Why am i here

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[VERSE I: Raindrop Walka]
i'm falling apart
you mighta thought i was playing a part in the art i've created but most of the words reflect what's happened or what is waiting to start happening
i keep on damaging myself
tryna fill the void with all this water round my neck
i'm bout to drip until i drown
all these drugs up in my nose
i taste the drip that shit's so sour
all these cars that i bought either don't start or got impounded
pursued the american dream
the nightmare's what i doubted
catch a flight to london or i'll catch i flight to lyon
show my face in public
show another one at home
see my name on the marquee
letters falling down
littering a cold dark street somewhere downtown
as soon as i reached cloud 9 it started storming
heavy thunderstorms in every city that i'm touring
life ain't like a rap video
that's just a warning
hoping to see the sun when i wake up in the morning

[VERSE II: Hearse Boy]
all this misery, misery, misery
fuck
look at my history
no mystery where I might end up
just shut up
don’t wanna hear it
it’s my decision
may be my last words so just please listen
so long
it’s been torture being here
so gone
getting high been how I cope with fear
same song
and I’m sick of singing it
let me move on
it’s for my benefit but come one come all to my down fall
bear witness to everything that I can’t solve
my therapist made me promise before I end it all
that her phone would be the one I choose to call crying asking
is it really worth it?
what's beneath the surface or behind the curtain
really don’t think I wanna take this any further
made one last attempt to figure out my purpose
I called her phone it said..

[OUTRO: Raindrop Walka & Hearse Boy]
when life gets hard keep on marching on
even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car
keep on marching on

Long Term Effects of SUFFERING

THE NUMBER YOU HAVE DIALED IS NOT IN SERVICE

Lyrics


Black hair fishnets
slim waist corset
your dad doesnt know about all the time we had sexs

Meeting at night when her dads at work
rubbing her skin and the night goes blur
every single night seems to end with us nude
i dont wanna fight i wanna run away with her

Puppy dog lips with the fuck me eyes
girl got daddy issues so i know what she likes
freaky little bitch lemme claim whats mine
she wants me to stay but her dads back by nine

Black hair fishnets
slim waist corset
your dad doesnt know about all the time we had sexs

Two blocks down holds a girl of my dreams
to bad now cause shes leaving me up on seen
dads pissed off by the hickies that he has seen
im just mad that i lost a girl that i need

im a kid with a dull mindset
when i fail know i tried my best
girl gotta smile that i cant forget
i wanna be the reason you think all men are shit

Black hair fishnets
slim waist corset
your dad doesnt know about all the time we had sexs

sad bitch with a bad bitch mindset
doing every durg that her body can digest
coping with her issues she locked away in her chest
i gave her my hand and she guided it to her neck

play boy necklace on every boys checklist
knows what she wants and gets what she can
fake love rough sec gave trust lost that
devils advocate with an angels delicate voice

Black hair fishnets
slim waist corset
your dad doesnt know about all the time we had sexs

Black Hair

Thought of You (ft. aWannabe)

YETOMO

imoverstimulated

Godhateswhatwedid

Imapieceof____

iguessicantkeepyouout

produced by goldenhour
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=npqQpH9tkfY
@ayewannabe

wannabe:
uh uh uh, im skating over to your place
cause your only 3 minutes away
the girl across the street that i find to catch a feel
im getting Lost again, can you help me be found?

ah, ah, ah, im goin crazy
giving you my time im like your hour glass baby
ooooo, ah, ah, ah
breaking my neck doin' 180's.

(chorus)

aye, aye, yah, yah
you got me runnin and runnin', runnin' and runnin', runnin' and runnin' over to your place

you got me runnin and runnin', runnin' and runnin', runnin' to my dream girl, that's 3 minutes away.

you got me runnin and runnin', runnin' and runnin', runnin' and runnin' over to your place!

you got me runnin and runnin', runnin' and runnin', runnin' to my dream girl, that's 3 minutes away.

a-ooooo. nah, nah, nah (x4)

hold up i gotta catch myself from falling
into my hell im crawling. 
can you pick up the phone? 
(phone) (falling)

(audible hummimg)

goldenhour:
you remind me of days i wasnt upset
3 minutes away id rather be dead
rather be dead

i been lighting candles just too get your scent outside of my room, 
i would light myself on fire if it meant i could forget you
but we know thatll never become true
i been up for days thinkin' bout' you
i been up for days thinkin about you
thinkin about you, thinkin about 
want you in my arms
yea i wanna hold you
lets look at the stars while i hold

you stay, with me you stay, with me

wannabe:
aye, aye, yah, yah

aye, aye, yah, yah
you got me runnin and runnin', runnin' and runnin', runnin' and runnin' over to your place

you got me runnin and runnin', runnin' and runnin', runnin' to my dream girl, that's 3 minutes away.

you got me runnin and runnin', runnin' and runnin', runnin' and runnin' over to your place!

you got me runnin and runnin', runnin' and runnin', runnin' to my dream girl, that's 3 minutes away.

a-oooo nah nah nah
a-oooo nah nah nah
a-oooo nah nah nah
a-oooo nah nah nah

Hold up i gotta catch myself from falling
into my hell im crawling 
can you pick up the-

you only live 3 minutes away. with awannabe (this isnt my only song stream something else)

Shoutout to prod, (4caz) check out his YouTube channel 
(Writer credit)
Cgpree
For helping me write this song out 


(Lyrics)

Everything you say 
It won’t get 
  into my head. 
I already been tempted 
By devil already 
I been floating off the pain,
 I can’t feel a thing 
Double lucid cup  in my dreams, 
Where I can move thing 

got me swervin in the rain
Heart broken once, again 
Now 
I wear it 
like a chain  
Voices in my head, 
But they 
don’t know 
My name 

in my  room full 
of smoke 
My Fate
 imagines  
Of mine 
mistakes  
That 

 I made 

thoughts clouding  
in 
Tryna drowned on 
my sins 
A voice kept on 
shouting on me 
That  I am 
Gonna die someday 
Demons in disguising
got em 
posted up in the lobby
 acting they 
know me


Grim reaper by my left side 
 Ain’t tryna catch a  body
Money on the table
But my soul is 

 emptied  
On this cup 
No emotions 
 I gotta fill it up 
So 
I gotta 
Pop another 
pill just
 to feel plenty

Love is a drug, 
I got
 myself addicted
Love is deadly  
Feel like I won’t make it 

Shawty  was a angel, 
now she ridin with 
a envy Tats on her
 left arm  
Felt  It on my 
skin
 I was Kratos   
Ashes of my  sins
 I gotta wear it 

I took another 
Sip
just to forget 
about it 

Tryna find peace
 in a  this cold world 
Mixin up the Xan with 
the thoughts 
in my head
Prayin to a 
To Heaven 
A
Heartbroken soldier, 
Blood drip like water
Bullet wombs 
In my heart 
Pourin out  
 every rhyme 
Feel real 
I  
See my past life 
 in the 
rear mirror 
 ghost rider 
Seeing all pain  
In my fucking eyes 
Lost in the 
Spiral,
Endless 
void 
Where 
I am dying 
In a 
Never ending cycle 
It’s hard

when you have nobody

iguessicantkeepyouout

aWannabe

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