’m still here,
admit that i’m a clanger
i don’t wanna drown inside my thoughts 
so pass the jäger

now you got me drunk i’m fucking slicing, 
show no mercy
send my self on missions, 
they not written like i’m Percy 
maybe not a half blood but at least i know worthy

i can say like all i want. not scared by controversy 
everyone can have they own opinions, 
don’t concern me
you can all talk down on me
just know you won’t disturb me
everywhere i look
i swear they all just wanna hurt me
i can’t even trust myself 
i feel the world has cursed me 

cut off every limb so i can gain my satisfaction 
waste of living organisms, losing all attraction 
i don’t wanna give a warning , loving the reaction
i been violent way too long, 
i need me a distraction 

TORTURE. always say they gon be missing me 
TORTURE. i kill those who keep on dissin me 
TORTURE. all my victims are a mystery 
TORTURE. i am making fucking history

fucking on the run again,
i know you will not find me
feel i’m doing fine
and then i see the feds beside me
when i close my eyes 
then i reflect i see its all me 
don’t hate my decisions 
yet i cant put it behind me 

breaking down my door, 
and catch me hiding all the evidence 
they found many bodies 
like the US had its presidents 
ask me why i did it,
i was searching for a better sense
then i started running 
and they haven’t seen me fucking since

TORTURE CHAMBER [PROD. VILEX]

lyrics: 

anarchy and chaos come to bring me peace 
fucking hate my landlord i won't pay my lease 
man i hate the system , i'm the missing piece 
coming to an end, ah i will never cease 
catch a politician ah in these streets 
shoot you in the head, i will stain the seats ah 
blue lives don't exist , that's why i kill police 
i cannot explain, cause it's just my caprice 

fucking hate the cops, i hate all racists, 
hate the kkk
hate the neo-nazis , hate the rapists, 
hate them everyday 
you believe the lies 
and still you think that you know everything 
your like fucking 30, 
9 to 5. you don't know anything 

i just want equality, your only pushing equity
you called me a nigger 
and you think i owe you empathy 
hate inside this world, cause it's a sickness im the remedy 
every cop i kill i swear it fucking gives me a ecstasy

yes i hate your hate
before i kill you i don't contemplate 
you say this is justice 
but like all you do devastate
you don't ask consent 
your sick as fuck and you still deviate
just to leave my message
i might have to burn the city state 

i don't wanna run 
but yea i'm on the fucking run again 
i just overthink my life decisions 
won't have fun again 
one day i'll be heard and they'll all know me 
but i don't know when 
look inside the mirror
love what you see, cause your all beautiful 

yes i do kill cops 
but that dont mean that i'm an asshole too
if i meet a racist 
i can't help but fucking laugh at u
then i'll have to stab you 
burn the body cause i'm mad at u

fucking hate the cops, i hate all racists, 
hate the kkk
hate the neo-nazis , hate the rapists, 
hate them everyday

hate ur hate

a closer look inside my anti- political societal mind <3

lyrics: 

i don’t fucking care

yah don’t! i don’t care 
i don’t care! i don’t! 
i don’t care , i don’t care
i won’t, i don’t care, i don’t care
they don’t care, 
doesn’t matter ahh just let them stare

give no single fucks
i’ll always give myself that moment 
i don’t miss the past
but i can never go unhold it 
if i made a promise , 
give me time i will uphold it
this the type of world 
that when your four your filled with trauma

i don’t think it’s fair,
that everyone has to pay taxes
all these hidden fees, 
the credit cards have hit their maxes 
society is set to make us fail , wish it collapses 
replace a man by robot,
and he goes and relapses
still i’m only 18 
and i watch how it elapses
ever since our birth, 
not everyone is given chances
focus on yourself , 
do not get too caught in your romances 
man i wish my music does like nothing 
but enhances

i don’t fucking care
it takes too much for them to listen 
everyone can do them 
i start screaming you should listen
sometimes even love myself 
a feeling: god risen 
when i get too drunk 
can’t find a place to even piss in

enough about myself 
but i can go like this forever 
will you please comply yourself 
i’d tell them fucking never
life is pretty shitty so i try with my endeavors 
i don’t fucking care i never will ahh whatsoever 

