song i made for my dad's birthday, always cherish and appreciate the time you have left with your parents, and may God keep them safe for you :)



heavily inspired by artists like camacon, convexity, xunox, klypht

onguliti

Lyrics :

uh, uh, uh, uh
and I trusted my faith like I would never suffer
(tell me how to feel safe in myself)

cause I lie to myself like I lie to my mother
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear
i'm tossing my dreams like I will never suffer
You're so special to me - don't you care ?

(tell me how to feel safe in myself, tell me how to feel safe in myself, tell me how to feel safe in myself)
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear

cause I lie to myself like I lie to my mother
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear

cause I lie to myself like I lie to my mother
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear

tell me how to feel safe in myself huh,
tell me how to feel safe in myself huh,
tell me how to feel safe in myself oh,
Will you stop sabotaging yourself ?

cause I lie to myself like I lie to my mother
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear
i'm tossing my dreams like I will never suffer
You're so special to me - don't you care ?

cause I lie to myself like I lie to my-
(is there something wrong with you no swear)
(is there something wrong with you no swear)
(lie to myself like I lie to my mother)
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear

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Hi ! This song is one of my most important works artistically speaking. I had a lot of fun blending multiple genres, and it's the first time I'm really putting my own voice in the front. 

I had something to express about how I've been struggling with existential questions, finding a love for self and some confidence. At the time I was hiding everything that I was ashamed of to everyone around so much I was scared of being perceived as weird and getting rejected. All of this which, indeed, was destroying me from the inside.

I'm very proud to show this project to y'all now. I hope you like it as much as I do !

Musically,

•♪x- HYKARVS -x♫•

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what's next? (anv10 submission)

thank you https://soundcloud.com/neoluminum . <3

MUSIC VIDEO BY ME: https://youtu.be/44SWO9dCoyw?si=6n2uhM5zS613s90f
FULL COMP: https://soundcloud.com/neoluminum/sets/neoluminum-vol-3

i went through a time where i wanted to make so many different things at the same time . but each time i do , it never truly feels like me -- little bits and pieces of who i am not .

the project file for this song is called "ill try being joeB.flp" and ironically , through trying to be someone else , i found myself . or something corny like that

this track serves as a declaration of the end of my yearning and longing for individuality -- ill do whatever the fuck i want from here on out , and i hope you find a way to feel the same . this is freedom .

thank you for listening , as always <3

fragments of who i never was (neo vol3 version)

stream on other platforms : https://release.studio/sanguine

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