All I Wanna Do Is Die

Thanatology

All Shall Perish

#35 on Re-Ex Pop/Rock list ! (27/04/2024)
In Hungary, a native animal is the mangalica pig, a very beautiful and friendly creature. It is also smart as a dog. This beautiful animal inspired the mood and melodies of this music.

A Mangalica

Streaming!

a Mangalica

7 o'clock in the morning with an ocean of tears
we should have been pretty, but reality mourned
shadows growing on the back of the door

Words hurled like daggers projecting fears
shredding eachother into million pieces
Scars of misunderstanding formed

A silent tension camouflaged a deadly minefield
Polluting our judgements of right and wrong
even the time feared to move along

still 7 o'clock hope fled the dreaded battlefield
we're craving for love, but affection is gone
we're stuck in this place for far too long

so what's the point of our constant fight
we got burned so many times
so much pressure, so much anger
we shouldn't be allowed
so farewell to the love we knew,
And the time has come to face our crimes
let me fade away
let me be another face in the crowd

severly damaged, i need a place to retreat
searching for silence to ease and calm down
figuring out why my mind has doubts

strong fears and worries of being incomplete
are drowning my soul in a sea of sadness
but is our love worth so many downs

finally found the strength to mend my heart's mistake
I broke the chain that kept my mind in minor
putting my scattered pieces back together

draining my sea of sadness before it's too late
having loved, but now we're done
it's okay to let go of each other

so what's the point of our constant fight
we got burned so many times
so much pressure, so much anger
we shouldn't be allowed
so farewell to the love we knew,
And the time has come to face our crimes
let me fade away
let me be another face in the crowd


Another Face In The Crowd (piano version)

Listen to your mama
'S what was said to me
Ain't like your papa
Shame creepin' up on me

With every cell of my body
And the strongest might
I fought with pride and indignation 
To prove that I was right
Till I won
Then I lost
Now I look in the rear view mirror
As I say
Hmmm…

Listen to the angels
That bless us from the sky
Believe in heaven
Don't catch the devil's eye

I pushed away any notion
Of a faith-filled soul
Then the news beamed horror stories
Of war-ravaged homes
What did I do to be deserving
But they didn't?
Now I catch myself sneaking glances up above
To say
Hmmm…

Life gives us chances 
But life is too short 
Time is a band-aid
Wouldn't you rather move on

So if you find yourself questioning the rights and wrongs of life
Maybe take a breath and one step back
And say
Hmmm… 

Take a step back
I'll say
You'll say
We'll say
They'll say


Single (C)2024
Music - John Henderson and Sreyashi Mukherjee
Lyrics and Vocals - Sumi (Sreyashi Mukherjee)
Backing Vocals - John Henderson
Guitar - John Henderson
Bass, strings - Fabian Adam
Mixing - Fabian Adam

Follow John Henderson @https://soundcloud.com/user-62073684

Say (Hmmm...) - with John Henderson

Para ver el video  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nksjex1a6W8

Para escuchar la versión instrumental  https://soundcloud.com/juan-fco-bueno/mi-casa-ver-texto

Para escuchar la versión original  https://soundcloud.com/juan-fco-bueno/mi-casa-version-original-ver-texto

MI CASA

Guardo en mi pueblo la casa
donde vi la primera luz;
y aunque está vieja y ajada
obra de la decrepitud,
aún conserva su estampa
elegante y llena de luz.

El musgo cubre sus tejas
dándole un encanto especial;
el corral lleno de hierba
no es aquél de tiempos atrás:
el de aquellas noches de “fresca”
en familia con luna estival.

Estribillo 

Bajo su techo nací
sus paredes me vieron crecer
por su viejo suelo di
mis primeros pasos
buscando unos brazos
donde asirme para no caer.

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Cuando me siento intranquilo
es allí donde encuentro la paz;
esa paz que siendo un niño,
y junto al fuego del hogar,
yo palpé en las noches de frío,
de silencio y oscuridad. 

Estribillo


MY HOUSE

I keep the house in my town
where I saw the first light;
and although it is old and worn
work of decrepitude,
still retains its image
elegant and full of light.

Moss covers its tiles
giving it a special charm;
the corral full of grass
It is not the one from times ago:
that of those “cool” nights
as a family with a summer moon.

Chorus

Under your roof I was born
its walls saw me grow
for its old soil
My first steps
looking for arms
where to hold on so as not to fall.

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When I feel uneasy
It is there where I find peace;
that peace that as a child,
and next to the hearth fire,
I felt on cold nights,
of silence and darkness.

Chorus

Mi Casa (Feat. Javier Moreno)

I've got some thoughts, I think they're right
But without proof, I can't sleep tight
In a world of concepts, lost and alone
Chasing truth, needing facts to be shown

I need proof! Show the way
I need proof! Clear as day
I need proof!
Show me the proof!

You say this and that, but can we be sure?
Words without proof, just echo and soar
In the empty chatter, doubts start to show
Give me foundation, a logic to grow

I need proof! No more lies
I need proof! Truth in my eyes
I need proof!
Show me the proof!

In the margins of a book, a riddle was sown
Fermat's last theorem, a mystery unknown
Centuries passed by, with minds put to test
Until Andrew Wiles resolved the quest

I need proof! Show the way
I need proof! Clear as day
I need proof!
Show me the proof!

Seeking answers, day by day,
Facts and figures, lead the way.
Every question, we pursue,
Finding clarity, in the new.
Truth discovered, old and new,
Never stopping, I need proof.
Show me the proof!

I Need Proof

Someday I Will Forget You

No Debate

Overnight Upgrade V2

Time to make a stand
You can't turn back
No room for late comers baby
You can take the back seat
But I'm riding on the front of the bus

There's a cause for all this confusion
And its teaching us a lesson
Every day hey hey hey hey
But that's alright by me
Yes that's alright by me

Take a look around you 
And you will see
Society's your daddy
And your momma can't be seen
But she's still there
Pulling the strings 
That make you sign your life away

There's a cause for all this confusion
And its teaching us a lesson
Every day hey hey hey hey
And that's alright by me

You've got to reach for something
That can't be seen
Jump in and find it's dirty
But you're sure to come out clean
Take a chance
Life's a dance
Don't stop and waste 
Your life way

There's a cause for all this confusion
But it's really just illusion
Change it every day hey hey hey hey
And that's alright by me
Yes that's alright by me
Hey that's alright by me
Yes that's alright by me

I Need Proof

Axioms of Mediocrity