for one to be punk 
that means your life can have no value 
according to the google 
says a punks a worthless person
that’s the slightest truth 
but it forgets a major detail
neo-nazi punks those fucking fucks 
are what is worthless 

controversial takes i will provide 
without a notice 
dmt and shrooms are good enough
don’t need the lotus 
america is silent
but i’ll say it fucking broke us
ever since a jhit i couldn’t care 
i had no focus 

yah don’t! i don’t care 
i don’t care! i don’t! 
i don’t care , i don’t care
i won’t, i don’t care, i don’t care
they don’t care, 
doesn’t matter ahh just let them stare

give no single fucks
i’ll always give myself that moment 
i don’t miss the past
but i can never go unhold it 
if i made a promise , 
give me time i will uphold it
this the type of world 
that when your four your filled with trauma

yah don’t! i don’t care 
i don’t care! i don’t! 
i don’t care , i don’t care
i won’t, i don’t care, i don’t care
i don’t fucking care!

i dont fucking care

a closer look inside my anti- political societal mind <3

prod. alteg 

lyrics:

i wanna go all around the world 
i wanna travel and experience, 
a different world
and then you dare to treat me different,
cause my hair is curled
and if i’m such a freaking legend 
want my space reserved 

anti- corporation , anti-life , 
and non- conformity 
not in my establishment 
we’re rebels in an urgency 
if you see a bigot 
i see nothing wrong with larceny 
love is unconditional 
but never see it normally 

i wanna go all around the world 
i wanna travel and experience, 
a different world
and then you dare to treat me different,
cause my hair is curled
and if i’m such a freaking legend 
want my space reserved

around the world

a closer look inside my anti- political societal mind <3

prod. alteg 

lyrics: 

yah cigarettes kill but i kill nazis
i’m not a human being 
i hate paparazzi 
i want equal rights
love with all our people
our nation does not love us 
always treats us like were fecal

what
am i 
supposed 
to do 
with you
these lies 
you spread 
not true
fuck you
fuck you
why hide 
the truth
employed
deployed 
your still 
annoyed 

ahh most the time i do not know what’s going on
don’t do much wrong 
i hit the bong 
i grip her thong
you do not know me play my songs 

there’s more nazis all in russia 
truthful sites they won’t discuss a 
love Ukraine it’s fucked , i want a 
better world no jealous leaders 

cause cigarettes kill but i kill nazis
i’m not a human being 
i hate paparazzi 
i want equal rights
love with all our people
our nation does not love us 
always treats us like were fecal

ahhh there’s nazis still in russia 
truthful sites they won’t discuss a 
loved Ukraine it’s fucked , i want a 
better world no jealous leaders

cigarettes kill but i kill nazis

a closer look inside my anti- political societal mind <3

prod. alteg 

lyrics: this is my society 
and yes i hate sobriety 
the more you look the more you’ll see
don’t see why you keep trying me
my mental’s torn , neglect , misguidance
can’t find peace from silence , riots 
genuine to build alliance 
all i ask for your compliance 

i might never find my way ,
and don’t know what to do today
find your peace within yourself 
and don’t care what the others say
contemplating suicide 
i’m hoping for these better days
stuck within this reckless loop
i’m starting off with different plays

tell a fucker eat my boot
i throw these hands no need to shoot
my tree has fallen like the fruit 
fruit of wisdom for the youth
i never will not tell the truth 
to you and you and you and you
i love vodka love my brew
i’m still gon rage till 42

civilians just sit and witness
half obese don’t know of fitness
half in debt , the system wish this 
hide all trace , can’t build forgiveness 
off the grid , avoid the sickness
we’re the center , all within us 
you control your own decisions 
own perspective , it’s effective 
human race needs it’s corrective 
don’t stand clear from my objective 
i absorb see it’s reflective 
look within my retrospective 

you you you and you don’t know 
ah this is my society 
i can’t hold my sobriety 
the more you look the more you’ll see , fuck

punk society

this was my biggest song @ 11k with nearly 300 likes. it breaks my heart it was deleted 2 years later. i hope i can surpass my achievement again. i love u guys.

