threesixty 🍏  @ueno54 / #brat

Prettygirl that decays in her room,
Just like a flower, that will never really bloom, fingertips on my lips, like a kiss.
Tell me why I cry why are we so doomed.
Bloody rain,razor blades,im in pain. 
I could try to text you, but I know its in vein.

PrttyGirll

lizzie carmichael

i remember like last year when u came to my house, and i canceled my plans just to see u

a thousand lives @ueno54

@deadpunchy

hallucinate at the stars
if you look too hard they pop out
and i didnt get what you said
untill the week later i didnt like it
i wish you could be a little bit nicer
then i would be lighter
on your punishment
and i want to smash your urn in
because ive been burning again ohh
and i want to show you how
much ive been earning
because ive been learning
to shut my mouth ohh
and i dont think that its working
because ive been lurking and changing

if its to much to 
change it 
id rather lay under your skin
and i crave you
they said love was for fools that only 
adore you
a whole in my chest has rotten 
and you shouldve called them
but thats not my problem 
i was right there when you saw them
and you couldve called them
and you shouldve called them
but thats not my problem 
i was right there when you saw them

hallucinate with punchy

@neetsongs cover

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking
I’m a social disaster

I feel like a fish up on land
Im out of control, I don’t understand
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking
I’m a social disaster

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever
I can never talk to you
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

please be patient i have autism

@celai fₒᵣgᵢᵥₑ ₘₑ (Ⴆιƚƚҽɾ ϝɾυιƚ)

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=FHviwdECNjU

im so fuckin ugly 
as can be
i’m taking in your precious
presence  
cos you cause me to 
think that im pretty
(pretty pretty)
im so fucking ugly
as can be
on the outside and the inside

ooh look at that 
little fucking creep
i bet thats wat they think of me
and i'd still be there for them
but would they be there for me?

the decisions ive made
always get in the last laugh
i'm stabbing my own back
i wonder when i'll crack
i miss myself so bad
my old self was so happy
 respect that i had
went away in a flash

im so fuckin ugly
im so fuckin messy 
dont even care if u love me
(love me love me)
i dont really feel worthy
cos im so ugly
cos im so ugly
cos im so ugly

Ugly

beat by @prodpishogue

feel like ive heard it all before
as i fall into the floor
got nowhere that i can run to
17, what has my life come to
singin to bands i cry in my room
i cant eat nothing i sleep past noon
give u all my heart when i talk to u
but be careful its fragile its not immune
im so boring i feel the same pain over and over again
i was 10 years old i was never alone but i cant go back to then
im racking my brain
lookin for answers
but im hungover
im just as worthless as that trash you threw away, maybe even lower
i get lost in the clouds could get lost in your eyes if youd let me
i get lost in my head, will you think of me or forget me

hungover

chillin wit my shawty
im so gone cant feel my body
everything is looking shoddy
we can sit and drink some coffee
by the fireplace and talk
when ur gone im there to stalk
and i walked and i walked
down every single block
n she said im weird but she thinks that im cool
i dont feel like anything but a fucking tool
n its fine thats what i am
u can be so very cruel
i just yearn for ur approval
kicked me in the family jewels
n when im gone noone will care
Cuz there was nobody there
All i have is me and squares
And the thought of your cool hair
if i were to pass out
n just fuckin tap out
would u give me narcan
would u leave me on the ground
im a fuckin loser
this shit is my diary
dealing with anxiety
i get high do not mind me
dont fit in with society
ima leave it quietly
give me way more privacy
fuck this life its not for me

PrttyGirll

skelya