If this song does well I'll make more like it, hope you all like it :)

lyrics:

[hook]
i dont love you
even though i want to

i dont need you
i dont really want to

dont cry
crying isnt like you

dont lie
but please dont tell the whole truth
(2x)

[verse]
...i know its my fault 

every time i go right back to you i hit the same wall

i cant help myself cant love myself no ill just damage us

i wish i could be the one for you but i just cant keep up

i just cant keep up

now its back to rolling blunts

i just cant tell what i want

is it you or is it us?

i cant focus up enough

tired of living in my head

the voices tell me to give up so i might

(i dont really hear voices its just my thoughts fr im not crazy)

[hook]
i dont love you
even though i want to

i dont need you
i dont really want to

dont cry
crying isnt like you

dont lie
but please dont tell the whole truth
(2x)

Produced  by Ayena Savant & k2finesse
Engineered by Ayena Savant
Written and performed by Ayena Savant

Spotify

crying isn’t like you

produced by ayena
guitar by ttthou 
mixed, mastered, and performed by ayena 
inspired by jd

♥️

i wish i could feel your skin 

wish i wasn’t alone 

witnessing new parts of me

i’ve become familiar with bone

are my friends really my friends or did i make them in my head 

do they really hate me or is it just me hating instead 

…

my memories painted in red 
my memories painted in red
hmm

my memories painted in red 
my memories painted in,
red

my memories painted in red
my memories painted in red 
i know 

my memories painted in red 
my memories painted in,
red

♥️

memories painted in red

@ayenasavant
produced by me

LYRICS

ARAEL:

FEELIN SO DELAYED NOW

TELLIN ME IVE CHANGED NOW

I DONT WANNA HEAR IT

SAY YOU WANNA FIX IT?

BABY I CANT SEE YOU, I KNOW
BABY I CANT FEEL YOU, I KNOW
BABY I CANT SEE YOU, I KNOW
BABY WONT YOU KILL ME, I KNOW

BABY I CANT SEE YOU, I KNOW
VISION'S GETTING BLURRY, CAUSE YOU
BABY I CANT SEE YOU, I KNOW
I KNOW IM NOT ME AROUND YOU

PARTY TILL I PASS OUT
FEEL LIKE DENNIS RODMAN
GONE IN 48
I WONT COME BACK AND YOU WONT FIND ME
TELLIN ME YOU HATE ME
I DONT GIVE A FUCK, SO TRY ME
MADE TOO MANY BANDS
BUT YOU STILL PAY ME JUST TO FUCK ME (2X)

JUST TO FUCK ME
JUSTIFY ME
BABY PLEASE DEFY ME

KNOW WHEN I LEAVE
BABY PLEASE DONT FIND ME

TWEAKIN OUTTA MY MIND
JUST TO FIND PEACE

AYENA:

I CAN HEAR THEM CALLING ON MY NAME THROUGH THE WALLS 
CUP HEAVY SIPPIN NOW I SLUR WHEN I TALK 
MUD IN MY BOOTS SO I DRAG WHEN I WALK
I CAN HEAR YOUR MIND EVERY TIME THAT WE FUCK 

FUCK FUCK 

I KNOW I’M NOT WHAT YOU WANT 
WANT WANT 

NO ONE TO CATCH ME WHEN I FALL 
FALL FALL

NOW I’M RUNNING OUT OF TIME 
TIME TIME 

I DON’T WANNA KILL YOU
I-I-I JUST WANNA WATCH YOU BLEED 

I CANT SAY I LOVE YOU
I KNOW THAT YOU’RE WATCHING ME

I DON’T WANNA KILL YOU
I JUST WANNA WATCH YOU BLEED 

I CANT SAY I LOVE YOU
I KNOW THAT YOU’RE WATCHING ME

DENNIS RODMAN ft. AYENA SAVANT

started when i was 17 , and now i'm 19 . one step closer to where i'm trying to get and the only people i can think to give thanks to is all of you .  together we will continue to grow and get closer and closer to our goals .  you are all my family , i love you .

produced , engineered , written , and performed by ayena savant
samples : belvedere by Scott James & Nside by Steve Lacey

lyrics :

nothing at all,

nothing at all,

i feel nothing at all,

nothing at all 

not the feel of a cold winter mattress, no

not the feel of your hurt when i end everything that’s good for us, 

i’m sorry, if i can’t love myself, how could i ever love you


turn off the fan, 

if we’re to get to sleep tonight,

stop me if i start,

considering everything i might. 



if i could give you a hug, then you know that i would 

but we’re too far apart in the beds we lay to 

living life from afar, and my vision is blurry 

i cant see my face, are you sure that it’s pretty 

do people really love me, is that okay?

are you sure that they don’t care if i’m broken 

are you sure that they don’t care if i’m frozen 

cause i feel, 

cause i feel,

nothing at all 

nothing at all

i feel nothing at all

nothing at all

not the feel of a cold winter mattress, no

not the feel of your hurt when i end everything that’s good for us 

i’m sorry

if i can’t love myself, how could i ever love you

nineteen

bunk but instead it has a wantrr verse , i loved this version so much i had to make an archive so everyone else can hear it . 

