marshall4 has been expelled from mushroom kingdom community college (feat. Jennifer May)

i like to kill people for fun

pave paradise

Had a jacket hadn't put on in a long time.
Seam stuck out and headed down the wrong line
To a pocket where I knew that I had got mine
Once the sun's eye blotted out the thoughtcrime.

I found a lighter in the depts of the jacket pocket.
A soul delivered in the mask of a plastic object.
Had to bask in the terror of the drastic project
Of forgetting all the brass I saw within your logic.

But I remember this lighter and the cigarette
When you tried to quit.
You're always trying to quit. 
But this final dart, would be the end of it.

Next day I saw you hack a few on Queen Street.
Walked up with my stupid little mean streak.
You looked sheepish and you asked "Do you hate me?"
I laughed a trace and I said "not lately."

I asked you if you want your lighter for your pleasure burden.
You said "it's a gift. you need it bitch. I know you're hurtin"
We stood in silence in the frigid cold death weather.
Then I bummed another dart and we smoked together.

I think that must have been three four years ago,
The time I knew you for a microcosmic miracle.
Echoic seering my mind of the serial
Tapestry scraps scrolling past as your burial.

Saw your body embalmed in a small space.
Saw your mug made up like a doll's face.
It made me nauseous and nostalgic in the wrong ways.
I had to con myself calm into a false grace.

Your parents asked if I thought that you had really suffered.
I said "I didn't know enough about your lovely daughter."
And I don't know if there's an afterlife or kindly God or
Sign that e can point to that - and then I stuttered.

I saw the answer I was giving them was devastating.
So I said 'No," but this answer wasn't placating.
Three seconds felt eons as I kept them waiting.
For reassurance they succeeded in their child-raising.

And in a panic, blurted out that she would always get
A bit erratic but emphatically get over it.
This just made your crying mother more upset.
She said "guess she didn't love us more than she loved death."

Three millisecond trek into something cosmic.
Had a beautiful life, but then I went and lost it.
Memory bank starved for fresh deposits.
Put the old jacket back in the death closet.

Samples:
1. Angels and Demons at Play, Sun Ra, Angels and Demons at Play (1965)
2. The Big Sleep, (1946)
3. That's How I Feel, Sun Ra, Lanquidity (1978)
4. Klankbeeld, Medium local traffic 02 161003_1004.wav, Freesound (2016)
5. Frank Sinatra, It Was a Very Good Year, September of my Years (1965)
6. Hedonfire, River, birds, distant loon, Freesound (2022)

I Don't Hate You

Amalgam Like A Cholo

produced by @scarletchoir
mixed and mastered by vona
notes:/// I'm slowly recovering
I'll make it out alive, I hope you're doing well...
cover art by me d-.-b

[vona]
keep my love in my heart, until we meet again
and if you wanna talk, I’ll still be your friend
don’t wanna forget, all the time we spent
I’ll always be right here, with an arm to extend
I’ll repair my wings, as I try to ascend
yeah see you through the snow, can’t remember when
yeah all I want is you, wanna make amends
yeah I’mma knock ‘em down, yeah he’s dropping in ten
yeah it keeps on getting harder, I think I’m running out of options
I’m sick just like a dog, now I’m feeling hella nauseous
need to stay away, I’ve been following the process
looking for my heart, yeah I think I fucking lost it
I don’t feel like me, now I’m torn and fucking rotting
I wanna move forward, I’ve been moving hella cautious
finally wearing off, yeah removing all the toxins
standing on my own now, I had to fucking lock in

until we meet again (scarletchoir)

After nearly 8 months I am so honored to present the full version of the any% 2 track that friendd and I made! dossy was a fantastic addition to this track and I am so glad I got to work with both dossy and friendd to bring this track to life and we are honored that the Exobolt staff wanted to include it on 012! We worked hard on it and I think it shows, I hope you enjoy <3

Links:

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Lyrics:

[intro]
do it 4u x5

[friendd verse 1]
what if we never met?
(never met)
lipstick stains on my shirt i will never forget
I need a breath
I don't wanna feel like this again
its all so off
it feels so different
its all 4u
can I see you this weekend

walk around when the city is dark
close my eyes, wish life could start
walk home with the prettiest girl
no one could do it like her

she put me in the spotlight
when the moon shines
I don't care you're all mine

we can do it like we used to
fall free I don't really wanna lose you

[friendd verse 2]
im not interested, please do not give me your feedback
it's all so vague, baby I don't need that

its all about you
never bout us it seems unfair
what do I do
to make it matter more

I feel so used
it does not make a difference
if I could choose
I'd choose for you to be more-

[chorus]
can you talk to me?
can you pretend that i exist for once?
do you feel something?
do i act like its okay?
and i don't mind
cus i knew since the moment i saw you
you're in my mind
so i guess i'll do anything 4u

[dossy's verse]
why can't i get better?
why do you seem like you care again?
is it really different?
is it just inside my head?
cus all my insecurities
just go away when you
smile at me

(do you feel something?)

[chorus]
can you talk to me?
can you pretend that i exist for once?
do you feel something?
do i act like its okay?
and i don't mind
cus i knew since the moment i saw you
you're in my mind
so i guess i'll do anything 4u 

Exobolt 012

Stream / Free DL

4u (w/ friendd & dossyx)

lyrics: 
here we go again
falling to pieces and back again
     nobody knows 
          where you've been
     nobody knows
           how deep you went

tell me the truth
for once 
it's something you're looking for
something you're hiding from

into the woods you went
     into the woods
into the woods you went
     into the woods
into the woods you went
     into the woods...

into the woods

I love house

IB: kosu - iris.
Stream: https://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/1479174

shards

this song gives me chills every time i hear it

shoutout bleach for being my favorite anime






do you know how i hate the rain, ichigo?

Amalgam Like A Cholo

Axelius Pandora