Lyrics:
scared of becoming
The person that I'm meant to be
I'm running from love
So I don't feel complete
I’m down on my knees 
Praying god sets me free
Lust is a drug 
That just doesn't compete
Love from the Internet
Doesn't mean anything
I just need some self-respect
Can't focus on everything 
I don't wanna have regrets
But I can't buy a wedding ring 
I can't get her out my head
But now it's my time to spread my wings

Im a tornado 
We were a natural disaster 
Sometimes I hate my name angel
When I keep making them sadder
I let go of my halo
I was focused on after
I just don't wanna hate her 
But you’re are just part of a chapter 

Who’s writing my story
Cuz I want God's will from heaven
But I keep making these choices 
Like I aint learn from my lessons 
Have you ever heard voices 
When you’ve lost your direction 
I wanna give god his glory 
But I have not been repenting 
I want a happy ever after
Not a sadly never mattered
Why I go back to my vomit
Getting lost inside a pattern 

scared of becoming
The person that I'm meant to be
I'm running from love
So I don't feel complete
I’m down on my knees 
Praying god sets me free
Lust is a drug 
That just doesn't compete
Im a tornado 
We were a natural disaster 
Sometimes I hate my name angel
When I keep making them sadder
I let go of my halo
I was focused on after
I just don't wanna hate her 
But you’re are just part of a chapter

Natural Disaster (The Sound Clown)

https://youtu.be/00J8iBt_1tk?si=ZBsYx52ZF2N_HTa-

Identity (Pawl4k) *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

https://youtu.be/P4iqSdPKV94?si=wzxb02n5DNUAxDNI

Lyrics:

Patience is a virtue 
It's on God's timing 
Like he has a curfew.
Lately I've been rhyming 
Tryna bring my freinds to church dude
I can't really hide it 
Lord don't deserve you 
The blood you shed was priceless 

You give me to time 
To change my ways
20 years 
I've grown with age
I love life 
And have new faith 
Open eyes 
I see the change 
Time moves by 
The winds the same 
I chase God 
He keeps me sane
Way back when 
I grew from pain 
I felt so cold
Life felt so plain 
Moving so fast 
I just need to slow down 
I was running from my past 
But then I dropped out
Now im doing shows 
I've been flying all around 
City after city 
Leaving my hometown 
I know  im not forsaken 
Cuz This pain is as old as time 
All of the grace weve taken 
Turned the truth into a lie
It's time for me to waken 
But I still have tired eyes
I still remain complacent
Even When God changed my life
It's a rat race herding cats a
Tryna get it in the bag 
I'm in last place in the fast lane
Still tryna get a lap 
We allways run in circles 
But we're never looking back. 
Fall down from the hurdles 
Someone's gotta be in last 

I pray  my heart is softened 
Cause the world will leave it hardened 
I pray I kiss an angel 
Before I am in a coffin 
I pray my tools are sharpened 
I pray they don't stay heartless 
I pray the fool learns honest truth 
Before their path is godless 

I pray I lose control 
Cause my will isn't my own 
I pray that I have better days 
I'm used to being cold
But there's fire In my soul 
I know im not alone 
I pray one day my soul to take 
I'll walk down golden roads

Birds chirping its a symphony.
I enjoy the little things
Sunsets and ocean waves
Theres beauty in the symmetry 
We should find the time of day
To Pray away the bigotry 
This world may be filled with hate.
We arnt defined by history

I'm just thinking wishfully
But god works through the ministry 
Sympathy for enemies 
I pray they end up listening.
Nothing happens instantly
But times outside infinity 
Wanna spend eternity 
With jesus in divinity


Time (Shlain)

lyrics:

wanna show u love 
But I can't praise you like an idol
I gotta have trust 
I know that it's vital 
I know ur not my rival 
But don't act like ur entitled 
U don't own me 
Or control me
I'm not tryna be prideful 
Most get lost 
Chasing after the wind 
I cant Give you my body 
And then fall into sin 
I can't block my all my blessings 
When im destined to win 
I'm not lil checkers 
Cuz ive learned to repent 

I'm not encouraging you
to do the worst
You could bite the bullet 
Ever wonder if it  hurts?
Remmeber smoking weed 
For 3 weeks in the burbs?
They can't smoke for free 
So I kicked em to the curb 
Girls come and go 
But they always come around 
Maybe you'll be happy 
If you burn a couple down
Love is over rated 
Because most dont stick around 
You better make a move 
While her gaurd is still down 

I don't trust what isn't love
I broke my heart all over lust 
And lost my mind while off the drugs
That's not my life i had enough 

I don't want the devils blessings 
Now I've found a new direction
I found love and new protection 
Tryna bring this earth to heaven 

got a cross up my necklace 
So you know im never stressing 
Fall down 7 times but
then keep on repenting 

I care about your life
Not what ur presenting 
I care about your life 
But don't need ur attention 

Eyes dart around the room 
She's looking right at you 
She can can stare into your soul 
Eyes sapphire blue
I know your getting cold
Maybe she is too 
Whyd you come around 
Ain't this what u wanna do?

I can tell your half a man 
And you got bout half a plan 
You should losen up ur pants 
You should take a fucking xan 

This is your life 
You should do what feels right 
This is your life 
And you never live it twice 

You were such a temptation 
Everything was messed up from the Fondation 
U just wanna hurt me cuz your used to being hated 
I was numb and lonely I don't need that medication
Im not one to judge but you just wanted attention 
I wanted to protect you but you chose your own direction 
I know God could bless u but your blocking all your blessings 
All these drugs don't help you they will never give u heaven

I crossed you on my path while 
I was running from the devil 
It was never gonna last 
We both got issues I got several 
It's just like my past so its nothing special 
I'm praying for your soul 
Even though I never met you

Lust + Love (Saylobeats + jd)

https://youtu.be/HnGgwjaNF6E?si=VvnVMf2koxGnQSd4
lyrics:

Sometimes I run away 
Cuz I wanna look strong
But it's all just a facade 
Cuz im really not at all 
I don't wanna feel pain 
I just wanna follow god
But everything's the same
I just have some diffrent thoughts.

I know I gotta brain 
But I listen to my heart 
So when people walk away 
It just tears my soul apart 
I know that ive changed 
But that change is just the start 
I've learned through the pain 
But my hate is all gone 

I can't fill a black hole
I've been through the back roads
Sometimes I run away 
Cuz I just need to let go 
Sometimes I run away 
Cuz i just need to let go 
Run away from home cuz 
I'm on a diffrent road 

Used to feel so cold
Even when im lost 
I don't really feel alone 
Know i have god 
So I pray for self control 
Know I have god
But I feel like im alone 

I'm just with my bros 
We going flow for flow
They know we've been grinding 
So they pop out at the show
Pressure produces diamonds 
So it's time for us to blow
I've been through so much 
That I'm surprised I'm not a pro 

I feel like I talk about my life
And they just can't relate 
Everyone's a sinner
Everybody's felt pain 
I've hurt a ton of people 
And they hurt me all the same
I'm praying for forgiveness 
Even when I run away 

Sometimes I run away 
Cuz I wanna look strong
But it's all just a facade 
Cuz im really not at all 
I don't wanna feel pain 
I just wanna follow god
But everything's the same
I just have some diffrent thoughts.

I know I gotta brain 
But I listen to my heart 
So when people walk away 
It just tears my soul apart 
I know that ive changed 
But that change is just the start 
I've learned through the pain 
But my hate is all gone

run away (mercyyy) *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

𝕬𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖑 𝖔𝖋 𝖉𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍

@moonchildaz

Identity (Pawl4k) MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION

Azrael