Girls are all the same just break my heart already or nah
Hunt for my heart already or not
(mwah cutie)
And I really drunk but I feel drunk
I aint really drinking but I'm about to
I don't really know how to talk to people,
psych I'm great at it but I got to fake and shit
'Cause if I smile and I dont I dont know I get treated like a bitch
Treated like I aint shit, stand up tall be yourself psyche nah
Whatever though I just wanna be me 
I'm tired of living like someone else so fuck you

Look I've been hurt so I see things different,
I wanna find a girl who can flip perspective,
Warm reflection makes me feel, 
I fall too fast it's never real
Why god do I have to feel take my heart to hold and peel
Hold my tongue and not my breath I'm in too deep and its not clear

Girls are all the same just break my heart already or nah
Hunt for my heart already or not
(La La La La Or Nah)
Girls are all the same just break my heart already or nah
Hunt for my heart already or not
(mwah cutie)
And I really drunk but I feel drunk
I aint really drinking but I'm about to
I don't really know how to talk to people,
psych I'm great at it but I got to fake and shit
'Cause if I smile and I dont I dont know I get treated like a bitch
Treated like I aint shit, stand up tall be yourself psyche nah
Whatever though I just wanna be me 
I'm tired of living like someone else so fuck you

Girls (jang0)

this is fucking disgusting, i meant to do justice to the beat but the effects are all off and I just want to get something out, and my mic is fucked so I can't record new takes I'm sorry

put it out early because I have irl shit to tend to

Lyrics:

woah woah

what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus
fucking virus
dealing with a liar
she is not a friend to me but she could be my lover
just her entering is enough for the mood to somber
i don't wanna argue you so sit back where it's calmer

oh my god oh my god what the fuck
why the hell is everybody drunk
saw a bottle fly across the room i almost had to duck
these are not my people so i'll curl right up and tuck

we can talk
we can talk when i'm done
writing on my homie's beat till moon turns into sun
all was well and good and then he drew his fuckin gun
too many people aiming high i do this shit for fun
i don't think i'm gonna win
sorry to my fuckin twin
who wanted me to do more with this life i live
put my "music" in a bin
take it out to trash again
nothing's good enough for me it's all fuckin shit
it's all fuckin shit
i don't deserve like any traction think that i'm unfit
god please don't fucking show your kids
i lose control on the slightest whim

what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus
what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus

life takes sides and so do i
i'll take this time to thank my guide I swear he saved my life

i'm ugly n fucked
yea you know it's fuckin true
don't you try to sugar coat it
i been questioning my hues
i can't tell is summer autumn
is the winter turning blue
something's fucking with my vision 
maybe last night's pill or 2

i don't know what i took i accept that
i don't know what it did but i love it
i don't know what i drank but i downed it
i don't know what i smoked but i'd puff that
yea yea yea
it's all fucking shit
i don't really care bout anything my eyelights dim
oh my god i'm so done with this

what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus
what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus

a generic depressing song [prod. aytayga]

Stacking these bills in the shiny box
Yeah,
Taking these pills for the morning flight
Yeah,
She told me that she loves me and she's down to ride
She told me that she loves me but it's all a lie
Wake up in the morning, feeling like shit
I say get high
Memories haunting but one day I'm gonna touch the sky
I'm not scared of falling, yeah
At least then I can say that I tried
I'll say that I tried
I'll say that I tried
I'm not scared of falling
At least then I can say that I tried

I'll be balling in fiji
She'll tell me that she fucking need me
They hating I'm not even signed tho
They're mad that I'm fucking their side hoe
I do this like all of the time
Never regret it, they hit all the high notes

Feel like I'm getting too deep 
Hard to smile when you can't breathe
Yeah, demons all around me
I feel like I'm drowning
I need some closure
Never sober
Can't keep my composure
Always lower
I, never knew it'd get this bad
Tell me why I feel so sad 

Put all of her shit in a box
Lit it on fire, then she called the cops
Never knew this shit would drop
But now I'm sneak dissing and made it a bop (x2)

Stacking these bills in the shiny box
Yeah,
Taking these pills for the morning flight
Yeah,
She told me that she loves me, and she's down to ride
She told me that she loves me but it's all a lie
Wake up in the morning, feeling like shit
I say, get high
Memories haunting but one day I'm gonna touch the sky
I'm not scared of falling, yeah
At least then I can say that I tried
I'll say that I tried
I'll say that I tried
I'm not scared of falling
At least then I can say that I tried

I'll say that I tried 
Won't, wish that I died
When the morning comes
I'll be glad I survived
Glad I survived 
Glad I survived

I need someone to save me
Before I lose my mind
I need someone to save me 
Before I'm left behind
But I'm glad I survived
I'm glad I survived 
I'm glad I survived' 

Blinded and I'm fazed really caught me by surprise
Thru my darkest days at least I can say I tried
U been all amazed by what u witnessed with those eyes
I been in a daze ever since I took flight 
I
Think I might have lost my mind
Why
Do these pills only make me rewind
Lie
Down until I'm fine
Try
To make it thru the night

I'm a little lost I was hoping u could guide me
Cluttered by the flock but thru it all You're still shining
Try to make it out with this love u once denied
At least I can say I tried

Stacking these bills in the shiny box
Yeah,
Taking these pills for the morning flight
Yeah,
She told me that she loves me, and she's down to ride
She told me that she loves me

I Tried ft. Yokai Dreams (prod. CashoutBernard)

Ion Wanna Hurt Nobody

Where Dreams Are Made

TrainYourEars(prod.mahx II)

all my life

- Beat by MegaBeats,
- mixed & mastered by Bluezy.

