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lifeblood (sif)

lyrics:

Azrael:
I saw you in my dreams last night 
It didn't feel good and it didn't feel right 
watch how the time passed by 
you moved on so your out of my life
I saw you in my dreams last night 
I knew it wasn't real from the look in your eyes
I know that you'll never be mine 
the closest that it gets is a demon in my mind 

Lilith just wants me to hurt 
cuz in my dreams I always burn
I kissed its neck but its not her
I pray to god she learns her worth
I pray to god to give me strength
and take all of the pain away
Ill find someone to love one day
that's better than her anyways
Ill just wait for the right time
to find someone so hard to find
because this world is just so blind
I want someone for the rest of my life
but until then ill be alright
being alone for just some time
jesus knows whats on my mind
I felt so cold but now I'm fine but...

I saw you in my dreams last night 
It didn't feel good and it didn't feel right 
watch how the time passed by 
you moved on so your out of my life
I saw you in my dreams last night 
I knew it wasn't real from the look in your eyes
I know that you'll never be mine 
the closest that it gets is a demon in my mind 

Rxfxx:
I saw you in my dreams that night
but when I woke up you were gone out my life
and then you never replied
you set me straight to the side
I guess you never were mine
but baby I don't care anymore
leave your love on the floor
and your heart on the floor
because baby mine is torn

Lilith w/ rxfxx (caps.ctrl)

lyrics: 
Wake up
And I still feel the same
Got some makeup
We all wear it every day
How we changed us
It will never be the same
Can we change us
Before we all go away x2
I don't wanna be the same
I don't wanna play a game
The seasons always change
But they never go away
Wake up every day
And we gotta put a mask on
Race away the pain
Like we all driving Nascar
Running from the past
How our time never lasts
We all grow old
Only living in an act
I just wanna be the person
 that I’m meant to be
The seasons always change
 but they'll never change me
Wake up
And I still feel the same
Got some makeup
We all wear it every day
How we changed us
It will never be the same
Can we change us
Before we all go away x4
Copy of a copy
We just focus on the shopping 
Or the kicks were always rocking
Not the path that we are walking
We just talk and talk and talk
But we never really act
I know we need to stop
We aint learning from the past
We never really wake up
Half this world is still asleep
Everything is changing so
Were splitting at the seams
Walking around like robots
 relying on machines
Trauma doesn't make us
And it never broke me

Wake Up (saylobeats)

I made this song over a year ago but finnaly dropped it
Lyrics:

I was turned into a skeleton 
now my soul can never rest again
I've been beaten and bruised before 
but I've never been this sore
I get cold when I'm alone
I hold you close, never let go
Kiss your lips, they feel like home
your full of life, your full of soul.
But I'm just a fucking skeleton
gods been dragging me through hell again
been around the block before
but I just want something more
I was turned into a skeleton 
now my soul can never rest again
I've been beaten and bruised before 
but I've never been this sore

Sore w/ sudden death (splashgvng)

lyrics: 
I just got my god
So I'm good
Never giving up 
If he was a fraud 
Than it wouldn't 
Be a thing I love
I just think allot
Like I should
Im not really dumb
Used to smoke on pot
Now im not 
It just ate me up 
Lost inside my thoughts 
Feeling hot 
I was giving up 
Now im cooling off 
Don't need drugs 
Just to feel some love 
I just got my god 
And he's good
So I got enough 
I'm not gonna stop 
Praising god
Like I know u want

Imma praise god

Used to feel so isolated 
Tryna comprehend the  hatred 
In my life I was complacent 
All Drugged up on medication 
Tryna find some validation 
Failing in my education
Didn't meet the expectations 
Now I got the motivation 
Tryna save the population 
It's his plan no deviation 
They just  judge my occupation 
They don't see the innovation 
Theve been sleeping hypernation 
I've been reading revelation
Focusing on separation 
I don't sin in moderation 
I don't practice divination 
I don't need to see the future 
Just to know im gonna make it
I don't think That I could fake it
I don't play the games your playing
Hatres mad gon keep on hating 
They don't hear the words im saying 
I praise God not his creation 

I just got my god
So I'm good
Never giving up 
If he was a fraud 
Than it wouldn't 
Be a thing I love
I just think allot
Like I should
Im not really dumb
Used to smoke on pot
Now im not 
It just ate me up 
Lost inside my thoughts 
Feeling hot 
I was giving up 
Now im cooling off 
Don't need drugs 
Just to feel some love 
I just got my god 
And he's good
So I got enough 
I'm not gonna stop 
Praising god
Like I know u want

Imma praise god




Praise God (The Sound Clown)

lyrics:

