music vid - https://www.instagram.com/p/CWmeAgiMNAS/

@aimemia
itz not ur fault :/


im wide awake
senseless how im drifting
on an old mistake
u tell me to just let go
but im wide awake
with my eyes ashamed
the silence screams 
so loud inside my brain
 
no icnt sleep
no i cnt sleep
no icnt sleep

been up4 weeks
been up4 weeks
been up4 weeks

my brodie tol me slow dwn
but ithink im gettn closr
sumbdy shlda told ya
im off1
fck it im off1
said im off1
fckit imoff 1

off1 (pr. emia)

@pradaaslife @deadat18

feel like i could've done much more
i hate going on and off
wake up everyday so sore
can it just be like then for once?

i thought we were good
i feel so dumb
now i'm just stuck
and i can't go on
haven't been myself for so long
i think it's time to get back up

it's so one sided
how i felt back then can't put a price on it
can't keep up like this
if you gave me the chance i would do it all again
i lose all i get
got to keep moving no matter how hard it gets
can't go on like this
if you gave me the chance i would do it all again

plastic smile
i just act okay
been for a while
it's never going to be the same

feel like i could've done much more
i hate going on and off
wake up everyday so sore
can it just be like then for once?

i thought we were good
i feel so dumb
now i'm just stuck
and i can't go on
haven't been myself for so long
i think it's time to get back up

Smoke bench (prod. pradaaslife & deadat18)

original upload: https://soundcloud.com/richjunkies/caposodafun
s/o to pop

caposodafun [unrl+extended]

memorial

dsi (w lil wet wet & bedhead)

No Lie (tenoji lewisgoing icetrouble)

prod. Jolst

https://soundcloud.com/eunhae

lyrics

you lie to me, you're wrapped around my heart like a centipede 
this beating in my chest, i just can't breath, i'm trying to figure out what you did to me
(i'm so hopeless)
hit me up, but your love feels like pins and needles
hit me up with the same old drugs when times were somewhat simple
tell me that you're sorry about the things that you couldn't do
and when you tell me that you want to believe me know that i do too
i know you're saying that you want to believe me know that i do too

you never hit me up, feel like its been forever, 
and i been waiting to tell you i loved you since november
i watched the time pass, well better late than never
and now i'm sitting here lonely thinking about the weather 

and i've down bad, you're killing me softly, you're killing me slowly
cant get that time back so i don't wanna waste another second of my life 

hit me up, when i'm feeling sober, i'm sorry that you don't like me, its funny that you don't know her
im sorry i didn't text back, its funny that my heart grew colder

(eunhae)

i'm sorry that i don't text back, 
i cant remember the last time we didn't feel bad
and i've been waiting so long to go back to how it was before 
you know for you i'd try again and reopen the door

cuz every time you're with her its playing in my head
the times we cant get back, still id do it again
i don't know why when every time i try it hurts so bad
i cant give up god i hope that you don't in the end

hollow ft. eunhae (jolst)

#hey<3 U_U + luc6s

LILVICBXI X Capoxxo - Crazy (Prod. Pvscale)

prod. kill breanna x april21 x recyclebin

i dont wanna fight all these battles
i dont care to sweep thru all the rubble
if i want anything its not its double it
most kids dont know lifes too fake and puzzling
i dont wanna fight all these battles
i just wanna know what i know
if i want anything its not its double it
most times i dont know whats important and encompassing
i just hope i know what to say when im malfunctioning
i hope i dont dissapoint you and ruin everything
thats how life is and i dont think that i can get over it
i let myself do the same thing over and over again
i dont learn anything why do you deal with me?
leave me tonight dont cry
i changed but you didnt
torn apart
with a tough love ribbon
different day
same difference
im insane
whats my worth if im not a person?
i hope that i always try to know
sorry you cant wear any of my clothes

produced by @fuckliquidz, @keygennnnn & @bstrxy

mixed and mastered by me

lyrics below enjoy </3
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yeah yeah, light it up smoke this wood
you like the way i talk and dance baby i know you
you let my heart bleed out
feeling so dead now
bring flowers baby maybe we’ll dance again
yeah her swagg on 10 my twin
you left me heartbroken
ion wanna pop this xan (2x)
grab the blade im self harmin
please make this shit end
maybe summer time is the end
i know she feels dead

dsi (w lil wet wet & bedhead)

𝙖𝙯𝙞𝙚 𝙗𝙪𝙜