acapella blues

A haunting confession from the edge of nowhere. Lay Me in the Dirt dives into heartbreak, regret, and the heavy truth we’re forced to carry alone. This track blends raw storytelling with cinematic tension — a soul screaming quietly from the back roads where love died and survival began. Turn the lights down and let the echoes hit.

Lay Me in the Dirt Sin

Lay Me in the Dirt

When no matter how you try, you still seem to go nowhere

[Instrumental]

[Verse 1]
And though I twist and turn
I'll never recoup the loss
This game is such a bitch to play
Its wearing me down day by day

[Chorus]
When will I be free?
I can't stop the bleeding
All of this is meaningless
All of this will fade away
always tryna do my best
But I can't fucking change

[Verse 2]
I am not here, 
I am not there, 
I am nowhere
I have no fear 
death will come near,
I am no one

[Chorus]
Let me be free
Let me be free
Let me be free
Let me be free

[Chorus]
I often wonder what's the point
Of living in this way
If I can't be free, what's the point
Of living in this pain
I'm just looking for a little joy
To kill away the pain
If I can't be free, what's the point
I'll just go insane

[Chorus]
When will I be free?
I can't stop the bleeding
When will I be free?
I can't stop the bleeding

[Outro]
All of this is meaningless
All of this will fade away
Im just tryna do my best
But I can't fucking change

[Outro]

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oooh oooh oooh oooh

Meaningless (R&B)

TRACK 3: EVERY ACT
    Theme: Choices Actualize Reality
    Verse 1
        I used to think the small things
        Disappeared into the noise
        But there's a ledger somewhere keeping
        Every quiet, hidden choice
        The universe is listening
        For what I'll decide to be
        Every yes and every no
        Becomes a new reality
    Verse 2
        Potential waits in everything
        Like seeds beneath the snow
        And I'm the warmth that wakes them
        I'm the hand that helps them grow
        Nothing is too ordinary
        Nothing slips beneath the scale
        The cosmos keeps what I create
        Nothing true can fail
    Chorus
        Every act—actualizes
        Every choice—realizes
        Something that was only possible
        Until I made it real
        Every act—the universe
        Expands by what I choose
        Nothing I decide is wasted
        Nothing good I lose
    Hook
        Every act—actualizes
        Every choice—makes it real

EVERY ACT

Bird Talk (fly away)

All of the Weekdays for You....thank you to those who helped me with this

All of the Weekdays for You

https://youtu.be/iEDc0lO-FmM
here's a audio collage on the circular nature of time, nostalgia, sex and amends 
Written by half moon bay
Produced by half moon bay
Engineered by half moon bay
Mixed by half moon bay

Babes and lables
Pure some fables
Cane and abel
Flourish stable
You're an angel
How'd you get your hands on it
Enabled me to lounge and plan for it

Why'd you up and change on me tonight
Kellogs wait dont flake on me tonight
Well i'll come remain in heat inside

Time running in circles
On the lines
I'm judging i hurt you
More than time flies
Highly involved
Yes you and I Might
Not even talking 
Something slight

I rosy the life in retrospect 
Its on me to find the truth in that
Its lowkey the climb and I respect
If you don't like mine I still will check
For you and yours
As for me and mine it could be you 
and yours

You're clearly growing up
And what went around came back around for me
I'm clearly getting older
You could tell i lost my god and 
Thinking bout your love
Feeling wayward

Stanley You're Making Me Blush! (( Prod. HMB ))

Track: PFH
Artist: Yoko Milan

Producer: Mykal Riley
Writer: Yoko Milan

PFH (prod. Mykal Riley)

Please stay safe in the world out there
I'll be home, I'll be waiting here
You got your phone, so I'm always near
I love you and I always will
Stay safe in the world out there
Feel your wings, let them rid your fears
Feel your blood, let it pulse to your ears
Watch the stars, hear their voice so clear

Even though I'm gone, I'm always here for you
I'm your brother so that is just what I do
If someone breaks your heart, I'll be there for you
I will care for you 
And our folks will too

This life is a race and it's your turn to run
You've been working day and night for what's to come
I remember hanging out with you in summer sun
Selling snow cones on our porch was lots of fun

And there were times I was pretty mean to you
I didn't mean to be a trial to get through
I didn't know to know what was best for you
But now I do know for you

Find yourself in the arms of the world
Little star, learn to glow out there
Light the world, let em know out there
Who you are and what you have to share

Please stay safe in the world out there
I'll be home, I'll be waiting here
You got your phone, so I'm always near
I love you and I always will
Stay safe in the world out there
Feel your wings, let them rid your fears
Feel your blood, let it pulse to your ears
Watch the stars, hear their voice so clear

Please stay safe in the world out there
I'll be home, I'll be waiting here
You got your phone, so I'm always near
I love you and I always will
Stay safe in the world out there
Feel your wings, let them rid your fears
Feel your blood, let it pulse to your ears
Watch the stars, hear their voice so clear

with love,

Xavier.

W A V E S I I - T H E O U T R O

IYJANA