i tried to write a song in one hour ꒰(｡° ^° ｡)꒱
happy mother’s day!

vocal used: eleanor forte ai lite [synthv]
heavily sampled: i bet on losing dogs by mitski

[baby, my baby]
[tell your baby that i’m your baby]

it’s calling day
i hate to say this
but i feel loved
and i feel hated
for simple things
and for the better
i spread my wings
you keep me tethered

my heart’s taken, you can’t hear what i’m saying
if my memory’s so bad, why’d you say mine’s breaking?
which one of us is faking? i think you were mistaken
you say that i’m a fraud, it’s the flaws you’re making
if i went back in time, i’d say to use the hanger
i’d rather die young than be your doppelgänger
even if it hurts someone
i can’t stand by and watch what you’ll become

[i bet on losing dogs]
i know you’re losing, and i swear to the gods 
[by the ring]
that [where] i’ll be looking in their eyes when they’re down
i’ll be there on their side

[i’m losing by their side]
i’m losing by your side
someone to watch me die

it’s mother’s day
i hate to say this
but i feel loved
and i feel hated
you keep me ‘round
‘cause you can’t bear to
admit that i’m
the image of you, too

mother wound (feat. eleanor forte ai lite)

twilight dreaming
april meetings
i dread the dawn
i can’t move on

even so,
all cycles stop the curse of rebirth
though,
every year, i
regenerate myself again

blossoms swaying
something’s saying
“time’s up, junebug
move on, move on”

even so,
all cycles stop the curse of rebirth
though,
every year, i
regenerate myself again

even so,
all cycles end and cease to repeat
pain for another
can’t bear to watch you leave again

even though,
all cycles stop the curse of rebirth
stuck
every spring, i
regenerate myself again

end of spring (feat. koharu rikka ai lite) [original song]

chill vocal synth music!!
pfp by spicymochi

end of spring (feat. koharu rikka ai lite) [original song]

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