@b8r
made in oct 2023

leyrdics ;
you lost me the second you brought up
him
oh is he better than me ?
you know how hard i try to be
myself ?

seeing these golden brown leaves
as they fall onto your palm
pray for a better day
ohhh

jealousy oh jealousy
it got the best of me
atleast that's what i believe ...

...
...

ooh i can't wait
anymore
for some better days :/
by the end my hair will turn gray
i said nothing wrong
so don't act that way
oh don't act that way

pray for some better days ...
i won't be here
forever </3

better days II (favour)

prod 1jahvi

9/1/23
i released this because someone i thought i could trust turned against me . i regret ever meeting them and i hate everyone involved in that community .

lyreisc :
ooohoohohohoho ahhhhh
you want me
so so so dead

and you left me on read
should've kept my mouth shut instead
what was wrong with me ?
...
im nothing without you
all the fucking things i'd do
just to get to you
all the time we spent
you'll never know how much it meant

until the time is up
and i hope i don't come running back
but that's so much easier said than done
i could just end it all with a gun
but where's the fun in any of that ?
i let myself get a fucking heart attack
doing everything i can just to get you back
oh

all this time i spent crying
it just wasn't worth it
i let other things take over
but never you

and you left me on read
should've kept my mouth shut instead
what was wrong with me ?
...
im nothing without you
all the fucking things i'd do
just to get to you
all the time we spent
you'll never know how much it meant

wrongwme

song was made 12/3/23 i didn't come back to this song until a year later

celeste :
tell me what is real
cause obviously this love you're giving me
ain't the same as it used to be
and i know you can see it too

{c = @6eleste | b = @b8r}
c :tell me where'd it all go wrong ? i'll try to fix it
b : cause you and i both know tomorrow isn't promised
c : and i promise we would've worked things out , and it never worked out we still have problems
b : and i'm the one to blame but you made the problem even worse
c : i still scream out because you don't know how much this hurts , wanna end it but i'll wait for you to go first
b : i know it's tough but lately i haven't been feeling like i'm enough
c : and i could keep trying to fix what we had but you make it so hard so i gave up
b : do you realize what you've done to me ? if not i'll give you some time to think

what is real? - demo (neverforever)

ty @b8r

(@1vbox)
take it away
take it all away
i don't deserve you
never in a million years
i want to be something better without having to rely on you
i just want to prove to you that i can do this on my own
on my own without you

(@b8r)
i really tried to make sense out of this situation
it just doesn't work like that
there's a hole in my heart where you left it last
did you forget about me did you put me in the past
i changed the lyrics here but i forgot what i said
i guess i didn't deserve you
and you didn't deserve me

[outro: @b8r]
idk cehck on genius i prob put it there when i release this

deserve ft b8r prod injury

@1vbox @b8r
produced by takuori
thank you

lyrcs
i dont remember

be ts way (takuori)

not focused on this account rn , may work on a new project here in the future :)