I will wait for you until the very end

i think i might put out an album soon but i'm shy & just stick 2bad recordings ...

if you really wanted to die
i would gladly join your side
and if youre ready to leave
i'll pack my bags 
and i'll go with you
cus id follow like a shadow in the ground
silent with you
making no sound
cus if you werent here
i think id
disappear
and i cant imagine a life
without you by my side
loyal like a dog without a chain
chasing after your remains
id dig myself up to the bone
just to lay next to you
and no we dont have to breathe
ill understand that you
wanted to leave
and ill love you forever
even after were dead
lay with you forever
in a graveyard bed
and we'll go to sleep
we'll go to sleep
we'll go to sleep

sleepingdog

lately, my dog's the only one around that listens to my problems (prod. lightbody)

93FEETOFSMOKE - Miserable Together Ft VELVETEARS

Aftertaste Prod. Bleach (RIP Lil Peep)

runaway girl (prod. nicholas allan)

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Can he give you his heart like i do
i do i do i do
can he put you through shit like i do 
i do i do i do 
-
and im so good at feeling how you want me to feel
and im so good at bending  at your every will
and im so bad at taking my own advice
im so bad at ever putting up any fight
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///////Hook//////////
Now ive got myself, but i aint got much time
cause life is short when you live it like mine
ill probably get shot, ill probably get aids
maybe find a spot, let my noose hang.
but baby ill be there in the next life
maybe we'll take care and i can stay live 
ill probably get shot, ill probably get aids
maybe find a spot, let my noose hang.
but baby ill be there in the next life
maybe we'll take care and i'll stay alive
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///////V2////////////
can he make you give up like i do
i do i do i do
can he betray you and your heart like i do
i do i do i do
-
and im so good at feeling how you want me to feel
and im so good at bending  at your every will
and im so bad at taking my own advice
im so bad at ever putting up any fight
/////////////////////

///////Hook//////////
Now ive got myself, but i aint got much time
cause life is short when you live it like mine
ill probably get shot, ill probably get aids
maybe find a spot, let my noose hang.
but baby ill be there in the next life
maybe we'll take care and i can stay alive
ill probably get shot, ill probably get aids
maybe find a spot, let my noose hang.
but baby ill be there in the next life
maybe we'll take care and i'll stay alive
/////////////////////

////////V3//////////
Can he give you his heart like i do
i do i do i do
can he put you through shit like i do 
i do i do i do 
-
and im so good at feeling how you want me to feel
and im so good at bending  at your every will
and im so bad at taking my own advice
im so bad at ever putting up any fight
///////////////////

I Do

shyboy - exit (prod. vessels)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtDXXuonqPY

listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7MdCqodIikheKx1gu2nLCb

prod. by @chambersmusicky

lyrics: https://genius.com/Sedative-beauty-my-friends-are-cooler-than-me-lyrics

my friends are cooler than me

my friends are cooler than me [prod. Chambers] (MUSIC VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION)

KILLSADIST - PRETTY (PROD. KRAINKHALID)

shyboy - cold (prod. RODGER)

KILLSADIST & MADI MARIE - I WANT U

FOR YOU [PROD. XËNA]

nothing is like it used to be  prod. palette

PUSH THESE FEELINGS (OUT MY MIND)(PROD. SID WHITE)

Foreign Forest - Pineapple Soda Ft. Lil Peep Dank $inatra Prod. Xanny Phantom

mixed and mastered by @madimarieabel
Produced by @iofmusic
My socials <3
IG- @dolefuldarlin
YT- Madi Marie
Twitter- @dolefuldarlin
Lyrics <3
youre in my head 
I'm spinning like carosel 
I still wanna be friends 
I hope you're doing well 

do you remember those nights in November 
when I asked for you sweater 
it was cold, i hated the weather x2

do you remember those nights in November 
in your sweater , do you remember?

youre in my head 
I'm spinning like carosel 
I still wanna be friends 
I hope you're doing well x2

you're in my head 
(you're in my head)
I'm spinning like carosel 
I still wanna be friends 
I hope you're doing well 
I'm in this trance 
(I'm in this trance)
I'm living in this hell
I still wanna be friends 
but I don't feel myself 


do you remember those nights in November 
when I asked for you sweater 
it was cold, i hated the weather x2

youre in my head 
I'm spinning like carosel 
I still wanna be friends 
I hope you're doing well 


do you remember those nights in November

in your sweater , do you remember

do you remember those nights in november (in your sweater )

do you remember those nights in November (in your sweater) [prod. IOF ]

cover visuals: https://www.instagram.com/susboy/?hl=en

destroy (prod. sketchmyname)
moonwalka (prod sketchmyname x HXRXKILLER)
mexico nights (prod. kuroime)
anthem (prod hirxshi)

mexico nights (feat. Jackie Platinum)

2NIGHT (PROD. ANOREXORCIST)

Speak My Mind

why am i on ur vsco?

I will wait for you until the very end

WineDineAnd69