FERRIS WHEEL [PROD. HIELOWAYS]

tell me u love me w/ kirvanni

prod by the god : lethal needle 

they’re just some tendencies 
yet i hate this life 
i’m reliant like codependency
never with consistency 
suffrage is coming endlessly 
nothings changed since it started 
depression presently

i call them tendencies 
maybe to hide their real thoughts 
no need for stressing 
i’ve tried it , the noose it caught knots
the pills will weak , threw em up , 
and started to see dots 
i cut myself , 
burned my body to see i’ve missed spots 

i’m not promoting it,
cide and self harm are not it
the thoughts are normal , 
i’m sorry wish i could stop it 
you need to think of your future more 
unlock it
you are the god of your life 
you are a prophet 

been suicidal since 14 now 18 
sparked up since 15 
the numb teens 
i had this box of my memories , the shit shrunk
she got the fenty , chanel , i feel like kill bunk

will she give me our children, 
something to live for
waking up to your face
my daily do adore
you call me your daddy , 
and baby and even mi amor
while fighting urges to end it
up on the damn floor

rigor mortis you stiff like back of tortoise 
i want my life as gorgeous 
these bars like earl in doris 
go hot like papa’s porridge 
i found what rhymes with orange 
been trapped inside of storage 
the back , its in the corner , 
you see 

they’re just some tendencies 
yet i hate this life 
i’m reliant like codependency
never with consistency 
suffrage is coming endlessly 
nothings changed since it started 
depression presently

i call them tendencies 
maybe to hide their real thoughts 
no need for stressing 
i’ve tried it , the noose it caught knots
the pills will weak , threw em up , 
and started to see dots 
i cut myself , 
burned my body to see i’ve missed spots 

i’m not promoting it,
cide and self harm are not it
the thoughts are normal , 
i’m sorry wish i could stop it 
you need to think of your future more 
unlock it
you are the god of your life 
you are a prophet 

yuhhh , u a real one if u here i love u fr

suicidal tendencies

prod. lethal needle

i’m glad i’m not a bastard
this sick flow that i’ve mastered
it’s slow, i have no standards 
i’m far from selling lanyards 

i don’t care if this album even get 6 streams 
stroke all night , 
never necessary for wet dreams
epidemics , 
now college classes for vaccines 
no moving stupid like bambis
in high beams

puff puff 
i pass the j to ray j 
your gay , so fuck you ,
what you say
not homophobic 
don’t try that in next years 
already cancelled 
don’t give a fuck , it so appears 

knock knock , just open up , and talk girl 
your neck , i’d spend all to impearl 
hands held , slow jams , give me a twirl 
neglect happens , it’s us girl vs. the world

i want about like 10 bands , my night stand
triple carbons , enough blunts for nights ends
want to make only big  plays , the big baller
devastations reality , not one dollar 

this hunger just eats me , i know struggle 
all sheep there’s no spark , just like muggle 
tears roll , you feel sad , so we cuddle 
couldn’t make one tape , here’s this bundle

knock knock

prod. stonic

i wrote the lyrics on paper. i don’t feel like typing it sorry.. u gotta understand me

ego death

prod. eyezeck 

[verse 1]

that kind of night now 

i never thought i would be this ,
but i failed somehow
hurt way more than i heal 
so is my heart foul ? 
confession stand
i’m not ready but it’s the time now
i need to open up 
therapy, which i can’t afford 

i drive around
and i’m screaming up in my busted ford
acknowledge , knowledge,
i listen baby . your not ignored
my mouth and hands ,
have caused damage
for that i can’t forgive 

myself and i only, 
will stop at what i’m doing wrong
my mind is scrambled, 
arranged it by time i hit the bong 
listen to this enough 
could be your favorite song
do you see my potential 
or only see my wrongs
need you all to evacuate 
while i write these songs 

seeing red , constant tears
then always losing peers 
i’ve stolen shit from some friends 
but kept it minuscule 
its only things that i need
and never what i want 
never find myself envious 
of what others got 

