insecure / whats a perfect girl like you doing with a twerp

@wristdowntheriver

prod pekarot

isolate in my room
i mean what else can i do
i mostly feel like tool
people sometimes pick and choose
i can’t place u in my shoes
my brain is beaten and bruised
feels like there’s nothing to lose
to everyone thats old news
remember when my nose oozed
synthetic taste down my tongue
than something changed bout ur love
it went from something i want
to something i think i need
sometimes i just wanna speak
and than i watch the phone ring
it’s recurring thing
maybe it’s something with me
my ribs poppin to say hi
ur eyes starting to bye
wait till u see when i’m high
and how my eyes start to fly
the corners of my sclera
tears washed my mascara
mirror shows a chimaera
maybe i’m acting so dumb
maybe nothing is enough
i feel like i’m trapped in cuffs
confined in this four by four
my thoughts start to echo more
and then i pass out the floor
find my body find my corpse

mascara

Alibiiiii or wtv idrc w/kaysnoto

jaydes - HORROR

@lividlobotomy
lyrics
running out of options i can’t get enough of you
your smile held me away from feeling blue
let’s go to the bar let’s go have a drink or two
your smile got me reminiscing to the fucking moon

if you’re gonna love her you’re gonna get yourself killed
she’s fucking crazy she got my fucking thought thrilled
drugs in my pocket’s their properly concealed 
the winter wind blows and it got my hands chilled

come play in the snow its the only time that ever fucking free’s my mind
don’t bring them all bring one at a time so we can have the night of our live’s
i don’t even fucking live, i survive of the crimes that we have designed 
call my number if you change your mind
you might still hate me but at least i tried

i said i tried but im just trying to survive
can’t sleep at night sometimes i wonder if im losing my mind
i'm questioning why but you might as well stay for the ride
hold on to you tight i wanna take care of you as long as i am alive

just stay for me for one night (for one night)
the scars will burn with time (burn with time)
and if you think that something never will well it really just might
and i can promise that from you i will never hide

lie with me 
wont you die with me 
wont you die with me 
wont you die with me

bite my wrists and ill bite yours too until we sit in a pile of our bodily fluids
cook me alive burn me to the ground i wannabe lost nowhere to be found
promise me that you’ll never switch up cuz you're the one that i love cuz you're the one that i love

this was supposed to be a throwaway...(ft livid)

do you see me
look inside my eyes
dont you see me
dont deceive me
filled with agony
babe believe me
do you sense me
do you miss me

do you see me
look inside my eyes
dont you see me
dont deceive me
to much with agony
babe belive me
ill see you this evening
ill see you this evening

dont decive me

Jaydes - Decay

jaydes count up dracula throwaway

spotify

why am i still here

ever since you left Ive been even more obsessed

Overdub instrument with Home Recording - 10/05/2025
Performed on a Tagima Jazz Bass Guitar

dont decive me

sativ4