Roots (Unreleased)

It is true that this civilization is made of lies, was grown by lies, is powered by lies, is controlled by lies.

And it is true that this civilization is woven from violence, was birthed by violence, is sustained by violence, is preserved through violence.

And it is true that this civilization is built on exploitation, is run on exploitation, exists to facilitate exploitation, is the product and the producer of exploitation.

And it is true that this civilization is flying facefirst toward collapse on myriad fronts and that any attempt to draw attention to this gets met with a "that makes me uncomfortable" hand-waving dismissal.

But it is also true that a staggering beauty rips through it all like a thunderbolt, continuously and pervasively.

And it is also true that there is a boundless intimacy hidden beneath all things that, if you like, could be called holiness.

And it is also true that the self is an illusion and that all that arises is innately free and deliciously purposeless.

And it is also true that science is in its infancy and that what we know is a tiny minnow in the vast ocean of what we do not know.

And it is also true that the universe is oh so very much bigger and oh so very much older than our tiny primate brains will ever be able to comprehend.

And it is also true that it is possible for the human organism to undergo a radical transformation in the way that it operates, from contraction around the ego illusion to a life-sized expression of the unity of all things.

And it is also true that the ability to see beauty in everything is a skill that can be mastered, and that a failure to appreciate the beauty of any moment is simply a failure of perception.

And it is also true that you can tell you're approaching clarity in this sense when you are able to see beauty in the billboards and bustle of a busy city just as easily as you can see it in the forest.

And it is also true that we are never meant to stop growing and learning, and that being the same person you were five years ago is a signal from life that something's not right.

And it is also true that our society's measures of success and failure are made of the same madness that got us into this mess and should therefore be ignored when crafting a beautiful life.

And it is also true that you can continue falling in love with your romantic partner for as long as you're willing to grow and expand, and that the honeymoon never needs to end.

And it is also true that your sexuality can be a powerful tool for healing, creativity and growth if you can succeed in making it conscious.

And it is also true that none of this erases the harshness of our situation and we must all be very tender with each other as we plunge into whatever comes next at this unprecedented point in human history.

And it is also true that you should be tender with yourself as well, because it is only by loving ourselves deeply that our hidden endarkened bits can be coaxed into the light of truth.

And it is also true that you are doing your best, and that any mistakes you have made up until this moment were only because you did not yet have sufficient consciousness to make different choices.

And it is also true that you are crackling with beauty, and it would be a damn shame if you never let yourself truly see this.

And it is also true that humanity itself is crackling with beauty, and that the only thing worse than our species slipping away would be if it slipped away without really seeing and appreciating itself.
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Reading by Tim Foley.

It Is True That This Civilization Is Made Of Lies

this mix was recorded as closing set for chi wow wah town festival feb 2024

The Sorry Entertainer's ***Sign Of Times*** Dj-Set @ Chi Wow Wah Town Festival Australia 2024

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The Breakfast Show - douniah - 09 Apr 2025

Mini mix of techno sounds to stimulate cognition, deep grit and churn tension

Dark Neural Techno/Deep House Demo

This soundscape, is from an ongoing installation in the gender neutral bathroom annex at The Bearded Tit, gallery and bar, in Sydney Australia. Featuring flushing field recordings, rehydrating reworks & lullaby versions of gayer manthems and womanthems, damp disco, bedew beats, hydrating horizontal house, classics + classical, stimulating spoken word from queer heroes & sheroes, suggestive splashing + bubbling brooks, Pavlovian cascading urinals, dripping plug holes, choral versions of iconic works. This mix runs on a 24/7 loop in the galleria, like audio Himalayan salt lamp or a sonic catheter.

The Bearded Tit Bathroom Soundscape

***free download***

The samples were taken from Lastesis Feminist Protests in Chile. 
bring the girls to the clubs. 

Mastering: Conor Dalton 
Artwork: Björt Dánialsdóttir

released December 17, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1OThI4xB-SU&feature=youtu.be
https://neneh.bandcamp.com/track/un-violador-en-tu-camino

FULL TEXT IN SPANISH 

El patriarcado es un juez 
que nos juzga por nacer 
y nuestro castigo 
es la violencia que ya ves. 

Es femicidio. 
Impunidad para mi asesino. 
Es la desaparición. 
Es la violación. 

¡Y la culpa no era mía, ni donde estaba ni como vestia! 
¡Y la culpa no era mía, ni donde estaba ni como vestia! 
¡Y la culpa no era mía, ni donde estaba ni como vestia! 
¡Y la culpa no era mía, ni donde estaba ni como vestia! 

¡El violador eres tú! 
¡El violador eres tú! 

¡Son los pacos! 
¡Los jueces! 
¡El estado! 
¡El presidente! 

¡El estado opresor es un macho violador! 
¡El estado opresor es un macho violador! 

¡El violador eres tú! 
¡El violador eres tú! 

Duerme tranquila, niña inocente 
sin preocuparte del bandolero. 
Que por tu sueño dulce y sonriente 
vela tu amante Carabinero. 

¡El violador eres tú! 
¡El violador eres tú! 
¡El violador eres tú! 

