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[Chorus]
I think I'm done with feeling low
Cause every word I said felt insecure
I wanna live my life, to grow
And understand what I don't know

But being stuck inside my head can take
a couple hours until I create
something beautiful from my mistakes
I think that I can change
I'm gonna change

[Verse]
Sippin’ Red Bull, sippin’ ’til my mouths full
Flying so high, moon walking on the full moon
To the top of the world straight out of my bedroom
It’s been a while since I felt this good

I never wanna go back,
back track to my past I don't ever wanna do that
I've made some mistakes but I'm ready to change
I really wanna do that

I wanna feel free, wanna see clear
I wanna be here,
I wanna be what I was supposed to be
I wanna be me

[Chorus]
I think I'm done with feeling low
Cause every word I said felt insecure
I wanna live my life, to grow
And understand what I don't know

But being stuck inside my head can take
a couple hours until I create
something beautiful from my mistakes
I think that I can change
I'm gonna change

[Verse]
Yeah, I'm so done with feeling this way
It's like this melancholia had got control of my brain
for like
seven years I was faking a smile
but now it feels like I'm ready to thrive

And now I can feel it in my fingers
Everything it lingers
Is it caffeine or has this life got me high
Sick of feeling somber,
always going under
I think I'm done with always trying to hide
Oh, oh, oh

[Chorus]
I think I'm done with feeling low
Cause every word I said felt insecure
I wanna live my life, to grow
And understand what I don't know

But being stuck inside my head can take
a couple hours until I create
something beautiful from my mistakes
I think that I can change
I'm gonna change

stream

change (with personperson)

thank you guys so much for listening , i hope you'll enjoy this story

prod/mix/mast/written by me

4 Days

I Wont Ever Leave Your Side (w/ Vict Molina & Skinny Atlas)

with @xixaxxaxax
lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p2_2hLAFOKk&ab_channel=ghosthands

lyrics:

Tell me
What do you see
Is it a memory
Or is it a dream
I'm flying backwards
So I won't get far
It's impossible now
To figure out where we are

Seems I'm drifting away
We're never awake to live out a fantasy
It's obvious now
I'm up in the clouds with words spinning round
I've heard them through and through
So what am I to do
I question what is true
I'm growing tired of missing you

I'm falling ever so slowly
I can't make up my mind
Should I go back in time
Did you ever even get to know me
What you know isn't right
If only you let me stay by your side

Losing more than I thought
How can I help but
Feel so distraught
Is it the timing
That I'm getting wrong
Wish I could turn the clock back
To when you were never far

Seems you're going away
You're going someplace I don't know my way around
It's lonely out here
Wishing you might be thinking of me
The way I think of you
Was it meant for two
This game I'd never lose
I'm growing tired of missing you

I'm falling ever so slowly
I can't make up my mind
Should I go back in time
Did you ever even get to know me
What you know isn't right
If only you let me stay by your side

Wishing that you're thinking of me
The way I think of you
Is it a memory or is it a dream
The way I think of you
I'll come home one day and you'll see
The way I think of you
I just hope you're still thinking of me
I just hope you're thinking of me

SPOTIFY + APPLE

the way i think of u (feat. moony)

do you think about someone 
when you try to fall asleep
would you take away the love 
you promised me

do you know how bad it hurts
tryna be someone that you need
once you take away the words
you said to me

i could never get enough you're in my dna
i could never fall in love but i need you to stay
i could never get enough you're my mdma
i could never fall in love with somebody the same...
way

do you think about someone 
when you try to stay awake
would you face yourself 
or would you run away
do you know how bad it hurts
being someone that you hate
wont you listen to the words
i have to say

i could never get enough you're in my dna
i could never fall in love but i need you to stay
i could never get enough you're my mdma
i could never fall in love with somebody the same... (x2)
way

said that i had enough
no more falling in love (x3)

i can't get you out my head
can't get you out my brain
i feel you in my bones
i feel you in my veins
i could never get enough of your mdma
but i've never been in love so what can i say

i could never get enough 
you're in my dna / said that i had enough
i could never fall in love / no more falling in love
but i need you to stay / said that i had enough
i could never get enough / no more falling in love
you're my mdma / said that i had enough
i could never fall in love / no more falling in love
with somebody the same...  / said that i had enough (x2)
way

