RACKED UP

smiley face (lilac)

99% /w n1ne (prod. razorwrist x not like this)

wish ft acrotism [prod. shinju]

featuring @2007myspacegirl @bodyontheshore
produced by @kiryano and @winter

this is me trying to let it out, no i don't feel better now.
the advice didn't work, i'll keep it locked inside - tired of living, i just wanna end it now.

my heart's a prosthetic, i never wanna feel again. 
i've been cryin', ya, i've been such a mess.

just give me your confidence again, 
just give me all of your love again. 
my mind never stops racing, 
back and forth in my room still pacing.
i dunno what to do anymore, 
could you tell me where to go?
prescriptions don't work anymore - 
i'd give anything to feel nothing. 
you don't like me? that's relatable.
think i bitch too much? that's relatable.
say i'm worth something? that's debatable...
doesn't matter what they say, because i know i'm expendable...

on the inside, when i'm numb, 
i can calm down when i'm kept up. 
on the outside, when i feel these cuts, 
it doesn't hurt, i just see the blood.

vines wrap around my arms, 
limbs like trees i be posted in the yard.
mossy heart, i got fungi in my mental, 
roots planted in the ground, i've become sentential.
one with nature, i'm mother earth.
don't pick my stems, you know that shit hurt.
rain, rain go away, come again another day, 
when the sun comes out, i'll crawl to the pavement
when will i sprout, i'm waiting, 
count it up, carbon dating.
don't touch me i got thorns, 
plant a seed, i'm reborn.

idk anymore ft. Luthien (Kiryano + Winter)

Worth It

cover art by @sashadot6

(krypz)
ouoaohh 
i feel so gummi 
i feel so weakk
everything u said 
everything u saiddd
cut me so deep
i felt so dumb 
my blood drips down 
my touch is numb 
i walk with a frown 
walk with frownnn ):

(twintails) 
Everybody hate me
They still think im funny
Bitch go ask ur man 
H-H-He said tht im yummy
Baby im an angel 
But u shouldnt love me
I might get to cutting 
U should never trust me
Ouuoaohhh i felt so gummy
Off a perc 30 i see nothing
Slipping from reality falling from the ceiling
Drown myself in autotune i guess i love the feeling

take it slow [prod. kirigaya]

axo