Lyrics:

Give me a reason,
To keep going,
Give me a reason,
Or these tears wont stop showing,

Numb the pain make these thoughts leave my brain,
I don't really know why these girls the same,
Shauty think she fine but I know she fake,
Slap makeup on her face, she look just like a cake,

Wake up wake up gotta get that paper,
Don’t let them faze ya,
They all just haters,
Don’t need no fakers,
That bitch a player,
Shes a devil, a devil heart breaker,

Give me a reason,
To keep going,
Give me a reason,
Or these tears wont stop showing,

Imma wolf, and they all fucking sheep,
I wake up up just to go back to sleep,
My motivations none, yeah its peak,
My inspiration gone, rip Lil Peep,

Im struggling to eat I’m struggling sleep,
Thinking back to the days when we used to meet,
Even in a crowd your still the one i see,
Thinking too much on who we used to be,

Give me a reason,
To keep going,
Give me a reason,
Or these tears wont stop showing,

Give Me A Reason

I'm an introvert and don't care
I can't see my worth cuz it's not there
rather sit at home than party it's unfair
When i'm by my lonely I just stare
 At the pictures left you're not there
If you were I don't think you'd care
You're the reason why i'm so scared
What once was a dream feels like a nightmare

Have you ever felt like I do?
Doing drugs to numb pain kept deep inside you..
Fuck one i'ma buy two 
It's never enough when you can't cope with feelings inside you
So done with my issues
always on the run from people who miss you 
til the afterlife I break through 
Wonder what it's like to finally meet you


I'm so torn between life and death
I wonder what it's like to have good thoughts in my head

without you time stands still,
when I need you most I'm stuck in the rear wheel,
It's been a year and I can't feel, anyone comes close to me get's hit with the can't chill 
hope he's better than I ever will
If you need me I'll be there in the back of the party doing drugs that kill
Drinking til my liver hits a stand still 
cocaine in my nose, and I just popped a damn pill
Killing myself slowly is this life real?
No one knows the real me i'm alone but I stay trill
The demons try to hold me
make me stand still
the reaper tried to put me in his game but I ain't made a deal

I'm so torn between life and death, I wonder what it's like to have good thoughts in my head

baby why'd you let go? 
Now I can't deal with the pain
Might have another episode,
So tonight I'll feel the rain
Pour the liquor down my throat 
Hear death calling out my name
I guess that's how it goes
when the night comes and you're to blame

Issues (prod. Droolbeatz)

Heard you talking real loud,
To your friends on the phone
And I know you didn't think that I could hear it
You wish I wasn't around,
I'll be gone when you wake
Don't worry, I won't make an appearance 
Kept this bitch by my side for a minute
Now I feel like she's a demon
Cannot trust a soul, I should've known it was pretend

Won't be taking you back 
That's treason
All these bitch's just lie and cheating
I'll keep counting my racks,
Increased it
I got my own back, 
That's defense

I don't wanna go back,
Don't need her
She's a demon, 
She's a damn soul eater
Kicking back in my new two seater
Wrist wet, now she watch from the bleacher

All my friends said I should leave her
Heard it from the choir, now I'm talking to the preacher
I'm an over achiever, never looking back
I'ma follow the procedure
Now I'm forced to delete her,
Time to move on, take a hit of this reefer
I'll be balling like Jeter
Never in the back, making plays I'ma leader

Heard you talking real loud,
To your friends on the phone
And I know you didn't think that I could hear it
You wish I wasn't around,
I'll be gone when you wake
Don't worry, I won't make an appearance 
Kept this bitch by my side for a minute
Now I feel like she's a demon
Cannot trust a soul, I should've known it was pretend(x2)

You were too damn ruthless 
Should've known you'd discard me
Damn you were abusive
But I know that I'll get through this
All my scars and all my bruises
Make me who I am today
Yeah, that's why I fucking do this
I'll just smoke away the pain,
Helps me cope when I go through it

Everybody's gonna change
They switch up but keep on moving
Had to learn the hard way
Hopefully I can help you through it
Had to learn the hard way
Hopefully I can help you through it..

Demon (prod. CashOutBernard)

I feel like Itachi nobody gets me
I keep doing bad for the better of my path
I won't win tonight I want a win tonight
give me a break I would never ask for that
have you ever had the answers, but the words wont come from you're head?
I feel like Itachi nobody gets me
I keep doing bad for the better of my path
I wont win tonight I want a win tonight
It's on tip of my tongue I get stuck in my head
I forget how to speak overthinking my words
only making it worse telling myself to breath
I'm stuck in between something real and not
I wish there was someone who could pull me from this pit
but I dug this hole on my own and I don't wanna be alone
but I'll sleep in the bed I made cause I made it for me

Itachi (iof)

Hi I make music... the moon is pretty cool 🌙

I Tried ft. Yokai Dreams (prod. CashoutBernard)

AZENTRIX