spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5Tc58sFJ4l2G5UZBeShbzg
featuring https://soundcloud.com/user-190331108

(bevel)
why should i care
when the thought of my work will fade
you can try to stay alive
but the passage of time will consume you
(does it really mean that much to you?)
what will you focus on
when all happiness is a carry-on
and the realization gets to settle
oh, why should i try at all
for things that dont last
need my own death to take the fall
of facing my own past

(tang)
(why should i care)
(why should i care)
(why should i care)
(why should i care)
lately ive been feeling worthless
like nothing that i do is worth it
i used to wanna be so perfect
but everybody dies so whats the purpose
say i got rich and all the fame in the world
achieved all my dreams and always ended up first
why should i care about that now
why should i care about that yea
laying in my bed, dirty clothes on the floor
i used to think i could be so much more
but time will consume us so Ill just ignore
all of my dreams and my wills from before
i don't know what to do anymore
might as well drop dead on the floor
nothing matters, what's it all for
nothing matters anymore

Forgotten Memories from Forgotten Lives

why should i (feat. tang)

*i did not do the guitar, i got it from some kinda karaoke version of the song on youtube

original song: https://soundcloud.com/beabadoobee/beabadoobee-the-way-things-go?si=56b0480cd92f4783840b11e3e3d87edf&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

the way things go (cover)

My tombstone can't compete against that golden plated name
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last time i breathe
feel the cold breeze
i'll remember our moments
and remember you
just so not everyone
forgets you too

'cause time's always passing
and it's never gonna stop
and each day that passes
the thought of me is lost
and it's hard to handle
the fact that i'm gone
but nobody cares
they all moved on

and sooner or later they'll forget my name
and then they'll demolish the place that i came from
everything will always end up the same
so it doesn't matter at the end of the day

as my last drops bleed
and my soul gets freed
i will finally get to see
what it was for
heading for the door

tried to set myself free
write my name in your diary
made myself bleed
but i had to be quiet
i'm roaming the earth
and i want you to notice me
it fucking hurts
i had so much control of me
walking around throwing stuff on the ground
and im phasing through walls and i cant make a sound
im a statistic, a number to count
and that's assuming that my body is found

simply unimportant

Mourn me while I live so you won't mourn me while I don't
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lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=knmCd5GM5l0

i'll sail away
in a boat i built myself
to a place farther than anyone has ever been
and there i'll stay
in that pile of lifeless blue
and i won't have to face anyone ever again
i saw a spaceship crash into the sea
i could smell the melting paint
the waves started eating its body
until there was nothing left
it became

point nemo x8

i've spent some days tryna escape
i know this isn't the only way
i wanna peacefully decay
cus i don't want my body found
wish you didn't care when i'm not around
i'm gonna sink into the background
and please don't try to look for me
because you won't like what you see
the only reason i left sooner
was so you couldn't see me leave
and i'm sorry that you'll never see me again
but i hope that at least you won't have to pretend

point nemo x8

i'll sail away
in a boat i built myself
to a place where no one can miss me
and i'll be still
with my back against the sky
and you won't have to face anything i would've been
and the ocean of time will swallow me whole
and remnants of me will start to get old
my house is finally quiet, cus no one's home
now i'm just a name that a no one knows

point nemo / a name that no one knows

A post-sds lullaby
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Visualizer: https://youtu.be/7PSdTXbqJEc?si=6OGmn4I7Ojcl158W

Can you feel that
Can you f Can you feel that
Can you
That

I dont need u talking to me getting in my way
U just dont really know me like that
Ask me what im doing
I dont know what to say
You just wont really fuck with it like that

Ur not on what im on
U cant tell what i got on
U wont miss me when im gone
And u wont fix me, i aint wrong
I got a wishlist its long
I think ur bitch like my songs
Ion think u know me at all

U dont really know me like that
Really know me like that
Really know me like that
Really know me

U dont really know me like that
Really know me like that
Really know me like that
Really know me
U dont really

♪

I dont know how the fuck u got that confidence (stolen from the legendary https://soundcloud.com/wonder-xo-music/2012-freestyle?si=33da4d22e02542a1be8e15f8a8bcc3f9&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing)
Maybe i was wrong i thought it was common sense
Im tryna put money into my consciousness
Im tryna make art that wont be profitless

Give a fuck what u got on
I aint worried im young
Cus at the tip of my toungue
I got a million bucks
I give a million fucks
About ur soundcloud thats up
U wont really see me come up

U dont really know me like that
Really know me like that
Really know me like that
Really know me

U dont really know me like that
Really know me like that
Really know me like that
Really know me
U dont really

♪

Ca Ca Can you feel that
Ca Ca That
Ca Ca Can you feel that

U don't really know me like that

God's Middleman
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Lyric video: https://youtu.be/BPQGXMA15Ok

I see shit that u cant see
Stop pretending that ur better
Ur a human just like me
Im perfecting every letter
I am shit that yall cant be
I got shit inside my head got shit that most yall wouldnt believe
Im planning 15 years ahead
I know exactly where im gone be in 10 years and 10 years after that
Just play this when im 18 man yall gone lose ur fucking head
If i stop making art man call the cops cus i am dead

Gotta trust the process gotta trust the art
U can make shit that no one else can
Gotta trust ur soul, gotta trust ur heart
Shit aint always gone land, be ur biggest fan and realize this shit go hard
Cus if ur like me then u aint got shit to lose and u gotta shoot for the stars
Gotta know deep down that u the shit
Fuck a number this is a hit
Give a fuck what they say, give a fuck what they think
Beauty's in the smaller things
Fuck dms, stay dropping links
Who the fuck u rlly doing this for
Who the fuck could really help
Why cant u do this for urself

Man it makes me sad yall dont believe in urself
Cus that feeling deep inside ur gut man that shit is real as hell
Thats ur angel and ur muse and they guide ur art and they try to help
The universe cant be beautiful without asking for help
If its real inside ur head
Ur not crazy, ur unique
If u lie awake in bed
At night, and u just cant sleep
And ur doubting thoughts and ideas and wether ur even artist
Just know that u are cus real ones be thinking bout that shit the hardest

I see shit that u can't see

music video : https://youtu.be/FzlSl7FOFXU
co-prod https://soundcloud.com/cus3d 2:24-3:13
also check this song out : https://on.soundcloud.com/pzkq73EwCvWmiyYz6