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recorded in my dorm on 11/21/2022
@lil-the-martian

HEART LIKE TONY (W/ LIL THE MXRTIAN) (11-21-2022)

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I had a beautiful time, now I have to leave

There's no Other

less of me

I think I saw you at a rooftop party
Let your hair down
Baby, you're a star
And I think I felt my heart drop, baby
When I saw you getting in your car
Through a prism I was with you
Finally it came true
Why'd you have to go so soon?
In my denim and my glasses
Motorcycle jacket
I know you'd love me too
Perfect for you

Now I'm staying in a white room, baby
With a bright blue light above my head
I'm looking stylish in a night gown
Dinner was a rice cake, apple juice, and bread
Oh, someday I will be with you
All our dreams will come true
Feed you with a golden spoon
Kids are playing in the back yard
Sending out our Christmas cards
And you love me too
I know you do

motorcycle jacket

Cherry

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MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/qP_uZOICgFI

drop dead

alone

guitar by @whysodrmatic on ig.
produced and engineered by me.

we walk around the truth like i don’t know what right or wrong.
i told you my side of it, havnt felt heard in so long.
unfamiliar feelings is what i get when im with you.
i needed love in my life just to feel something new.

you know i feel crying when you upset.
you know i feel like dying when you don’t text.
asking for a break feeling dumb found.
girl i wanna talk are you up right now.

i been laying staying up thinkin all night.
only you and the drugs ever calm me down.
when my mom call i tell her that we’re alright.
cuz i hate trust no one can help me now.

tip toe around the fact that we are fighting.
i don’t wanna give love to nobody else.
 conversations ending with silence.
seen the truth wanna jam out my eye lids.

you talk a lot of talk for someone who don’t want me as bad.
you come and attack me, i don’t want no attachments. 
i say im just fine but im upset.
one more time ill be outta here. 

late night staying up in my bedroom, 
you talk in quiet tryna play it cool. 
switch moods, now i know ur in a bad mood. 
so many times i knew i shoulda asked you. 

I’m falling, your talking, i want what you want alright.
it’s okay cuz im used to the rejects, i bounce off cuz i got quick reflex. (reflex)
said im okay gotta boss up (boss up)
deep down i know im feeling awful. 
see you next day looking awesome. (awesome)
i wish you had feelings but you lost them. 

(b-b-boss-bossup)
i’m sick to my stomach i don’t think ill make it out. 
(b-b-boss-bossup)
you told all your friends and i think that they hate me now 
(they all- they all- they all hate me now)
sitting by myself thinking “now i got my hands tied”
moving on my dolo don’t know why i even tried.

less of me

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