Grim

And I love her

Shut Closed { Yung Flow x AXXSEAN }

Give It Up

AXXSEAN's Album

When we broke up

MONDAY THE 13th

AXXSEAN - stroudsburg

beat by @rrarebear
artwork by @saintmarcel
written by @chanceinthedark

lyrics

I can’t take back past mistakes 
My minds been dark for like three days 
I push it down hope it erase 
It comes back up to show it's face 

I thought this feeling went away 
It feels like shame is on my name 
I can’t escape 
Can’t find a break 
Is it to late 
It’s 3am 
I’m wide awake 
With my phone in my face 

We were sitting in the car 
Sharing all of our secrets 
We both opened up our hearts 
To find that we were still breathing 

I’m alone I’m alone I’m with you 
Hit my phone hit my phone I need you now 
I’m a stone I'm a stone you see through 
I met myself when i met you 

I can’t take back past mistakes 
My minds been dark for like three days 
I push it down hope it erase 
It comes back up to show it's face 

I thought this feeling went away 
It feels like shame is on my name 
I can’t escape 
Can’t find a break 
Is it to late 
It’s 3am 
I’m wide awake 
With my phone in my face 

I lay awake 
Praying you will come and find me 
If I make a change 
Can you close the door behind me 
When I forget who I am 
I know you will remind me 
I don’t belong in the dark 
I'm tired of hiding 

I'm coming out of hiding 
I know the light can be so bright and be so terrifying 
I’d rather sleep inside the dark so I don’t have to fight it 
You see the wick inside my heart and then you help me light it
Help me stay ignited 

Now I’m back at it 
Authentic with my vision 
I am not average 
You put your hope into my soul like it was automatic 
This is the moment you can see you could go and grab it
That's a good habit 

That's a good habit 
Making good habits

chanceinthedark

You're not alone. Never give up. I love you. 
-AXX

LYRICS

(Intro)
Tbh I miss your face
Life hurts but its also great
Lately I've been in a daze
Blend together it all feels the same 
Say you love me and don't hesitate 
Meditate as you use the blade
Somethings never change 
Until your mind does 

(Verse)
Confined in a world of brokenness and misery
No-one else could let you speak
Got blood stains on your sleeve

She just wanted to live her life 
And now she sleeps with a gun by her side 
Got nobody but me and you
Just let me know its true 

Hold me close and give me your eyes 
Don't let go
No I'm not alright 
It feels so cold when I sleep at night 

I wish I could be free...


(Outro)
In a car and forgot to steer 
I guess I wasn't thinking clear 
I didn't choose where I wanted to go 
Now how the hell do I get out of here 
When I'm with you I don't feel alone (yeah)
I feel alright 
Hold me close and don't let go 
Tonight

DON'T LET GO

Forever

Low quality voice memo & garage band songs/demos 

- 𝖉𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍 𝖎𝖘 𝖈𝖊𝖗𝖙𝖆𝖎𝖓, 𝖕𝖊𝖆𝖈𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖓𝖔𝖙