[verse 2]

and never done , 
i got so much that’s on my mental
mostly impulse , 
it’s so much that’s accidental
growing strong on your hate
i see your vengeful (beat cut)
want only love and your body
the roses , bed full

immortal mindset , i wish i could live forever 
but maybe not , 
i wish death wasn’t an endeavor 
other days , i ignore it ,
that’s when i’m better (beat cut)
my feelings talk way  
my too much 
hope it’s a pleasure 

pangs of conscience 
obnoxiously , i communicate 
you like to rub that rich 
like i exfoliate 
i wonder what he will say 
while i’m at heavens gate 
maybe laugh in face 
knock me down to place

pangs of conscience

prod. bailey daniel

time it passes , it’s going by , and we know it
cannot freeze it, this our life , can’t blow it 
you speak the words but i need more 
, so show it 
you claim you’ve had it , 
not my heart below it 

i miss the time i aint know shit off innocence 
dumb as fuck ah what i mean , 
yea in a sense
come with common 
your vermin compared to my maneuver 
rejecting hookers 
and jooking passed , all of the kugars

time it passes ….. like hourglasses 

i’m sweet and rare ,
have you ever heard of molasses 
smoke exotic and reefer , all types of gasses
time it passes , we question the fuck we gon do
this album’s love it’s expression
what are you going through

time passes

prod. rasmus beats 

i have insufficient funds again
i don’t think we’re having fun again

the fundamental roots have shattered 
yea living life like nothing’s mattered 
 
every cent and every dollars but a luxury 
my eyes are open , 
stay aware cause no ones touching me

ain’t touching us , not one of us ,
i’ve fallen off like russ 
no interaction, nightly action , 
opps are like subtraction 

i fantasize i live my life out till i’m 41 
might surpass that
but the industry will want me gone 
i’d have a family and kids 
still i’d need my bong
still stressing bills still stressing shit 
i’ll stress this shit for life 

the debt it hits my mental 
wanna pay you all back 
when i’m up 
i swear i’ll pay the fucking world back

yea i never thought that i’d amount to much
went from screaming now 
i’m rapping , talking in a such
affect you all , 
and yes by all i mean a fucking bunch 
you fat bitches all on dick 
but rather ‘ d have a munch

insufficient funds

prod. lethal needle 

come live within my fantasy 
to say i’m evil , 
i’d just laugh and call it blasphemy 
just give my all 
so you won’t catch me coming fractiously
to see my lyrics , 
not just words but they a rhapsody
shoutout yea all of queen ,
i won’t get AIDS like Mercury 

i have my wants and needs 
and then i have my fantasies 
to say i’m indirect is funny 
read analogies 
bitch niggas get me sick , 
i’m sneezing like spring allergies 
won’t do me much but self control 
preventing casualties 

this shit has changed went from simple 
and now its so complex
your face and body on mine 
can’t i not think of sex 
guacamole and rice 
like i’m at mad mex
i suffer thoughts within thoughts 
an ending fantasy

simple fantasies

prod. ghowste

an epiphany.
another track about that shit so they ain’t missin me
i slaughter beats 
so call me chucky , even tiffany
i had my way with words , 
throughout my life and infancy 
don’t know about me so you’d question me 
my brilliancy
perform the arts and real hip hop 
like symphony 

i’m here with tai and this real shit no hentai
i seen that life will get better
just hold on , my guy 
the dreadful process, 
the shit i’d do to get high 
don’t even say this shit much 
so fuck it senpai 
splatter red all your color 
leave you like tie die 

bitch , insecure so why you pick on that 
hurt who i love , i don’t console , 
i reach and grab the gyat
and my epiphanies they tell me 
where the fucker at 
where he fucking at?

