scapegoat

Hope you guys like this one, lets go crazy this year <3 (will be out on all platforms on friday the 14th)

My ig: instagram.com/bmurphxo
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/37UPFnpW6Y42ztryUCYzUJ

Keno soundcloud: @luvkeno
Keno ig: instagram.com/luv.keno
Keno spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1Tm819xX2ZupGnJkIfCP3e

[LYRICS]:
B MURPH

I can’t keep hold of the silence when you’re fucking with my head (fucking with my head)
Are we going back to the start, back to where it all began?
There’s no question that you’re feeling down when you’re dodging your friends (when you’re dodging your friends)
Are you gonna find a way to get your feet back in the sand? 
‘Cause I’m not gonna be there for you, forever and ever baby
I’m just tryna hold you down until you get it together baby
I’m just tryna break the silence without doing something that’s to crazy
And even after all the shit you said, “come back around maybe?”
It’s time for you to move along
I can’t hold you down for much longer now
You’ve gotten stronger now, so stop fucking around
I feel like it’s about time that you left this town
One way or another I’ll be falling again
Judge a book by it’s cover and you’ll get fucked in the head
Ain’t nobody around that could save me from this, everlasting pain that I’m currently in

I can’t keep hold of the silence when you’re fucking with my head (fucking with my head)
Are we going back to the start, back to where it all began?
There’s no question that you’re feeling down when you’re dodging your friends (when you’re dodging your friends)
Are you gonna find a way to get your feet back in the sand? 
‘Cause I’m not gonna be there for you, forever and ever baby
I’m just tryna hold you down until you get it together baby
I’m just tryna break the silence without doing something that’s to crazy
And even after all the shit you said, “come back around maybe?”

KENO

You said, “our love would last forever” baby tell me why'd you leave?
The only words that i could muster was "I love you" as I weep
I know I'm pushing you away by saying shit that I don't mean
And that's my problem with loving is i can't do what's best for me yeah
You been running circles round in my mind, I need help, I cant figure out where to go (where to go) 
I cant decide what's holding me back no more I think it's you (you)

B MURPH

I can’t keep hold of the silence when you’re fucking with my head (fucking with my head)
Are we going back to the start, back to where it all began?
There’s no question that you’re feeling down when you’re dodging your friends (when you’re dodging your friends)
Are you gonna find a way to get your feet back in the sand? 
‘Cause I’m not gonna be there for you, forever and ever baby
I’m just tryna hold you down until you get it together baby
I’m just tryna break the silence without doing something that’s to crazy
And even after all the shit you said, “come back around maybe?”

Instagram

silence w/ keno

Hope you guys like this one, easily one of my faves.

Shoutout to @leoivmusic for killing it!!!
prod: living puff

Lyrics:
im way too drunk right now 
baby could you just call me tomorrow?
cross out my face, i hate that shit 
make sure im not in the photos 
im numb, im broken and i can’t feel a thing
im fucking hollow
i hate the way you play these games with me
it brings me sorrow 
goddamn im so stressed out right now 

i hate 
when you say that you’re in love 
my chest, it burns
when you then say you’ve had enough 
like make your mind up before i fuck my life up, baby im so stressed out 
yeah, i hate
when you say that you’re in love

you broke my faith and ripped my heart 
but im still here and chasing 
i move to states and changed my name 
cause its too late to save em
you miss my face and miss my ink
but im just way too anxious
i tried to call but im still blocked 
so all i feel is nauseous 
im hurting again 
it's all in my head 
but ill still say

i hate 
when you say that you’re in love 
my chest, it burns
when you then say you’ve had enough 
like make your mind up before i fuck my life up, baby im so stressed out 
yeah, i hate
when you say that you’re in love

i hate 
when you say that you’re in love 
my chest, it burns
when you then say you’ve had enough 
like make your mind up before i fuck my life up, baby im so stressed out 
yeah, i hate
when you say that you’re in love

Have a good day/night. 333 +

stressed out w/ Leo IV

something a lil different, hope u enjoy
produced by: @siemspark

LYRICS:

You love and hate me, yeah it breaks me, I'm so fucked up
Too many wounds on my heart heal them with alcohol
I watched you fall back in the arms of someone that you loved
And it wasn't me, I'm so fucking dumb
And after all the mental torture I think I'd finally had enough
Now you're coming back to me and you said you've been out of luck
A normal person would've said that they don't give a fuck
But I just welcome you back with my open arms

