ghost

💔... merry xmas

lyrics-
their ain't nobody like you
their ain't nobody like me
and i hope that you can see 
and i hope that you can beleive 
try to beleive
try to beleive
in me

where did you go
where did you go
you left me all alone
all alone
can you pick up the phone
pick up the phone
dont leave me baby you are my home
you are my home

where are you at, baby where'd you go
please come back dont leave me alone
shits gonna give me a heart attack you make me feel whole
what am i supposed to do
you dont give me no clues
and all i want is you
but you dont tell me the truth

don't try to leave 
don't try
don't try to deceive
deceive 

humming...

Where did you go? (prod. Tennis player)

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[Lyrics]

Ive never felt more alone then on the day you said you were leaving 
Couldn’t feel my mouth 
But could feel my heart shatter into pieces
There isn’t a word to explain how i’m feeling
The torment inside of me blinds me from seeing
A world without you i’m so lost without meaning 
Trapped in exhausting self doubt that i can’t peel off

Ive been tryna get myself together for weeks
Until i remember i’m never gunna be anything 
Everything’s so pointless i just wanna go sleep 
Until i forget it or these pain killers do it for me
The lights go out and i can take my mask off and be me and i cry so hard on my own till i can’t say words or breathe 
This pain inside of me i can’t pass on in the sheets
Still i distract myself with girls and drugs to fill cuts so deep

I just need a friend i just need a friend
The worst thing is i’d do it again i’d do it again
I’d take all this pain and agony that keeps me up in the night 
Id take it all twice maybe three times if i could go back in time
I’m so ashamed of who i’ve now become and there’s no one i can lean on 
I’ll take prescriptions till i’m numb
I’m so damaged i don’t even feel like me Disassociating every time i go out i’m so lonely

All i can do is blame myself was i not enough for you
Was it my fault all this time
I know i’m not perfect all i can do is try
I feel so ungrateful biting every hand out
Tryna help me 
I can’t help but think they don’t care
Ive been trying so hard
I can’t do this no more why cant i be enough

I don’t even know how i can help myself at this point
It’s like im trapped i’m stuck up in this vicious cycle 
Fighting all these demon without a weapon in silence 
All these people wanna help me but they’ll never be the right one
I just wanna stay inside and rot away till my time comes
Ive been hoping and waiting but i can’t seem to fix myself
These suicidal thoughts just go and infiltrate my brain
This wasn’t the way it was supposed to go but it’s all down the drain 

Ive been tryna get myself together for weeks
Until i remember i’m never gunna be anything 
Everything’s so pointless i just wanna go sleep 
Until i forget it or these pain killers do it for me
The lights go out and i can take my mask off and be me and i cry so hard on my own till i can’t say words or breathe 
This pain inside of me i can’t pass on in the sheets
Still i distract myself with girls and drugs to fill cuts so deep

Cuts So Deep  (Prod. The Ushanka Boy)

rainy days

rainy days w/ bayymack [p. siem spark]

NOTA: Nada que decir del temita solo que en el momento de exportarlo fue un dolor de cabeza (mi pc casi muere)  me sentía de la perra para cuando lo escribí y la maqueta tenia la visión de que fuera mas un lo-fi pero ya se sintió como un peso menos encima y gracias x el que se dio un tiempo de escuchar 
eso fin del comunicado.🥶

KARMA & ORGULLO (prod by KENJI.)

fade (wonka!)

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