Running running running 
Run away from your love
Im just used to feeling 
Like I'm never enough 
Higher than the ceiling 
I was gone off the drugs 
Never really healing 
Now I give u my trust 
Can u help me feel 
Like I'm actually loved
Show me what is real 
Cuz right now I feel stuck 
Can u help me feel 
Like I'm actually loved
Show me what is real 
Cuz right now I feel stuck 

I keep falling into sin again 
I just wanna save all my freinds
I know it's not to late to repent 
But I can't take back the time thats been spent
I spent my youth allways following trends
Walking down the path that im gonna regret
You took all the voices now there gone from my head 
But I still make some choices that you wouldn't accept 
I know that you saved me
But life still drives me crazy 
Sometimes I get lazy 
Does everybody hate me?
Sometimes I still wonder 
Why you made me
Sometimes I still wish
I had a father that had raised me
But lately 
I've been tryna see things from
Your perspective 
I know that life is a gift 
It's a blessing 
Everytime I fall down 
You teach me a lesson 
But I don't wanna fall
So I need your protection 

Running running running 
Run away from your love
Im just used to feeling 
Like I'm never enough 
Higher than the ceiling 
I was gone off the drugs 
Never really healing 
Now I give u my trust 
Can u help me feel 
Like I'm actually loved
Show me what is real 
Cuz right now I feel stuck 
Can u help me feel 
Like I'm actually loved
Show me what is real 
Cuz right now I feel stuck 


Run From Ur Luv (prod. Azrael)

fuck all them drugz but ion wanna feel ..

it got deep [prod. nokia2k]

new slept on audio exclusive - previously released by sailorboy, now provided to slept on radio for reupload & archival purposes :)

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https://soundcloud.com/sailorb0y
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https://soundcloud.com/neonscarzz

Sailorboy + Misaku Foxx + Ilykarma + Neon Scarzz - Switched Up! (heyarnold)

lyrics:

days fade to black
the more i reach 
the further out of range you get
i been gazing through the cracks in the wall
to the other side
it looks just like mine but not quite
and i wish my mind would just shut off & die
maybe then i would no longer cry
baby wipe the tears out of my eyes
for me

can you stand it?
the way i never even planned it
to turn out this way
had it been any different
i would be nowhere close to here

i only have 2 fears
one is being without you
and the other is being alone

i thought i could handle the damage 
but oh i cant go on

i only have 2 fears
one is being without you
and the other is being alone

out of Range (prod. the sound clown)

lyrics - 

Azrael:
Used to wake up in the morning
Smoke a bowl to start the day
life just felt so boring 
I was running from my pain
I never understood
why everybody ran away
now I talk to god
and he would tell You that I've changed.

tell me what you want
I don't need affliction
Ill tell you what I got
I treat it like a mission
walking down these halls
it felt like a prison
I'm a new man 
I don't need addictions

I don't need  prescriptions
tryna tell me who I am
I don't need some baggage 
tryna get the upper hand
I don't need a lavish life
I like just where I am
Ive been through some things
that I Dont really understand
So I'm learning lessons by reading the bible
got spiritual weapons I ain't talking rifles
I know I'm protected I don't got a rival
I pray for the selfish its all of your idols
so I'm working harder I know jesus got me
the flow getting hotter like eating wasabi
got love from the father so no one can stop me
I've been moving smarter cuz sin ain't a hobby
There's lessons I've learned from the bridges I've burned 
they testing my worth but I'm putting god first
knife in my back but it don't really hurt
he died on the cross so my god did it first
so when I feel lost I go pray at the church
he died as the cost to give me a new birth
one day he's gonna come back to the earth
he died for my sins and he lifted the curse
Used to get bullied at school
So I did drugs and I Thought I was cool
I had some girls but their love wasn't true
I wanted love till I searched for the truth
Now i got both and I'm preaching to you
If u feel lost you got nothing to prove
he died on the cross so that you could be new

tell me what you want
I don't need affliction
Ill tell you what I got
I treat it like a mission
walking down these halls
it felt like a prison
I'm a new man 
I don't need addictions

Makeangelscry:
i dont wanna do the same things dat i did with the same friends
we werent the same ppl back then
time goes by u gotta hold on 2 it
yea this moments gon be gone b4 ur next breath
so u better not let go, u better not let go
i saw u in a vision i cant shake that
and this feeling when we kiss ill never shake it

Azrael:
tell me what you want
I don't need affliction
Ill tell you what I got
I treat it like a mission
walking down these halls
it felt like a prison
I'm a new man 
I don't need addictions

Affliction w/ Makeangelscry (caps.ctrl)

https://youtu.be/4ZSkDvdp5m4?si=YWOqpVzIZ1_WlwPj

about you (pawl4k x azami) (music video in description)

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@moonchildaz

Affliction w/ Makeangelscry (caps.ctrl)

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