@wantrr

BUNK ! FT. WANTRR , BORNFROMKARMA ( ALTERNATE VERSION )

produced , engineered , written , and performed by Ayena Savant
sample(s) : super soft by Puma Blue
inspired by arael iv ( @arael_iv )

lyrics:

yes i know 
yes i know
i’ve been gone 

i don’t know
i don’t know 
what you want 

would it kill me to reap what i sow 

would it kill you to leave me alone 

me alone 
( x7 )

and my eyes feel low, oh
and my eyes feel low

and your hands feel cold, oh
and its all my fault

but it cant be so, no
but it cant be so

ive done what ive done now i reap what i sow

leavemealone

produced , engineered , written , and performed by Ayena Savant
sample(s) : Staten Island Ferry by Elijah Fox

lyrics

i'm, afraid to meet your eyes

cause im not, who you would want to find

do i, ever cross your mind?

cause you, never escape mine

im afraid

afraid to meet your eyes

ive been wasting time

im forever blind


i lied to be your answer

the guilt inside is killing me like cancer

i cant catch her, if i can barely catch myself

seasons passing, the snow is all i smell


im afraid

afraid to meet your eyes

ive been wasting time

im forever blind

afraid

produced , engineered , written , and performed by Ayena Savant
sample(s) : Instupendo

lyrics:

through mid morning fall,
i still see you there

running out of tomorrow,
i only wish that i could care 

how am i still alive?
i can feel your pulse by mine don't waste your time

cause im all out of mine,
darling close your eyes, your eyes,
dont ask me why

ocean beneath the skies,
split the sea to view your moon

my brain floods with thoughts of you,
i wish i could see them through

no dont talk to me,
cause honestly,
im half asleep,
right now

half asleep right now

half asleep right now

through mid morning fall,
i still see you there

running out of tomorrow,
i only wish that i could care

comfort

produced , written , and performed by ayena savant 
outro produced by arael iv ( @arael_iv ) 
sample(s) : allure by Brent Faiyaz

lyrics:

( ohh )
i don’t know my self
i don’t know 

( ohh )
can you please send help
i’m alone 

you own all of me cause all of me hates who i am inside 

inside 

inside 

you own all of me oh my

oh my

oh my

you own all of me oh my 


i’ve been on my own for way too long
there’s comfort in my hurt 

i know i made a mess of us
i’ve become my worst 

i’ve begun to lose my voice 

my voice is suffering my love

don’t look at me 
im not the one 

i cannot speak i’ve tied my tongue 


why do i feel the need to lie?
i don’t think i’ll live this time 

you own all of me cause all of me hates who i am inside 

inside

inside 

you own all of me oh my 

oh my 

oh my 

you own all of me oh my 

( ohh )
i don’t know myself 
i don’t know 

can you please send help
i’m alone 

you own all of me cause all of me hates who i am inside

own me

produced , written , and performed by ayena savant

lyrics :

i’m falling away

there’s not much to say 

cause you’re not worth my time 

indulge in me , the sand is fine

but you’ve gone hard to hear 

i recognize the words but they just don’t make sense to me 

they don’t make sense to me 

…

i’m not afraid 

help me raise my hand

tell me in my temple can you help me understand 

if i could change the world , 

if we ever cross our paths , 

maybe i would hate me cause i just can’t love you back

tatuaje

trying something a little different , i hope you enjoy♥️

produced , written , and performed by ayena savant 
sample : i forgot 

lyrics : 

i’ve found new scars on my body , i’m holding the tool 

ain’t no sense in an im sorry , but i cared about you 

i care about you 

i cared about you 

i cared about you

i cared about you 

if you knew me better , if you knew me better i don’t know 

i wish i was better , i hope i don’t let go of your hold 

cause i’m cold 

and the cold is where i’m home 

now i’m old 

and sleep is all i want

[ … ] 

i’ve found new scars on my body , im holding the tool 

ain’t no sense in an im sorry , but i cared about you

i cared about you

i cared about you

i cared about you

i cared about you

i swear , i swear 

that’s it’s no fair , no fair 

i just want you here , you here 

baby we could go nowhere , nowhere ( nowhere ) 

( i swear , i swear , i swear , i swear )

baby we can can go nowhere , nowhere

comfort

ayena savant

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