Girls are all the same just break my heart already or nah
Hunt for my heart already or not
(mwah cutie)
And I really drunk but I feel drunk
I aint really drinking but I'm about to
I don't really know how to talk to people,
psych I'm great at it but I got to fake and shit
'Cause if I smile and I dont I dont know I get treated like a bitch
Treated like I aint shit, stand up tall be yourself psyche nah
Whatever though I just wanna be me 
I'm tired of living like someone else so fuck you

Look I've been hurt so I see things different,
I wanna find a girl who can flip perspective,
Warm reflection makes me feel, 
I fall too fast it's never real
Why god do I have to feel take my heart to hold and peel
Hold my tongue and not my breath I'm in too deep and its not clear

Girls are all the same just break my heart already or nah
Hunt for my heart already or not
(La La La La Or Nah)
Girls are all the same just break my heart already or nah
Hunt for my heart already or not
(mwah cutie)
And I really drunk but I feel drunk
I aint really drinking but I'm about to
I don't really know how to talk to people,
psych I'm great at it but I got to fake and shit
'Cause if I smile and I dont I dont know I get treated like a bitch
Treated like I aint shit, stand up tall be yourself psyche nah
Whatever though I just wanna be me 
I'm tired of living like someone else so fuck you

Girls (jang0)

Produced by Hayku: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3Wh_R4dUAZ25z7Ftzv0s2g

Follow my twitter: twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Lyrics:
oh i dont seem to feel at home in this house
the walls seem to encroach as i breath out
with glassy eyes you look away as i reach out
call your phone but my number on your screen has been bleeped out
im torn apart like our pictures you threw out
in the dead of night i cant find what i need now

with the last push
of my breath
i just hope these words reach you
and you read them
and you catch on to the meaning
but pretend
that youve never even seen them
my message

its these cold nights
im alright
but the chill still cuts right through
i dont wanna go if its not with you 
i dont really know if those words were true
it only takes one night
to lose those lights
turn blue skies to a jet black hue
i dont condone all the shit that i do
dunno how to cope when i got that news

she marked my grave 
with a match that burned for days
let the heat reside within these eyes
til silenced by the blade
the words that i had thought but i dont really care to say
will press on me forever til i crumble from the weight

with the last push
of my breath
i just hope these words reach you
and you read them
and you catch on to the meaning
but pretend
that youve never even seen them
my message

its these cold nights
im alright
but the chill still cuts right through
i dont wanna go if its not with you 
i dont really know if those words were true
it only takes one night
to lose those lights
turn blue skies to a jet black hue
i dont condone all the shit that i do
dunno how to cope when i got that news
ITS THESE COLD NIGHTS 
IM ALRIGHT
BUT THE CHILL STILL CUTS RIGHT THROUGH
I DONT WANNA GO IF ITS NOT WITH YOU
I DONT REALLY KNOW IF THOSE WORDS WERE TRUE
IT ONLY TAKES ONE NIGHT
TO LOSE THOSE LIGHTS
TURN BLUE SKIES TO A JET BLACK HUE
I DONT CONDONE ALL THE SHIT THAT I DO
DUNNO HOW TO COPE WHEN I GOT THAT NEWS



thank u for listening

a message (hayku)

Stacking these bills in the shiny box
Yeah,
Taking these pills for the morning flight
Yeah,
She told me that she loves me and she's down to ride
She told me that she loves me but it's all a lie
Wake up in the morning, feeling like shit
I say get high
Memories haunting but one day I'm gonna touch the sky
I'm not scared of falling, yeah
At least then I can say that I tried
I'll say that I tried
I'll say that I tried
I'm not scared of falling
At least then I can say that I tried

I'll be balling in fiji
She'll tell me that she fucking need me
They hating I'm not even signed tho
They're mad that I'm fucking their side hoe
I do this like all of the time
Never regret it, they hit all the high notes

Feel like I'm getting too deep 
Hard to smile when you can't breathe
Yeah, demons all around me
I feel like I'm drowning
I need some closure
Never sober
Can't keep my composure
Always lower
I, never knew it'd get this bad
Tell me why I feel so sad 

Put all of her shit in a box
Lit it on fire, then she called the cops
Never knew this shit would drop
But now I'm sneak dissing and made it a bop (x2)

Stacking these bills in the shiny box
Yeah,
Taking these pills for the morning flight
Yeah,
She told me that she loves me, and she's down to ride
She told me that she loves me but it's all a lie
Wake up in the morning, feeling like shit
I say, get high
Memories haunting but one day I'm gonna touch the sky
I'm not scared of falling, yeah
At least then I can say that I tried
I'll say that I tried
I'll say that I tried
I'm not scared of falling
At least then I can say that I tried

I'll say that I tried 
Won't, wish that I died
When the morning comes
I'll be glad I survived
Glad I survived 
Glad I survived

I need someone to save me
Before I lose my mind
I need someone to save me 
Before I'm left behind
But I'm glad I survived
I'm glad I survived 
I'm glad I survived' 

Blinded and I'm fazed really caught me by surprise
Thru my darkest days at least I can say I tried
U been all amazed by what u witnessed with those eyes
I been in a daze ever since I took flight 
I
Think I might have lost my mind
Why
Do these pills only make me rewind
Lie
Down until I'm fine
Try
To make it thru the night

