Baby look inside of my eyes n see im crazy -- too fire <3

greatest shyt ever. ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

Ill remeber this song for as long as i can, This song is feels special not something i can play every cool dawn or warm evening.
Im glad for the world and its music.

performed by @awsikee

prod. dan darmawan 

lyrics :(

i'm so fucked in my mind, why do you hate me 
i'm so fucked in my mind, can't function lately 
i hate im so alone, can someone save me 
still cant just love me back but you forgave me 
i don't know what is wrong, my life is fading 
fuck ah all of this pain but it's amazing 
ah take a look at the music that i'm making 
ah all in my chest i feel it aching 

baby look inside of my eyes 
and see i'm crazy 
ahh still taking these drugs
can't function lately 
ahh don't know what to do 
but i cry daily 
why would you act like you care 
just wanna break me 

where in the fuck do i go
want you to take me 
ahh fuck you want me gone 
want you to make me 
fuck love 
everyone leaves 
bitch you can't play me 
ahh i just want you here 
but you betrayed me

why do you hate me

performed by: awsikee

prod. dan darmawan

lyrics :(
           
PART I 

they always leave i know
life goes fast, its not slow
regret all, since hello
ah so long, its all so long ago
as i lay here shaking
my own soul its breaking 
know the pain i’m taking 
i don’t care, forsaking 

still don’t fucking care 
but do you know that you can leave now
i wish i knew everything, 
and i knew how to say how
all is but the truth , 
and yes i mean it you have my vow
baby your a miracle and i can only say wow
you can say you love me
i think no one rarely means that
why wont you just talk to me
still haven’t had a full chat
wish we had connection 
and i got to call you my brat
these are all my thoughts
and i’m still hoping you wont mind that....

fuck these laws, this system
it still needs a symptom
please don’t play the victim 
just speak up, you miss him 
i just wish you’d listen
in the sun you’d glisten
while this plot it thickened
what you did imprisoned 

they just always leave,
and then i don’t care bout myself
i cant put my past behind me 
and i’m trapped within oneself
i forget i need to eat 
and then i don’t care bout my health
i still fucking hate this city
wanna leave the commonwealth

in my fucking head 
i just feel lost, without a reason
i don’t know might kill myself 
or die within this season 
i just wanna understand 
and find my fucking meaning 
i still wanna satisfy
i know i’m never pleasing 

find my way i lost it
fight for life id toss it 
wheres my love i lost it 
wheres my life i tossed
they always leave i know 
they always leave don’t go
they always leave i know
they always leave don’t go...

PART II

every time i love someone
they’re gonna leave me 
i don’t know whats going on
and you wont feel me..
my heart isn’t beating 
and i know that i’m misleading 
you still wanna be with him 
i know that he’s mistreating 

i still hate myself 
but at the time i still find a way to love myself 
but i hate.... all the shit that i do
cause if my demons tell the truth, 
ah i can never be with you.

i just look for satisfaction
in the simplest of things
and try but i’m still lonely
fucking hopeless and it stings 
in my mind i search for clarity 
cant find it then it dings 
what i need is all in me 
and imma live my destiny

and in holding off on suicide 
wont let it get the best of me 
cutting off relationships 
and saving all my energy
yes ill do this music shit
until i’m fucking elderly 
honestly just started 
but already do it expertly

its all in my head
like why cant i get out of bed 
i’m always feeling dead
all these fuckers wanna test me
they cant feel my dread
i’m like slump i feel the chaos
paint the world in red 

they will always leave
its no matter what i do 
cuz yea they still deceive
and ill look inside the mirror
why cant i believe 
every time i see myself 
ah i cant help but grieve 

fell in love 2 easy 
and it left me fucking broken
coughing out my insides 
and it has me fucking choking
death is but a symbol
or its maybe just a token 
i don’t wanna say 2 much
i feel i have misspoken 

ahhh they will always leave
i care too much about the others
thats not what i need 
just need to save myself 
and free myself until i bleed 
still i’m throwing hands with demons
feels like fucking creed 

end this. all of my pain and i cant pretend this
intend, only want happiness over your end 
my end, hope its not too soon. 
i need 2 amend this 
stop this. you wanna leave 
but its fucking none sense 

ahhh bitch 
still wanna leave me right after everything 
all you did was lie, 
when you said that i was your everything
now im fucking numb 
and i dont think that i feel anything 
i can try my best still they always leave 
you dont want me

they always leave <3

@awsikee
@prodgrayskies

[verse 1]

i don’t care, i’m a fucking reject
i cant find my way, 
and i wont give no respect
connect all the lines and then ill see the aspect
lost inside my head so i wont see it perfect

i could say your right, 
i lost my mind. i’m a fanatic 
but i know i’m better 
please don’t fucking be dramatic 
still don’t wanna talk about it
that shits just traumatic
i’m in all your heads,
and imma fucking be somatic 

[hook]

yes i am reject
and i understand im worthless 
you dont have to lie 
i fucking see them on the surface 
feeling all the pressure 
it will leave you fucking breathless 
talking out this pain 
so i wont end up in the circus

i cant feel my feet. 
my wrists are bleeding and i’m pleading
i wont stop the screaming 
cause its fucking so appealing 
all my life decisions, all i’ve done 
and i’m still leading 
want me to come over 
fucking reckons what your treating

[verse 2]

i can barely do this , 
inefficient in the most ways 
when i hurt myself
i gotta swear those are the worst days
whats it gonna take opened up
but you will not stay
always with these games 
that shit is over i will not play

maybe i’m just lonely 
even parents will not hold me 
then the bitches will not blow me 
they don’t even wanna know me 
i just wish i had a homie 
i’m a reject. not a phony 
yes i know i’m fucking boney
yet i know that your below me 

[hook]

substantial reject

MENTAL OF SLUMP

BLACK MIRROR - W/ ZAESOTERIC X JAVAN (PROD. OGABI + QURAN + BERLER + MASONMANSON)+ MUSIC VIDEO

we bleed black

NEW AGE prod. XO.DOSE

iimb (feat. mkultra & walt!)

lyrics: 
 
bitch i’m hella slept on 
so my presence is alarming
what is a loud sound like this
this new age punks
the shit 2 me!
posers get the worst of me
i’m homeless still you envy me
i don’t understand this life
just felt i never had a worth


years that i have raged like this 
i think i’m going on my fourth
don’t you see i’m psycho
all the signs, from in my mental 

dubstep in the moshpit
swinging fists to techno mayhem

listen now with slowed shit down

in love with the fuck shit
keep a strap i always tuck it
fucking up her vocals chords ,
from when i stick my inside ugh
bitch i’m hella slept on , 
i’m not tired that i’ve tried
but you get tired all the petty fucking lies
never stopping what i’m doing 
listen jesus satisfies

lysaa goddess of revenge 
now pleasure push most to the edge
you better get to praying 
our lord is now coming back to earth
murder down your ego , 
your father determines your very worth
back to average bullshit , 
i love it , how she can take my girth
extend your whole arsenal , 
it’s a war zone , you can burn in hell


bitch i’m hella slept on 
so my presence is alarming
i believe in peace 
not only violent satisfactions 

[hook] 

bitch i’m hella slept on 
so my presence is alarming
what is a loud sound like this
this new age punks
the shit 2 me!
posers get the worst of me
i’m homeless still you envy me
i don’t understand this life
just felt i never had a worth
years that i have raged like this 
i think i’m going on my fourth
don’t you see i’m psycho
all the signs, from in my mental health

why do you hate me

Awsikee

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