'Cause I am still in love
And I don't wanna watch you spiral back out of control
So I just hold you close
I know you need this the most, I don't care if you're ghost
I'm gonna hold you 'cause I'm cold as well
Yeah, you use me, abuse me, I was nothing but an object
After everything I said, you always had to object
I hate the way you use me for your project
Now I'm all alone, guess I was nothing but a target

And after all the mental torture I think I'd finally had enough
Now you're coming back to me and you said you've been out of luck
A normal person would've said that they don't give a fuck
But I just welcome you back with my open arms

'Cause I am still in love (still in love)
And I don't wanna watch you spiral back out of control (out of control)
So I just hold you close
I know you need this the most, I don't care if you're ghost
I'm gonna hold you 'cause I'm cold as well
Yeah, you use me, abuse me, I was nothing but an object
After all the things I said, you always had to object
I hate the way you use me for your project
Now I'm all alone, guess I was nothing but a target

(Use me, abuse me, I was nothing but an object)
(After all the things I said, you always had to object)
(I hate the way you use me for your project)
(Now I'm all alone, guess I was nothing but a- )

object

single off of my debut album "home away from home" (track 5)
shoutout to @xona for featuring on the track :)
produced by: azure & aidanhan
special shoutouts to @bitekivibes for being the goat too

LYRICS:
murph:

i walk out in the forest
but quickly i lose the light 
and my skin turns to mould
and the birds start to fly
i thought that i was safe, in my home away from home
but as i saw the creatures running i simply do not know

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

and now you're looking at me must've came back as a ghost
i love the way there's blood splattered all over the walls
can we find a way to give me pain, 'cause i need me some more
she put diamonds on her pinky ring, i love it when she flaunts

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

xona:

i'll decide what i do now - i'm reeling in "ours"
uh, leaving the pits that i found myself
(myself)
you desired my help
but i'm sick of words when its just pure guilt
so it's on me, awfully killing my health
i'm sorry i reached this point myself
the story goes on, to build a home
where we stay safe from the cold

murph:

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold
(s.o.s)
s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

- if u reached the bottom have a good day/night 333+ -

s.o.s w/ xona

hope u all enjoy this,, TRACK 2 from my debut album "home away from home" releasing 10th of FEB.

written, mixed, mastered and recorded by me
produced by: @prodgrayskies

LYRICS:
You said "don't you go"
"No, not alone"
But baby, I'm moving on and moving out from you
So I'm going back home
I'm going down that road
'Cause baby, I'm moving on and moving out from you
So please just let me go

There's cracks all on the walls and this fire keeps burning our home
The ceiling starts to fall yeah, this home is no longer a home
The things you say to me are lies I could tell just by your tone
You don't have the guts to face me so you just tell me on the phone
You told me this shit would last forever
(Guess you don't know what forever means)
I don't eat til I'm as light as a feather
I do whatever to fucking please
You cut me up til I can't breathe
I love all the agony
I needa find something that I believe in
'Cause lately I been making friends with my demons
And now she tells me that she's mad at me
Like what the fuck makes you happy?
I'm sorry baby but it's time for me to leave

You said "don't you go"
"No, not ALONE"
But baby, I'm moving on and moving out from you
(FROM YOU)
So I'm going back home
I'm going down that road
'Cause baby, I'm moving on and moving out from you
So please just let me go

have a good day/night,, love each n every1 of u <333+

moving on

track 4: rot
produced by: @prodbygrayskies

lyrics:
I can’t tell you the truth cause I know that you can’t take it
I just downed like three whole bottles now I’m wasted
I said like one damn thing, why are you naked?
All I see is lust, tell me, where is the love?

All these so-called “friends” don’t got no one to trust
If I don’t find someone soon imma resort to drugs
She said that she loved me but I know it’s a bluff
I’ve been crying out for help, it seems no one gives a fuck
I can’t take another step ‘cause I’ll be stuck in the mud
I can’t fall in love again, it seems like I’m out of luck
She tried to fuck with my head, well go on - shoot your shot
But I’ve been fucked in the head for so long, just let me rot

So imma step out in the light and imma let it blind me
She said “baby imma kill you if you ever defy me”
I’m surrounded by some demons I’m so tired of fighting
And there ain’t no more running, no point of hiding
‘Cause there’s no escape
I’m stuck right here, rotting to the end of my days
And I know your face
You got me down, and I’m bleeding, was it all a waste?

