I cant belive how good this is. Nothing sounds like this anymore

Cali skater vibes , revolutionary yet simple

love when you back and forth w different vocals

performed by @awsikee

prod. dan darmawan 

lyrics :(

i'm so fucked in my mind, why do you hate me 
i'm so fucked in my mind, can't function lately 
i hate im so alone, can someone save me 
still cant just love me back but you forgave me 
i don't know what is wrong, my life is fading 
fuck ah all of this pain but it's amazing 
ah take a look at the music that i'm making 
ah all in my chest i feel it aching 

baby look inside of my eyes 
and see i'm crazy 
ahh still taking these drugs
can't function lately 
ahh don't know what to do 
but i cry daily 
why would you act like you care 
just wanna break me 

where in the fuck do i go
want you to take me 
ahh fuck you want me gone 
want you to make me 
fuck love 
everyone leaves 
bitch you can't play me 
ahh i just want you here 
but you betrayed me

why do you hate me

@awsikee
@prodgrayskies

[verse 1]

i don’t care, i’m a fucking reject
i cant find my way, 
and i wont give no respect
connect all the lines and then ill see the aspect
lost inside my head so i wont see it perfect

i could say your right, 
i lost my mind. i’m a fanatic 
but i know i’m better 
please don’t fucking be dramatic 
still don’t wanna talk about it
that shits just traumatic
i’m in all your heads,
and imma fucking be somatic 

[hook]

yes i am reject
and i understand im worthless 
you dont have to lie 
i fucking see them on the surface 
feeling all the pressure 
it will leave you fucking breathless 
talking out this pain 
so i wont end up in the circus

i cant feel my feet. 
my wrists are bleeding and i’m pleading
i wont stop the screaming 
cause its fucking so appealing 
all my life decisions, all i’ve done 
and i’m still leading 
want me to come over 
fucking reckons what your treating

[verse 2]

i can barely do this , 
inefficient in the most ways 
when i hurt myself
i gotta swear those are the worst days
whats it gonna take opened up
but you will not stay
always with these games 
that shit is over i will not play

maybe i’m just lonely 
even parents will not hold me 
then the bitches will not blow me 
they don’t even wanna know me 
i just wish i had a homie 
i’m a reject. not a phony 
yes i know i’m fucking boney
yet i know that your below me 

[hook]

substantial reject

performed by: @awsikee

mixed by: @antisocial524

produced by: michael link

artwork : @objenavena

PART I 

[hook 1]

ahh stand back,
fucking little bitch don’t wanna be here
so depressed inside my mind 
i feel my ends near
why cant you just tell the truth 
i want my lies clear
when i walk into the room, i smell all your fear

[verse 1]

i don’t know why i still miss you, 
but i fucking do
when i look inside the mirror
i can see whats true
contemplations, irritations, 
now I know the truth
and i think before i speak, 
i wanna save the youth

cut him up like butter cup
i hit him with an uppercut
leave that pussy up and stuck
i speak my mind it brings me luck
half this shit i’m gonna say,
are all my thoughts won’t go away
i can barely think 
to fucking get me through the fucking day

[hook]

PART II

[hook 2] 

oh yea i miss you, i
oh yea i miss you, why
you always cross my mind 
you were so hard 2 find 
i love with all of my heart 
you know your body is art 
ah take me back to the start 
you fucking tore me apart 

i don't know what i've become 
it fucking started out fun
oh now i'm just laying here numb 
i think i'm fucking dumb 
i know i'm fucking scum 
don't even wanna cum 
oh yea i know i'm [so] glum 
i'll never overcome 

[verse 2]

rewrite my own history 
half of its just a mystery 
taking in all this misery 
handle it all so bitterly 
always shaking so jittery
causing myself an injury 
never here your so slippery 
lead us all into victory  

[hook] 
 
PART III 

[hook 3]

i don't miss u bitch 
and i don't fuckin think i ever will 
all you did was lie and cheat 
i know my worth, don't take defeat 
still know every moment, you just took my heart 
was incomplete 
fucked inside my mind, and i can't talk right
ahhh i can't compete 

i'm a fucking monster, i'm that or a fuckin demon 
i been feeling odd so i know that i'm never even 
i don't know the real from fake , 
i'm never believing 
everytime i open right up 
you end up deceiving 