spotify

ecstasy

i just wanna run
i don't wanna waste my time
trying to be someone
someone who pretends they're fine

i just wanna run
run so far away tonight
been saying this for months
but i'm too fucking scared to try

cut out my heart so i won't feel it bleed
flood out my lungs so i won't try to breathe
tie up my arms and shatter my knees
as long as you're with me i won't feel the need

to
cut out my heart so i won't feel it bleed
flood out my lungs so i won't try to breathe
tie up my arms and shatter my knees
as long as you're with me i won't try to leave

i just wanna run
i don't wanna waste my life
trying to write a song
it hurts enough to write these lines

i just wanna run
run so far away tonight
at least i had some fun
i think it's time to say goodbye

i'm just gonna take my time
i'll meet you another life

cut out my heart so i won't feel it bleed
flood out my lungs so i won't try to breathe
tie up my arms and shatter my knees
as long as you're with me i won't feel the need

to
cut out my heart so i won't feel it bleed
flood out my lungs so i won't try to breathe
tie up my arms and shatter my knees
as long as you're with me i won't try to leave

tragedy

moonlet - your heart's my home (prod. hateful)

I haven't really changed too much.
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art by @magpie331_art on instagram! she is a blessing and created this wonderful piece of art for Aidan and I <3
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Aidan: 
https://www.instagram.com/producedbyaidan/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2p9YQq5YvvPaD4fj8aOCyk
https://soundcloud.com/producedbyaidan
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you ask me how i'm doing, i'm afraid
that every time you ask me i'm the same 
but, i'm trying not feel like i'm ashamed
that i'm me, and i haven't really changed
too much
haven't really changed too much, no

lately I've been saving all my change tho
hoping it will help me get away from
the problems I've been living everyday
that, keep me feeling like I've been the same
its too much
haven't really changed too much, no

it comes in waves
the way anxiety is talkin
it numbers days
i swear that i am okay
i just, need a break
from everything and everyone i love
i love 

i just need some space
i'm sorry that i cant just take the
advice you gave
i wish it were as easy as it 
sounds on tape,
but rather I've been struggling alone 
alone

it feels like its late but 
i swear its only midnight
and my thoughts fight my head like
i'm worthless and i'm not right
so tell me, why i try
when id rather be found dead
tonight, but its not like
your soft light, is something 
that should save my life

you ask me how i'm doing, i'm afraid
that every time you ask me i'm the same 
but, i'm trying not feel like i'm ashamed
that i'm me, and i haven't really changed
too much
haven't really changed too much, no

lately I've been saving all my change tho
hoping it will help me get away from
the problems I've been living everyday
that, keep me feeling like I've been the same
its too much
haven't really changed too much, no

Resident x Aidan: Changed

one thousand miles feels like eternity
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This was a fun track we wrote in discord bouncing back ideas <3 
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Art by Kirbs/Emzi @zpiltmilk
(twitter.com/zpiltmilk)
ABSOLUTE QUEEN! WE STAN!!! <3 her art is always so cute, so check her out, she turned another one of my heccin nasty sketches into a masterpiece!
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oc: https://soundcloud.com/prod-oc
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Lyrics:

I've been feeling stuck, losing hair
staying up night to tell you, i miss you
i wish that i could change the way 
that things have going for you 
you don't deserve the worst in life
but i feel its been dealt to you, to you

I've been feeling rough, on my own
trying to pick all the pieces
we built when we were right
i wish that i could change the way
that things have been going 
we don't deserve to lose our light
but i feel you drift away, away

i thought i fell in love with you
and you said you thought you loved me too
so why are we far away again
a thousand miles feels like eternity
eternity, eternity

I've been feeling stuck, losing hair
staying up night to tell you, i miss you
i wish that i could change the way 
that things have going for you 
you don't deserve the worst in life
but i feel its been dealt to you, to you

i thought i fell in love with you
and you said you thought you loved me too
so why are we far away again
a thousand miles feels like eternity
eternity, eternity

Resident & oc - Eternity

Mixed/Mastered by Brian Sheil
music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-TBMIXTUGmU&ab_channel=ghosthands

anything at all

your starlit heart is worth so much more
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Art by Kirbs/Emzi @zpiltmilk
(twitter.com/zpiltmilk)
She is so amazing, I love fishboy and gotta love kirbs as well!! she is always looking out for me and my music by accompanying it with such magnificent art

4 Days

June

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