epiphany pt. II w/ hxntai

prod. lethal needle

spark another one
i’m high as fuck , i love the feeling 
want another one
not in mind , i just exist
that shit is very fun
torch , blaze , the heat waves like our sun

blunts 13 now i’m on fourteen
so high i got a feeling 
like it’s morphine 
in my mouth i got a weird taste , chlorine 
heart is burning 
so i might need a support team

it’s just weed , you can’t be addicted 
well i am , i need my ounce restricted 
gone in a day , the future’s so depicted
joints or bongs , nicotines resistant 
let’s roll up ah they’re so persistent 
we all smoked and we coexisted 
the law officials , needed to be wicked 
twisted joy, like axis left us tilted

marijuana cannabis, i choose sativa 
acid , dmt i put shrooms on my pizza
the plug got deals , 
then imma empty out my visa
the more i smoke ,
the more i suffer from amnesia 

yea blunt 14 , now i’m on 15 , now 16
a fucker now on 18 :(

blunt #14

@awsikee 

lyrics: 

You spread your legs 
To clear your mind
I fought for you so hard to find 
I'm looking back to see the start 
But what you did it tore apart 
I know that sex it is not love
We rushed from school 
Fucked by the pool 
Your eyes florescent
Same defendant 
Might cause hurt
Will serve my sentence

Can't catch my breath 
Might OD meth
My head is pounding 
Close around me 
In that alley you can't find me 
Might cut my wrists 
My hip , my lip that same sick shit, just wanna quit

You looked me in my eyes that night 
I looked inside reflect the light 
Your going home ? i said alright

I wanna see inside your head
Cause if you love me love is dead
You don't want me want him instead
And yes i'm right can't leave his bed
You fucked up and you better know it
You had one chance you went you blew it
You want forgiveness i won't do it 
You had my heart refused to use it......

I said that's it it's done. it's final
Cause what we had has no revival 
Pack your shit i'll drive you home
Don't speak to me leave me alone

The tears they flow
As the pain it grows 
Soon by then can't feel my toes 
Before we started dropped my hoes
But that's my life that's how it goes 
I smelled the lies beneath my nose
I promise pain and no one knows 

You see i'm broken deaths awoken
Cant feel my heart but feel it choking 
I drop you off he's at your door
I heard it crack dropped to the floor 
And then i died yea
I died heartbroken ah

death by heartbreak

@awsikee x @kam9g x @prod_ruthless

my verse:

OK FUCK THAT DONT WANNA FUCK WANT MY HEART BACK
RIPPING HIS ARTERIES FUCK YOUR ANATOMY 
I WANNA LIVE FEED OFF DEATH AND ITS ENERGY 
AYEEE
THEY SAY I LOST ALL MY MIND
I CANT MY HAPPINESS SO HARD TO FIND 
I JUST WANNA DIG INTO FLESH 
GET TO RIPPING 
THE FUCK IS YOU MISSING YOUR LEGS
NOW YOUR LIMPING
IM GRIPPING MY CONSCIOUSNESS 
MURDER ANONYMOUS
I WANNA MOVE ON BUT IT FOLLOWS ME 
ALL MY INSECURITY 
KNOW MY MATURITY 
WANNA MOVE ON
BUT ILL ACT UP
OK ACT UP ACT UP
BITCH ILL FUCKING ACT UP
ACT UP ACT UP 
BITCH ILL FUCKING ACT UP

ACT UP! + KAMASUTRA 9G [PROD. RUTHLESS]

awsikee x @victorsxrevenge

@awsikee verse:

bitches stay mad 
cause i'm something they can't get 
probably the craziest fucker that you met
ready set go yet they know that i'm set 
i'd rock out dipar i feel like a rugrat 
okay out here
not here
bitch i fuckin lost it
now peep back what it costed 
i'm screaming in the mosh pit 
i ride the wave 
i wanna say that i'm not okay 
i gotta stay 

all in my brain
taking in pain while i'm speaking in vein
just stay in ur lane 

aye leave you a stain
i am just useless so go head abuse this

i live for music don't find this amusing 
i'm fucked in the mental ill fuck up your dental

ahhh what's that 
that pussy ass bitch won't fight back 
now how does it feel to be on crack 
i pop a tab lose my sense of reality 
i am a victim a victim brutality 
i barely get sleep i don't eat i just masturbate
i wanna bitch to take out on a dinner date

i walked in i said fuck
pussy boy out of luck 
keep that strap tummy tuck 
suck her toes he said yuck 
but not me 
i'll suck your toes get to licking 
then bitches look crispy like kfc chicken
you always so angry you always just tripping 
i just lost my heart didn't realize it's missing

