BASTARD

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone

17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
somethings always brewing, no matter what, it hurts
everything im doing is fucking wrong, it never works
you were my ecstasy, it ruined my plans
im fucking up everything, theres blood on my hands
i knew what you meant to me and still couldnt help myself
with the cards im dealt so

ill blow my brains out, ill paint the walls
i hate myself, im fucking appalled 
no hesitation if it goes wrong
theyll finally love me when im dead and gone
17 xans for my birthday
i swear im going out in the worst way
im crying like a child, its a sure thing
the candles wont go out, theyre still burning

im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words
im such a fucking loser, baby im a bastard
couped up on my computers, micd up screaming bad words

birthdaybash prod me

A Silent Voice (mbrk)

too much to handle for one person

bullshit

Baby, you don't know
What you mean to me, and I hope that's alright
'cause baby, you don't know
How it seems to me when you control my life
Baby, it's all mistakes that we both make
You don't know you fucked up
I'm praying you call my name, but it's in vain
We know we're out of luck (Luck)

When you left me, I still came back, crawling back to you
You say that I don't love you, but we both know that ain't true
You're controlling me, but you don't have no right
Say it's fine, hurt my mind
I told you a thousand times
Fucking with my head, my life
I think we just need some time to figure it out

Baby, you don't know
What you mean to me, and I hope that's alright
'cause baby, you don't know
How it seems to me when you control my life
Baby, it's all mistakes that wе both make
You don't know you fucked up
I'm praying you call my name, but it's in vain
Wе know we're out of luck (Luck)

Bleeding from my arms
Thinking that if you were with me, it would be solved
The only color I ever see is washing off
So look the other way
It's hard, but it's okay; you practice every day

Baby, you don't know
What you mean to me, and I hope that's alright
'cause baby, you don't know
How it seems to me when you control my life

bunii - you're oblivious and it hurts (feat. Kid Moon)

Terrified (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

bling

lyrics: 

swear that im a hothead, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
but when i drop they love it. see the ring, look, pussy, kiss it

they love me more than i fuck with myself, its insane
i know theyre mortified, i wanna blow out my brain
treat me like coraline, take out my eyes and ill stay
im feeling more alive
i swear to god that im a hot head, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
when i drop they love it. see the ring, look, pussy, kiss it
but they dont read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen
no, i cant sleep at all
i dream of you when i wake
i let you keep it all
you planted it in my brain
i scrape my knees and fall for you and all of your games
so if you see me, call
but i wont answer

im a hothead, i used to be normal and i miss it
no, i cant keep standing when im bleeding in the kitchen
one more day is all i need
just to make me through the week
its the same, it all repeats
say a prayer before i leave

she told me to tell her, i cant find out where to start
say you love me up and down but you dont treat me like you are

said her favorite song of mine is probably galore
cause when the metals on my wrist it doesnt leave it sore
you said i was the only one, ive heard that one before
you dont gotta love me, i just wanted to be yours

thats the thing i hate
i cant break away
cause, damn it, im a hot head, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
but when i drop, they love it
seee the ring, look, pussy, kiss it
but they dont read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen

when they see me on that stage i pray they understand the vision
ima paint my bedroom red so they cant see how ive been living
love the rosaries, i count the beads then i proceed with sinning
i know your home is just a house to me so, baby, whats the difference
ill communicate at the best of my ability 
i was way too late, now youre hiding what u feel of me
so ill play your games, pass the time, you’re slowly killing me
so i lay awake, face is red, my fists are clenching

___ i just wanted to be yours w/ bunii

#wings[] vinyl & cd

dotsong w/ bunii

the light left my iris w/ bunii

#bastard#bastard#bastard#bastard#bastard#bastard

ive been feeling so sick
and you dont seem to notice, darlin
whats it gonna take to see me
you got me on a goose chase
cause i miss being where you lay
a reminder every sunday
need to tell me of theres some way
that you can finally
open up your heart
cause im stuck being invisible, its hard
and im one more shot from putting up the white flag
cause i just want my life back
before you

untitled2-18-25prod.mbrk#bastard#bastard#bastard

как забыть не могу...
всё что я знаю, я спать не могу
точно я жду, точно я ждууу
режишь ты руки с понедельника по пятницу
наше расставание было для тебя праздником
я незнаю реально? хоть было приятно?

вокруг крови пятна, вокруг крови пятна
прошу хоть раз сними маску, хоть раз буду со мной открытой.
будь со мною классной, я же знаю как ты любишь эту псину.
и эти цветы....
ничего не понимаю, ты просто обьясни
показала ты натуру что ты любишь игры лжи
все твои открытки были для меня гроши..

ладно вру, было очень приятно для души.
но точно ли я жиив?
я незнаю просто в глаза посмотри.
просто подожди....
давай без лжи. (x2)

blueface sadness

oh, the humanity

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