you gotta be up next, this shit is so crazy

circa — April 2023
Additional Production by @whyawe

Welcome to my luck it's not new
I wouldn't be here anywhere without you
If I was young right now I wouldn't know what to do
I'm just glad I fought my battles and grew
I still can't believe that you're gone
I wish that you could hear this song
But you know when times get too tough
And you know that you've had enough
When things start going in place for you
And I don't let anyone catch my bluff
Times like these, just to bring myself together
Would be all it cost

I'm glad I wasn't born anywhere else
'Cause I don't think that I'd be me
I wish we could play our favorite songs
I wish that you weren't gone
My sister said it's okay to cry
I'm looking at our pictures, wish that we could live another day
Forever grateful for you, yeah it's sad it had to end this way
It's breaking me up, it's breaking me down
I hope we can find ourselves in the afterlife, I love you mom

Close my eyes, and then I fall asleep
I can't breathe without your company
'Cause nothing else really matters (but you)
All I ever was was your baby

It's Okay to Cry (Outro)

4 out of 4

lyrics:

Yea
But i already know that
You said im all over the place
So I’ll take a step back
And i watched u try on all ur clothes
No i could never be like you

Go..
So u left me in the end
I knew all of it was fate
Don’t take it out on your friends
When ur the one to blame
No i just couldn’t stop crying
Now im stuck here in the rain
When all of it is said and done
I cannot be the same

I look at myself in the mirror
Saw the person that i became
I cannot see the picture
When i have already ended up dead
“It’s all because it’s personal”
Maybe we could’ve been friends
But thats all gone now im the one that ends up with the blame

And when u leave me again
Don’t pin the blame on the head
And when u tease me like that
Can’t help but hate u my friend

And i wonder if u will accept me for who i really am
Don’t act like u don’t know who i am

Didn’t wanna cross u that night
No I can’t leave without a fight
Didn’t wanna cross u that night
No I can’t leave without a fight
Didn’t wanna cross u that night
Didn’t wanna cross u that night
Didn’t wanna cross u that night
Didn’t wanna cross u that night

january 2010

thank u for (late) 333 followers :D
music vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zv_qmAi8-m0

-lyrics-
I promised that i'd leave it all behind
2020-something, i was way out of my mind
You won't get it right
Why are you so obsessed with someone you wont fucking be?
Why are you obsessed with her?
Bro just come to me
I told my friends, “You won’t see me today”
They ain’t even complain
I'd be mad at me too that's okay
Say it to my face
I can’t blink, whats my age again???
Saying we’re the same?
I'm sorry man i cannot save you

When I catch your boy, 
He’ll disappear like what just happened?
We don’t play with toys
I put the knife into my hands, yeah
Margiela store
Bought everything, you thought they packed off
Been through this before
I’ve seen some things that you can’t fathom
Poppin Ecstasy
I see a 10, he makes me hurt again
Go right back to back to back to back to back to hell again
Thought you knew me bro
I make the DJ kill himself again
Might just put a spell on you
I’ll haunt you in your dreams again

//////

If that's wrong
It's all bad
I can't be gone yet
That's not fair
You said you love me now
I don't trust you
You'd probably hate on me
When i'm up yeah

If that's wrong
It's all bad
Can't trust no one no more
You're wishing on a star, I won't get one

Everything Will Haunt You

7 months of no creativity and i finally finished this

WILL BE ON SPOTIFY SOON IM SO ANNOYED AND SORRY

deadset

[made for the Niztopia song wars 3/9 :>]

prod.me

can you smoke the pain away? 
please tell me
can you tell that im insane?
please tell me
if you never shoot then you always lose
(think quick tell me sum that i cant do)
if you never shoot then you always lose
please, tell me something that i cant do

cant do
give me something that i cant do
cant do, cant you?
give me something that i cant do
cant do, cant do
give me something that i cant do
cand do, cant you?

SAY IT REAL LOUD
say it real loud
give me something that i cant do
say it real loud 
give me something that i cant do
say it real loud

(i) step outside the (box)
thats the way i move
i know it aint perfect
but its more than you
if you never shoot
then you always lose
give me something that i cant do
(cant do)
cant you turn the sound off?
you dont fucking own that
YOU SHOULD GET YOUR OWN SWAG
i can feel the doubt from the next room
SO IF YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT I CANT DO

SAY IT REAL LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

say-it

music video : https://youtu.be/FzlSl7FOFXU
co-prod https://soundcloud.com/cus3d 2:24-3:13
also check this song out : https://on.soundcloud.com/pzkq73EwCvWmiyYz6

you'll see exactly what i mean

Peridol, Toluca Lake (Demo)

6 of 15, Together

Waited around for him to come get me
Pull up to your house
My tongue cant find the words I want to hear
The world above you is so saturated
I feel like when I open up my door all of my december air will disappear

I would tie your shoes if you asked me to
Peppermint tea tell you Ill love you by tomorrow
Whys everything look so small these days
Arent pictures supposed to last forever

Not even the arms of creatures out to swallow you all up
Could make me unremember you
Or make me look away from the orange glow around your body
Or even the sun crossin the michigan horizon
Could stop me from loving you
Your head on my shoulder in the backseat
Cuz Ill always look
Cuz I love you

Together

Deruta ricco

flex till i’m dead (prod.jameer amani)

Prod. Ayy2

Cover it up
Spilling no thoughts
I just woke up
Surrounded by frauds
I knew way before
But at what Cost?

On a cloud at the top
Look from above
Im so sorry, it wasnt enough
Blood on the Carpet
ghost in the attic
Air smells so rot
i think im bout to panic

Dark Lines on a nicotine soaked Page
Dark Crime, so how can this feel Not Fake 
Hard Times, so dont try, i wont Show face 
Think twice, you wont ever See me Go straight

Wont ever See me go straight through this life
Left, right, up, down, step tight, sleep right
I cant win this fight, Spin around three times
And im right back Where i was before
Boutta Dance on a corpse 

Cant control my emotion
I think my body has frozen
I hate the way i think that i am chosen

Cant control my emotion
I think my body has frozen
I hate the way i think that i am chosen

Sippin on a strange potion
Wasting away my life
Its in slow motion

you'll see exactly what i mean

bevel

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