FULL TEXT IN ENGLISH 

The patriarchy is a judge 
who judges us by birth 
and our punishment 
is the violence you can see. 

It is femicide. 
Impunity for my killer. 
It is disappearance. 
It is rape. 

And it was not my fault, not the place where I was nor the dress that I chose! 
And it was not my fault, not the place where I was nor the dress that I chose! 
And it was not my fault, not the place where I was nor the dress that I chose! 

The rapist are you! 
The rapist are you! 

It’s the cops! 
The judges! 
The state! 
The president! 

The oppressive state is a male rapist! 
The oppressive state is a male rapist! 

Sleep well, innocent girl. 
You don’t have to worry about the bandit 
Your sweet and smiling dreams 
are taken care of by your Carabinero* lover. 

The rapist are you! 
The rapist are you! 
The rapist are you! 

*Carabineros = Official name of the Chilean police, derive from the word carabine, a long gun firearm. 

FULL TEXT IN GERMAN 

Das Patriarchat ist ein Richter. 
Er verurteilt uns nach der Geburt. 
Und unsere Strafe 
ist die Gewalt, die du siehst. 

Es ist Femizid. 
Straffreiheit für meinen Mörder. 
Es ist das Verschwinden. 
Es ist die Vergewaltigung. 

Und es ist nicht meine Schuld, dass ich an jenem Ort war oder jenes Kleid trug. 
Und es ist nicht meine Schuld, dass ich an jenem Ort war oder jenes Kleid trug. 
Und es ist nicht meine Schuld, dass ich an jenem Ort war oder jenes Kleid trug. 

Der Vergewaltiger bist du! 
Der Vergewaltiger bist du! 

Es sind die Bullen! 
Die Richter! 
Der Staat! 
Der Präsident! 

Der Unterdrückerstaat ist ein Mann, der vergewaltigt! 
Der Vergewaltiger bist du! 
Der Vergewaltiger bist du! 

Schlaf gut, unschuldiges Mädchen 
mach dir keine Sorgen wegen des Banditen 
Während du lächelnd schläfst 
...wacht dein Liebhaber von den Carabineros* über dich. 

Der Vergewaltiger bist du! 
Der Vergewaltiger bist du! 
Der Vergewaltiger bist du! 
Der Vergewaltiger bist du!

Nene H - Un Violador En Tu Camino

The final mix of 2019 comes from the artist behind our track of the year.

Read More: https://www.residentadvisor.net/podcast-episode.aspx?id=709

@schacke

Resident Advisor podcast

RA.709 Schacke

Pelada - Asegura (Herr Klainman's Auf Der Party Edit)

For home use only’ is an anti-club social, a chance to get to know someone/something. A series of transmissions purely dedicated to exploring the other side.

Ok so. It's been a while. 

I’m blaming it on summer - nothing more, nothing less. It’s already been a hectic year and life just has a way of getting twisted. 

Anyway, enough BS. I've got a tonne of new mixes to put this year and they’re all bloody unreal - I may be biased but I’m not wrong. 

This mix in particular is an absolute heart melter, courtesy of Melbourne's own (we’ve claimed him) Paradise Box, which is actually his name on his birth certificate. Don’t know much about the dude but god damn he’s made some good music. 

This mix hits, seriously. A softly driven emotional folk core road trip. Easily adapted to any mood or scenario, each time you listen you'll come away with something different. Futurist post-romance pop-punk vibes; rainforest dub echoes; folk trap; essence of drive soundtrack; all of these things come to mind during the journey across this beautiful soundscape. 

But i'll let you make up your own mind. 

Hit play for the first of many times and take some time out to take a breath and come back down to earth. 

Appreciate your patience and perseverance 

enjoy in your own time

much love

his words >>>>
Steamy New Age, smacked out pop, devotional bongos and exotic Jazz, perfect for administering hallucinogens in religious rainforest ceremonies

his sounds >>>>
https://soundcloud.com/paradise-box

FHUO # 32 // Paradise Box

This is a fundraiser for MASI with all profits going to them to help end the inhumane Direct Provision system in Ireland. Many thanks to all the artists for contributing tracks.

MASI is the Movement of Asylum Seekers in Ireland, a platform for asylum seekers to unite, demanding an end to direct provision, the right to work and education, residency for all in the system, and an end to the brutal deportation regime.

Head over to MASI's website for more info on their work >>> www.masi.ie

Jack Ward - Palmall

Seeking the edge of acceptance, unapologetically odd, energic and moovy, music for moods and spaces, don't dance... DANCE!

Over 2 decades of public address forged musical roots; expect genre diverse soul infused rhythms, tales of past grooves and future music to animate the mind and body, never predictable.

Warmed floors for Carl Craig, Wignomy Brothers, Nick Curly, Dennis Cruz and Emmanuel Satie.

Hailing from Ireland, currently residing in Melbourne. Several club affairs has lead to a current project heading up the popular Mono Loco events, an ambitious brand driven by a passion for all things music and art.

Forever in development...

axonbai@pm.me
williamduffy@monoloco.com.au

Dark Neural Techno/Deep House Demo

Axon Bai