All credit goes to CG5 and Dolvondo for the instrumental.
I wasted 2 hours of my life to get this to kinda work
Original Song on CG5's channel: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zl8gpxc5sSA

Spotlight but I mashed it up with Man's Not Hot (Shaqlight)

sometimes i wonder.. why?
why am i such a horrible person?
i just wanna make a better life but i already wasted it,
and i assure myself now that i will never make it in this stupid life
the only thing that is keeping me going is the people who have seen what i know truly, and i mean all of the bad stuff, even the ones where i could have died , but i looked back only once and i want to never again, knowing that i will die in a stupid way,
god..
WHAT AM I SAYING?!
I CANT THINK AND IM VENTING IN MY DESCRIPTION THAT NO ONE- NOT EVEN A BUDDY WILL SEE
AND IF SOMEONE IS ACTUALLY READING THIS THEN..
…
please dont give me therapy, im tired enough.

😈Just enjoying music👹


















































































































































lEt It Go!~ LeT iT gO!~

SONIC SAYS: „If you're ever bored, punch an orphan! What are they gonna do? Tell their parents?”


By the way, me be from Polska, Polszczyzna, Polonia ;3

Why the HAIL are you reading this anyway? 

making music, getting better!
cats + seals are cool

thank you so much for following!! :)

I'm an autistic person who loves making art, whether it's drawing, Photoshop,  or music!

All my songs (except some of my Royalty Free tracks) are made with BandLab.

I now have a second account that I will be uploading from!
Click here to view it: https://soundcloud.com/samantha-kalicki-hcsandd2

just a random mentally ill 17 teen who may occasionally post some random things.

Spotlight but I mashed it up with Man's Not Hot (Shaqlight)

AXIE