lokal mixtape for the soul




playlist 

here - waiian
kamalayan - ghetto ghecko
wasakulap - cha katryn cover
klmdo - luci j
best life - shnti
pasa mo pare - acdmnd$
ilalim no. 1 -just hush
chick tape - sica
come n - bueni
bmw - because
b.o.y.m. - just hush
pwede ba - al james
ligaya - awie
chill lang - mac mafia
mbs - peaceful gemini

L&C vol.2

Headspace - IDSG & Skeptics

kaliwa't kanan.wav

SEEKTHETRUTH

from "EUPHOBIA (intro) to DEVILWEARSPRADA (outro)", listen to it by order. I'm letting you in my world and let you know what it's like to be in my shoes. Welcome to my mixtape.

BAROK VOL. 2

I wrote this song because majority of the men and women I dated only dated me because of my social status, or my physical appearance. No one deserves that. 

Para sa malamig na gabi, vibe with me!!

Intro:
Hold on

Verse 1:
I don't know why this shit matters to you
Trynna see it from my own point of view
Little bit sensitive
Don't know why I live with it
I'm just chasing,
No excuses,
guess I'm not into you

Verse 2:
I don't wanna see a tear in your eye
I can't live with you breaking your heart
Little bit sensitive
I cannot live with it,
I'm not chasing,
Done excuses,
guess I'm so into you

Chorus:
Hoooooooold on
Hold on 4x

Verse 3:
I don't wanna make you question your mind
But it seems like your so toxic to stay by my side
So unreasonable
You can leave,
But don't feel cold
I'm not chasing,
Done excuses,
guess im so into you

Verse 4/outro:
I just wanna let you know
I'm a woman I can leave for sure
Don't belittle my experience
Cause I'm better when I'm different
You can unlove me, its an open door

Chorus:
Hoooooooold on
Hold on 4x

SUPERF!C!AL

Crazy getting fucked over huh?

Verse 1:
You don't really owe me an explanation
You know I'm kinda crazy
Based on observation,
I don't need you calling me
You can fuck around, you're free
keep me out the shit, you see
Right now, you're just confusing me

I don't need
You to know
What I feel for ya
But honestly,
It's gettin' old
I'm growin' tired of ya
You tellin' me
I ain't got to worry no more
But shit hits different when I'm alone

Chorus:
So won't you tell me now?
(Won't ya)
So I know what this is all about, yeah
You help me stand my ground
(You do)
But you got me trippin' now
(Yea, you do)

Verse 2:
Honestly, I'm just
Trynna vibe, With ya,
Keep my composure, leaning closer, nah
We ain't over

But you got me fucked up
Messed with a wrong bitch,
Hold up, Hope you know 
what you lost, Cause I never 
come back

Rap:
If you wanna leave,
Don't hold back,

Fucking real to ya
Cleaned your mess for ya
Didn't lie to ya
Now it's all my fault? Nah

That's why you dont interrupt
A building that's still building
When you lose the trust,
There ain't no reconciling
I ain't losin' none
Baby, you was a lesson,
 when you hold me down,
Just know, the love is speaking,
Hold up,

Got me all feelin' cynical
This ain't good for spiritual
Mark you off my calendar,
Mythical to natural
But 
we gettin' physical
back to feelin emotional
Lose my stance to
Keep me whole
But, this ain't political

Love hurts like a sunburnt
Dust dirt till you leave earth
Skin tacked, Fucking relaxed
Can't surpass all these reflex
Now I'm calling,
But redirect- ed

Chorus:
So won't you tell me now?
(Won't ya)
So I know what this is all about, yeah
You help me stand my ground
(You do)
But you got me trippin' now
(Yea, you do)

VIBE CHECK

kritisismo, pekeng kaibigan, depresyon at problema sa pamilya, tila nawala ang sarili. 

Hook:
Gotta take my power back
Can I take my power back

Verse 1:
Oh My God,
A bitch really think she knows,
How this flow goes,
I'm losin' control,
Over my own soul,
Oh no,
I've been told,
But I never listen,
Guess now you know, hoe.

Mixing impulsive decisions
With some cigarettes,
I'm sending out invitations,
So you can come my friend,
I'm never out of excuses,
It's really never knew.
I'm never good with commitment,
So here's goodluck to you.

I'm never fond of surprises,
I hate the way you talk
I mean, I'm too indecisive,
I really hate your guts
Maybe,
the problem's how society 
has woke me up,
But I just wanna shoot myself with an 18 glock

Hook:
Gotta take my power back
Can I take my power back?

Verse 2:
Paonti-onti ng nalululong
Sa imahinasyon 
Na ang buhay ay isang tanawin
Di destinasyon

Lumalalim ang pagiisip,
Sino ba ang sasagip?
Nalulunod na sa bisyo,
Sino ang tunay at hindi?

Pare-pareho ang mukha,
Iba't iba ang intensyon,
Kasama mo sa simula,
Biglang naputol koneksyon

Anong meron sa salapi?
Bat nagpakain sa inggit?
Bat pa nila kinunsinti?
Ako'y dadaan, magsitabi. Uh.

Hook:
Gotta take my power back
Can I take my power back?

Verse 3:
Hindi ko na kailangan pang
Magisip ng kung ano,
Hubad ang maskara sabay
Nananaksak patalikod,
Himpapawid, naliligaw
Walang kasamang maglakbay,
Ngunit kahit ako'y uhaw,
Binubuo ko ang tulay,

Ngunit ang boses matinik,
Pantig tunog nasasabik,
Humarang pa ang nauna,
Serbisyo ko walang sukli,

Utak ang aking makina,
Dinadama ang pahina,
Pagkat ako'y mulat na nga,
Sa pekeng imaheng pininta, huh.

Hook:
Gotta take my power back
Can I take my power back?

Outro:
Reality's a minor concept
That connects us to our minds
We refine the deeper meaning
Of the life within our eyes
Silence haunts us with confusion
Making inner demons decide
We shouldn't be our own slaves
Reverse the system to unite

The universe can give us signs
Illusive contents will collide
Nature's creation can revise
How you perceive,
Can come to light
Connected, staring eye to eye
Restore the peace within your mind
Only time can heal the wounds,
And wounds can only heal in time.

Hook:
Gotta take my power back
Can I take my power back?

NATURE'S CREATION

NOT_THIS_TIME

i wrote this cause a friend opened up.

Verse 1:
I'm a city girl, with mindset full of palm trees,
I like smoking greens, seems like I'm still daydreaming
Please don't bother me, if you still out here playing,
Momma talked me out and said I should quit drinking,

But she don't know me like that,
And I do owe her a lot,
And he be playing my songs,
He said it sounded so sweet,
He like it when I'm too aggressive,
Never called me on my blessings,
Never blockin' all my blessings,
Where mah blessings at ?

Verse 2:
Small bitch, independent and vanilla skin,
Lipgloss on ya pipe while ya pop the ring,
High life, high tides till the sky is dim,
I'd ride, and vibe, till ya pop the ring

Yo,
Where ya heading out, it's getting late and shit?
Why ya make it seem like I'm a basic bitch?
Why ya on her shit when I can make ya rich?
Why ya so delusional and faking shit?

Verse 3:
Vibin' through the music,
Purpose to abuse it,
Faking yo life on ya socials
something we been doin',
Never had a real bitch,
Cause romantically abused and,
Never blame less fortunate,
We lesser than they own shit,

Oh, we be normalising everything we can't control,
We be so in tacked enabling things that we don't know,
We be failing sober and so focused on our phones,
We be so delusional on things we can't control

mahika (freeverse)

QRNTN SXTP

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