I will set my mind on fire again
So you can watch and listen to these crackling thoughts

Let’s pretend I’m fine
And just say fuck this life
And everything you love
In the end still dies x2

Fuck

Why can’t you kick the chair
I’ve tied a pretty noose
There must still be will to live
Why can’t you kick the chair
I’ve tied a pretty noose
Its wrapped tight but my sanity hangs loose x2

My sanity parts from me unpeacefully x2

I will set my mind on fire again
So you can watch and listen to these crackling thoughts x3

MIND ON FIRE(Prod. Jacob Lizotte)

THE DEPTH INSIDE 
MYSELF I TRY, 
TO CRAWL OUTSIDE 
RUN AWAY 
I CANT, 
BEAR THE PAIN 
IM SLAIN 
TELL ME WHAT ABOUT IT 
I DONT DOUBT IT 
I AM SO SORRY 
I RAN AWAY 
TELL ME WHAT ABOUT IT 
DONT WASTE TIME 
TELL ME WHAT ABOUT IT 
WHAT ABOUT IT 

I made this song during probably the lowest point in my life 
I was in the ruts ruts but it was a self induced rut, I threw myself in the hole as I was blinded my own hands, I neglected myself so much to the point where I became emotionally unavailable and pushed my close friends and significant other away and treated them like shit, I have now tried to come in good terms with them some went well, some have not yet, I hope. As with my disassociation issue, I have not seen the damage I’ve caused until I sobered up, and tried to recollect the things I have said/done. it is still something I am working on trying to forgive myself on.

depths within myself (demo)

INSIDE MY HEAD 
I FOUND 
A PLACE
SOMEWHERE
IM SAFE 
CANT BEAR 
THE PAIN 

never felt at home anywhere except within my own mind, it is the only place I truly feel comfortable. Whenever I am to step outside I am let down & hurt by the outside world, but I am not blaming anyone else for my issues/emotional instability, as a kid I found it hard to trust anyone, even the people I was supposed to look up to for guidance which in turn made it hard to trust myself but that’s for another song ;)

pain

def by choice

DROP DEAD prod. temmywhyso

Escape! - Sophie DeMasi

L0ST (Out on all streaming platforms)

Feels like I’m dead 
I don’t know where I went 
Lost in my head 
Thinking of my sins 
Feels like the end 
When you got up and left 
stuck in my head 
Wondering where you went 

Where you go 
I don’t know 
I'm standing here feeling so alone
Not sure where you just went 
Wonder if I should go with 

All I see are numbers all around me 
And I don’t even know 
what they their tryna tell me 
Tell me thing that you wanna know 
And I’ll show you parts of me I never show 
I don’t want this to end tonight 
I don’t want you to leave my side
Maybe we can go out for a ride 
I don’t want this to end tonight 

Feels like I’m dead 
I don’t know where I went 
Lost in my head 
Thinking of my sins 
Feels like the end 
When you got up and left 
stuck in my head 
Wondering where you went 

I’m lost up in my head 
Remembering everything we said 
I miss you in my bed 
I don’t know where you went 

I wish I was dead instead 
Of feeling all this dread 
I feel so damn misled 
After all the time we spent 

Now I’m hurting it’s the end 
Im lost within myself again 
Im hurting it’s the end 
Im lost within myself again

Where you went 
Wondering where you went 
Where you went 
Wondering where you went 

Feels like I’m dead 
I don’t know where I went 
Lost in my head 
Thinking of my sins 
Feels like the end 
When you got up and left 
stuck in my head 
Wondering where you went

depths within myself (demo)

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