I'm a little lost I was hoping u could guide me
Cluttered by the flock but thru it all You're still shining
Try to make it out with this love u once denied
At least I can say I tried

Stacking these bills in the shiny box
Yeah,
Taking these pills for the morning flight
Yeah,
She told me that she loves me, and she's down to ride
She told me that she loves me

I Tried ft. Yokai Dreams (prod. CashoutBernard)

Cease To Breathe

Is What It Is (Prod. Vxnie1k x proddjdd)

Why you do me like that OG

SOMBER OUT NOW 

VOCALS ~@drubo-666
                  @wethher
PRODUCED BY; WETGROPES

(lyrics)
storm drains draing 
i cant take anymore pain in
let me know
let me know that you still love me
do you wanna see me fall down
(storm drains draing olala olala)
misery fills my heart 
shartter the glass of the gift i gave you
waiting for in may will i be the same
 misery in may i cant feel the pain 
would you just let me go

(wethher)
Misery, it was something that you called before
It wasn’t me, it was something that you’re fallin for
And i couldn’t stand it at all
No

Remember me, like the times where you knew to love
The memories, how they lied to give us up
And i couldn’t help falling down the drain
The sewers of our empty hearts

Misery it was something that you called before
It wasn’t me, it was something that your fallin for
Now won’t you please let me go oh

Strom Drain

9/24/2020

Storm Drain Ft. wethher [p.wetgropes]

Heard you talking real loud,
To your friends on the phone
And I know you didn't think that I could hear it
You wish I wasn't around,
I'll be gone when you wake
Don't worry, I won't make an appearance 
Kept this bitch by my side for a minute
Now I feel like she's a demon
Cannot trust a soul, I should've known it was pretend

Won't be taking you back 
That's treason
All these bitch's just lie and cheating
I'll keep counting my racks,
Increased it
I got my own back, 
That's defense

I don't wanna go back,
Don't need her
She's a demon, 
She's a damn soul eater
Kicking back in my new two seater
Wrist wet, now she watch from the bleacher

All my friends said I should leave her
Heard it from the choir, now I'm talking to the preacher
I'm an over achiever, never looking back
I'ma follow the procedure
Now I'm forced to delete her,
Time to move on, take a hit of this reefer
I'll be balling like Jeter
Never in the back, making plays I'ma leader

Heard you talking real loud,
To your friends on the phone
And I know you didn't think that I could hear it
You wish I wasn't around,
I'll be gone when you wake
Don't worry, I won't make an appearance 
Kept this bitch by my side for a minute
Now I feel like she's a demon
Cannot trust a soul, I should've known it was pretend(x2)

You were too damn ruthless 
Should've known you'd discard me
Damn you were abusive
But I know that I'll get through this
All my scars and all my bruises
Make me who I am today
Yeah, that's why I fucking do this
I'll just smoke away the pain,
Helps me cope when I go through it

Everybody's gonna change
They switch up but keep on moving
Had to learn the hard way
Hopefully I can help you through it
Had to learn the hard way
Hopefully I can help you through it..

Demon (prod. CashOutBernard)

Sie sagt (prod. P4RA)

I WANT YOU - ft. DXT.GXV - (p. nvki)

cover art - @pastnight
producer - @thefalseshepherd
background vocals - @itstyfon

lyrics-
i'm not aiming for the top
looking for a place to call my home deserve my spot
even if i never make a penny i'ma write
turn depression into  a message for kids alike

i was down bad hard, suicide i've had enough
decade in the making, i'ma show em what's up
bit my flesh apart, almost blinded myself once
mind was so delusional i'm dangerous, no fun

never said a word but my eyes spoke everything
family in my room crying out, don't know what to think
sister scared to live with me, my dad just wants his son to blink
i agreed to go with them so they could start to fucking breathe

i just wanna leave the scene, thought if i spoke rationally 
i could go home but that didn't mean that actually
i said every chilling thought but did it with a soothing voice
i spoke hella casual, the info made her make her choice

locked inside a room over night they never let me know
but they went and told my fucking family to hit the road
morning time, they transfer me like hannibal, i'm bound and cold
had me in the back of the van pointed at the road

face to face with drivers behind us but they don't fucking know
they couldn't see through the tinted window, where i sat and spoke
tears ran down my face cause i start to dissociate
i'm still like a kid but they're treating me like norman bates

been awhile since i did that shit
nothing really changed but the love i gained, it's intimate
never thought i'd gain anything i'm scared of losing
feelings fucking bittersweet, my thoughts will put me through it

been awhile since i did that shit
nothing really changed but the love i gained, it's intimate
never thought i'd gain anything i'm scared of losing
feelings fucking bittersweet, my thoughts will put me through it

bittersweet
yeah it's bittersweet my thoughts attacking me
i can't deal, i can't deal with this, i fear you're leaving me
i don't got no reason, got no reason, yet i feel this way
feeling fucking petrified, the thought of you just makes my day

bittersweet
yeah it's bittersweet my thoughts attacking me
i can't deal, i can't deal with this, i fear you're leaving me
i don't got no reason, got no reason, yet i feel this way
feeling fucking petrified, the thought of you just makes my day

Spotify!

bittersweet (prod. emptyvenom)

Hi I make music... the moon is pretty cool 🌙

I Tried ft. Yokai Dreams (prod. CashoutBernard)

AZENTRIX