Tell me, where is the love?
All these so-called “friends” don’t got no one to trust
If I don’t find someone soon imma resort to drugs
She said that she loved me but I know it’s a bluff
I’ve been crying out for help, it seems no one gives a fuck
I can’t take another step ‘cause I’ll be stuck in the mud
I can’t fall in love again, it seems like I’m out of luck
She tried to fuck with my head, well go on - shoot your shot
But I’ve been fucked in the head for so long, just let me rot

(But I’ve been fucked in the head for so long, just let me rot)

track 3: closer w/ @1tuxx


lyrics:
B MURPH:

The closer you get
The more you seem to fuck with my head
And the more I wish that I was dead
I’m getting too close to the edge
So I watch my step
And you say you’ve been trying your best
Well I guess this is the best we’ll get
I’m falling back down again
(Down again)

So please don’t get too close I’ll cover my face
I don’t want you to see
(I don’t want you to see)
That I’ve been hurting inside and you’re the one I really need
(The one I really need)

TUXX:

Don’t step, too close or you might meet the edge
You say I’m far from dead
At least we don’t know what the end consists of
So let’s try our best
Until you’re staring at the sky
With both of your eyes telling you why
You won’t find a thing inside
So can you try to help it make sense, at least play pretend
I know I’m not the person that you’ll understand
And I can’t comprehend what’s inside my own head
It gets harder to manage, it hurts in my chest

B MURPH:

The closer you get
The more you seem to fuck with my head
And the more I wish that I was dead
I’m getting too close to the edge
So I watch my step
And you say you’ve been trying your best
Well I guess this is the best we’ll get
I’m falling back down again
(Down again)

So please don’t get too close I’ll cover my face
I don’t want you to see
(I don’t want you to see)
That I’ve been hurting inside and you’re the one I really need
(The one I really need)

So please don’t get too close I’ll cover my face
I don’t want you to see
(I don’t want you to see)
That I’ve been hurting inside and you’re the one I really need
(The one I really need)

closer w/ tuxx

produced by: @tnvr555
vocals and lyrics by: me and @heylog

lyrics:
just a sec, i needa bit to catch my breath
i try to hold onto what's left
but it seems that you're leaving again
and i saw your face
you're laughing at the back of the room
you're with someone and i can assume that
you have moved on, so soon
(you have moved on, so soon)

and this jealousy consumes at my mind
i can't believe that you're not mine
it gets harder to breathe, when you're not laying next to me
i think i've fallen in too deep

summer's coming round the corner, i can't wait to be warm
the uv's high so we lay some blankets out on the porch
and do you remember what you said to me
our past is something hard to believe
don't go
cause i don't want anybody else
oh no
i really don't want anybody now
i'm edging toward the ground
but that's what happens all the time as soon as life goes on
to you i'm not important
and i hope i'm wrong
without you it's harder to breathe
cause you're not laying next to me

and this jealousy consumes at my mind
i can't believe that you're not mine
it gets harder to breathe, when you're not laying next to me
(not laying next to me)
and this jealousy consumes at my mind
i can't believe that you're not mine
it gets harder to breathe, when you're not laying next to me
i think I've fallen in too deep

hope every1 has a good day/night xx

jealousy w/ heylog (tnvr)

prod by: admiin 
recorded, written, mixed and mastered by me

lyrics: 

I heard there’s visitors coming around tonight 
Guess I’m gonna hide
Lock myself inside always confined
Keep inside the box don’t think outside 
Dont think outside 
And I don’t wanna get out of here
Confronting you is my biggest fear
Lock myself inside always confined
Can I make myself crystal clear 
I push away the ones I hold dear
Lock myself inside always confined 

And I’ve been staring at these walls for way too long
I know this place too well
Yet, I don’t want to leave 
Cause if I do I’ll feel inclined to talk to you 
And I know, I 
Can never meet the expectations that you set on me, so high 
There’s a tough decision left for me to make 
Don’t need you to tell me, I know that its make or break 
(Its make or break) 