EXTENDO CLIP LONG AS MY DICK WHEN ITS HARD + VICTOR’S REVENGE [PROD. CADENCE]

art by: @nosoulthegoat

mixed by: antisocial.524

produced by: @prod.vilex

written and performed by: @awsikee

lyrics: 

i said here we go, no discussion 
your bitch i am rushing 
his skull i am crushing 
your life it means nothing 
fucked up or something 
ah stay back no touching 
your bitch i leave blushing 
your brains are left gushing 

BOUT TO MAKE IMPACT 
THAT MEANS ILL MAKE CONTACT 
LIFE IS SO ABSTRACT 
I MIGHT JUST GO EXTRACT 
YOUR HEART AND YOUR SOUL 
FUCKER KNOW WHAT YOU STOLE 
IN MY HEAD'S CHAOS 
I TOLD YOU TO STAY OFF

ALWAYS COME PRECISE 
BUT YOULL TELL ME TO LAY OFF 
YES I LOVE ALL VIOLENCE 
BUT IM BLINDED BY SILENCE 
PLEASE DONT FUCKING TEST ME 
LEAVE YOU BLEEDING FROM YOUR EYELIDS

FUCK. WHY THE FUCK YOU ALWAYS TALKING
EVERYONE IS STALKING ME, WATCHING ME 
ITS MY CALLING.
IF YOU WANNA COME FOR ME, COME FOR ME 
IM NOT FALLING 
DEMONS ON MY SKIN, IN MY BODY 
I FEEL THEM CRAWLING 

i just wanna wreck shit 
i'm not okay, you don't care at all 
i love fucking screaming, and dreaming 
and i love alcohol 
i'm so fucking focused 
it's maybe cause i'm off adderal 
if i'm gonna fuck her 
im breaking into her bladder wall

everytime i fuck my bitch 
she laying in hand stand 
always talking bout my fucking life 
but you don't understand 
everything destroyed 
my fucking life feels like a wasteland
everything destroyed 
my fucking life feels like a wasteland.

i said here we go, no discussion 
your bitch i am rushing 
his skull i am crushing 
your life it means nothing 
i'm fucked up or something 
ah stay back no touching 
your bitch i leave blushing 
your brains are left gushing 

WERE BOUT TO MAKE IMPACT 
THAT MEANS ILL MAKE CONTACT 
LIFE IS SO ABSTRACT 
I MIGHT JUST GO EXTRACT

ROBOT SEX [PROD. VILEX]

performed by: @awsikee x @diekillslump 

mixed by : @antisocial.524

art by: @redlightdist

lyrics:

(hook) slump:
take my hand just for the night
we dance away just for one night 
I hold you close , explore your mind 
relax yourself baby your mine 
two steps left  then twosteps right 
then spin around  ye don’t think twice 
open up the doors of life 
i pop two tabs i feel alright 
the night is young so let’s go fly 
my dear my dear enjoy the ride 

(verse 1) sike :
enjoy the ride so lost inside
i'll take one hit to clear my mind 
looked for years, what will i find 
start to think i hate mankind 
then you came it's so ill timed 
ah when my life was not aligned.
in my head it's toxic nonsense 
in my body toxins, stop this
you were here and now your not
don't you know your all i got 
ah i wish that you would rot
she's not you can't take your spot 
front row seats i'll take my shot 
want you gone ah just a thought 

(slump hook)

(verse 2) sike:

don't think twice just for the night 
hold you close explore your mind 
i don't. know. what's wrong 
never. got along 
know i don't belong 
cry and play this song 
fly away, yea fly away 
ah throw my fucking heart away 
yea tear away ah tear away
ah every part you broke away 
i'm just a misfit
both of my wrist slit 
death in the mosh pit 
leak like a faucet 
eye outta socket 
i swear i'm toxic 
heart like im gothic
aye i know we're all gonna die , fly.
i am so high in the sky, why 
you want me gone,  don't lie
it's time to say bye , don't try

Awsikee

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