[verse 3]

i don't miss u
wishing death upon me , i do not get all ur issues 
u just left me crying, i had to get my own tissues
why can't you just listen, 
just giving me these excuses 

look me in my face 
and you tell me that i'm just useless 
i don't wanna b here, 
i don't even wanna do this
living in my past, 
i don't think that i'll make it through this 
stuck inside my head 
yea don't think that i'll make it through this 

[hook]

i dont fucking care

a closer look inside my anti- political societal mind <3

prod. alteg 

lyrics:

i wanna go all around the world 
i wanna travel and experience, 
a different world
and then you dare to treat me different,
cause my hair is curled
and if i’m such a freaking legend 
want my space reserved 

anti- corporation , anti-life , 
and non- conformity 
not in my establishment 
we’re rebels in an urgency 
if you see a bigot 
i see nothing wrong with larceny 
love is unconditional 
but never see it normally 

i wanna go all around the world 
i wanna travel and experience, 
a different world
and then you dare to treat me different,
cause my hair is curled
and if i’m such a freaking legend 
want my space reserved

around the world

a closer look inside my anti- political societal mind <3

prod. alteg 

lyrics: 

yah cigarettes kill but i kill nazis
i’m not a human being 
i hate paparazzi 
i want equal rights
love with all our people
our nation does not love us 
always treats us like were fecal

what
am i 
supposed 
to do 
with you
these lies 
you spread 
not true
fuck you
fuck you
why hide 
the truth
employed
deployed 
your still 
annoyed 

ahh most the time i do not know what’s going on
don’t do much wrong 
i hit the bong 
i grip her thong
you do not know me play my songs 

there’s more nazis all in russia 
truthful sites they won’t discuss a 
love Ukraine it’s fucked , i want a 
better world no jealous leaders 

cause cigarettes kill but i kill nazis
i’m not a human being 
i hate paparazzi 
i want equal rights
love with all our people
our nation does not love us 
always treats us like were fecal

ahhh there’s nazis still in russia 
truthful sites they won’t discuss a 
loved Ukraine it’s fucked , i want a 
better world no jealous leaders

cigarettes kill but i kill nazis

do u see me baby w/ kirvanni

prod. ghowste

an epiphany.
another track about that shit so they ain’t missin me
i slaughter beats 
so call me chucky , even tiffany
i had my way with words , 
throughout my life and infancy 
don’t know about me so you’d question me 
my brilliancy
perform the arts and real hip hop 
like symphony 

i’m here with tai and this real shit no hentai
i seen that life will get better
just hold on , my guy 
the dreadful process, 
the shit i’d do to get high 
don’t even say this shit much 
so fuck it senpai 
splatter red all your color 
leave you like tie die 

bitch , insecure so why you pick on that 
hurt who i love , i don’t console , 
i reach and grab the gyat
and my epiphanies they tell me 
where the fucker at 
where he fucking at?

EPIPHANY PT. II W/ HXNTAI

EPIPHANY PT. III W/ HXNTAI

lyrics: 
 
bitch i’m hella slept on 
so my presence is alarming
what is a loud sound like this
this new age punks
the shit 2 me!
posers get the worst of me
i’m homeless still you envy me
i don’t understand this life
just felt i never had a worth


years that i have raged like this 
i think i’m going on my fourth
don’t you see i’m psycho
all the signs, from in my mental 

dubstep in the moshpit
swinging fists to techno mayhem

listen now with slowed shit down

in love with the fuck shit
keep a strap i always tuck it
fucking up her vocals chords ,
from when i stick my inside ugh
bitch i’m hella slept on , 
i’m not tired that i’ve tried
but you get tired all the petty fucking lies
never stopping what i’m doing 
listen jesus satisfies

lysaa goddess of revenge 
now pleasure push most to the edge
you better get to praying 
our lord is now coming back to earth
murder down your ego , 
your father determines your very worth
back to average bullshit , 
i love it , how she can take my girth
extend your whole arsenal , 
it’s a war zone , you can burn in hell


bitch i’m hella slept on 
so my presence is alarming
i believe in peace 
not only violent satisfactions 

[hook] 

bitch i’m hella slept on 
so my presence is alarming
what is a loud sound like this
this new age punks
the shit 2 me!
posers get the worst of me
i’m homeless still you envy me
i don’t understand this life
just felt i never had a worth
years that i have raged like this 
i think i’m going on my fourth
don’t you see i’m psycho
all the signs, from in my mental health

around the world

Awsikee

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