I heard there’s visitors coming around tonight 
Guess I’m gonna hide
Lock myself inside always confined
Keep inside the box don’t think outside 
Dont think outside 
And I don’t wanna get out of here
Confronting you is my biggest fear
Lock myself inside always confined
Can I make myself crystal clear 
I push away the ones I hold dear
Lock myself inside always confined

Have a good day/night ty <3

confined (admiin)

hope u guys like dis one!!! <3
another epic song w me and @imgeist
produced by: what?boy

LYRICS:

Take me back to last winter
When you were still here with me 
And I’m feeling so bitter 
Feeling so bitter sweet 
I’m gone, and your out 
Thinking bout what I should be doing now 
Leave me in the gutter 
I need some time to think about what I have done cause I’m at fault 
And I don’t think I deserve you I am better on my own 
So just leave me in the dust

As I run 
And I go to a place I don’t know 
It’s all changed, see your face, i don’t see you the same as before 
And I’m sorry I was always so cold
And do you have a second to spare 
I need your time baby, I just wanna get outta here
Been losing my mind lately, I cannot see things clear 
I suck at time saving, I ain’t seen you in a year
And since then I ain’t functioned sober 
And it’s you I can’t seem to get over 
But you don’t even remember what we had 
You just blame it all on a hangover 

I’m gone, and your out 
Thinking bout what I should be doing now 
Leave me in the gutter 
I need some time to think about what I have done cause I’m at fault 
And I don’t think I deserve you I am better on my own 
So just leave me in the dust

just leave me in the dust 
oh why the pretty words when u don’t care for us? 
you left a hole in me and ask me where’s the trust 
like you didn’t tear it up 
and it’s okay my love 

but tell me how you feel cause i’ve been losing my mind 
there’s only so much i can take before i let it all die 
and it’s been said my whole life
same song like one thousand times 
but i’m too tired to fight 
so can you save me the lies 
 
you don’t know the start of me 
and i don’t know what to believe 
you left me here just to bleed 
now i’m begging for relief

I’m gone, and your out 
Thinking bout what I should be doing now 
Leave me in the gutter 
I need some time to think about what I have done cause I’m at fault 
And I don’t think I deserve you I am better on my own 
So just leave me in the dust

have a good day :)

bittersweet w/ i'm geist

hope u guys like dis one fr 
prod: @tnvr555

LYRICS:
bury me six feet beneath the snow
take me for my mind and my body, not my soul
leave me here with something that i know
something to remember you by, a memento

i will watch you from the afterlife
the only place that i live now is inside your mind
take my hand, and walk me to the light
lie to me and say that it'll be alright

i try to keep it all bottled up inside 
and i can’t believe that you left me out here to die 
cause you promised me that you wouldn’t leave me behind
i’m gonna lose control, gonna lose control, gonna lose CONTROL 
watch me crumble down as i fall
and we both know that this was all your fault 

i will watch you from the afterlife
the only place that i live now is inside your mind
take my hand, and walk me to the light
lie to me and say that it'll be alright

(i will watch you from the afterlife)
(the only place that i live now is inside your mind)

the only place that i live now is INSIDE YOUR MIND

i will watch you from the afterlife
the only place that i live now is inside your mind

i will watch you from the afterlife
the only place that i live now is inside your mind
take my hand, and walk me to the light
lie to me and say that it'll be alright

have a good day/night <3

afterlife (tnvr)

hope u enjoy this one :)

prod: Noah Birch
mixed, mastered, written and recorded by me

LYRICS:
Don’t go without me
But you left, so suddenly
Control freak
Is all you see in me 

But I’m more
Just give me more
Let me show you
Just what I can do
Before you go

Replace
The memories I had of you, with someone else
Erase 
Every thought of you that I held
Can’t just let you waste inside my mind 
And I ain’t staying in tonight
Wash away the sins inside
Cover up what I try to hide
What’s the point of this shitty life
(Oh-oh)
Why do I still try to fight 
(No-oh)
Myself I’ll never find

(We haven’t talked and I think we should)

And I know it’s time to get my life in check
Get back to the way I once was before 
But I’m scared of what comes next
Staying clear of the edge, I’m afraid I might fall
And I know that you won’t catch me
You say you will, but you lie, ain’t there when I call

Control freak
(Freak, freak, freak)
Is all you see in me

But I’m more
Just give me more
Let me show you
Just what I can do
Before you go

Second to last song for the year, its been an awesome one thanks so much. have a good rest of 2023 loveu <#

control freak

Last song of the year, hope u enjoy and thanks for a great 2023>! See yu all next year!!>

Production and collab with @prodjpjp

LYRICS:
And i said what i said, so can you just relax
(Can you just relax) 
And you “meant it all” then, so why are you coming back? There’s no thoughts in your head when you’re looking like that
(When you’re looking like that) 
And you say you want me dead, but then your right on my lap

And i can't believe what you've been telling me
When its the opposite of what you mean
And you said that you have been through everything
Baby you ain't even seen a thing
So can you take a deep breath
(Deep breath)
And listen to what your heart says

Now there's smoke all in her lungs, piercing on her tongue
Drugs all in her body, yet she thinks she's having fun
And when i get drunk i really think she is the one
I don't have a clue what i'm in store for
(Store for)
She'll throw me out when she gets bored
(Gets bored)
And leave me there at her door
(Her door)
But it's all complicated
She says she loves me, and then she hates me

And i said what i said, so can you just relax
(Can you just relax) 
And you “meant it all” then, so why are you coming back? There’s no thoughts in your head when you’re looking like that
(When you’re looking like that) 
And you say you want me dead, but then your right on my lap

Hope u have a great new years, love u!
333+

bipolar (jpjp)

Is this what you really want?
'Cause I think you've been lying to yourself
You just keep on leading me on
I know that you're seeing someone else
I could be there for you
If you wanted me to
I said, I could be there for you
But you don't want me to
And you lie, and you lie and I could see it in your-
You lie, and you lie and I could see it in your eyes
Yeah, I know that you're picking sides
I guess it's just left for you to decide

(I guess it's just left for you to decide)
(I guess it's just left for you to de-)
First song of 2024. enjoy! 
w/ @xodazed

Lyrics:
I guess it's just left for you to decide
You ain't getting through to me
You're a witch, im gonna burn you alive
I ain't showing no empathy
I know the truth there ain't no need to hide
Is this who you want to be
It's kind of funny that you still think you're right
Such a waste of an entity
(And you lie, and you lie, and you lie)
(And you lie, and I can see it in your eyes)
(Yeah, I know that you're picking sides)
(I guess it's just left for you to decide)

decide (dazed?!)

hey guys, hope u enjoy this new track i luv it <3
produced by: @prod-oc

LYRICS:
i still can't believe what i saw
or what i heard
on that night
it still rings in my head
in my mind
i'll play it til i'm dead
but i can't rewind what i saw
there was blood on the floor
and they won't believe me, no more
and i'd die by my sword
they all lied, there was gore
thank the lord, that i'm still breathing now

i can only hear one sound
the beat of my heart as it pounds
and i thought i'd see you around
but i guess that it's all said and done
leave a message and then you're gone
and i start to think that i'm the problem
and my family asks, "what are you running from?"
and i look at them and say...

its that night (it's that night)
it still rings in my head (it still rings in my head)
in my mind (in my mind)
i'll play it til i'm dead (i'll play it til i'm dead)
but i can't rewind what i saw
there was blood on the floor
and they won't believe me, no more (no more)
and i'd die by my sword
they all lied, there was gore (there was gore)
thank the lord, that i'm still breathing now

(breathing now)
(that i'm still breathing now)
(breathing now)

have a good day/night 333+

gore (oc)

hey guys hope u enjoy this new track.
shoutout to @prodjpjp for the production
& shoutout to @heylog for hopping on it 

LYRICS:
All my friends have turned to strangers
Am I really all alone?
Tell me truth and don't be jaded
Where have you been all night long?
I'm all alone
Struggling to get off my phone
Yeah, I think we did this all wrong
And I cannot get over it
I shouldn't feel this way, not at this young age

So I run, I swear
It's all I've got left in my shitty bones
And you love to leave
Whenever I need you here with me most
Is it all in my head?
All alone to the end?
I guess I'll never know
But I wish you the best
For whatever comes next
'Cause now I'm leaving home

(I'm leaving home)
Uh, so imma leave all my vices
Leave all the memories
Leave all the trauma
You was just my enemy
You're not a friend of me
I see that now it's clear as day
So, it's time to runaway

So I run, I swear
It's all I've got left in my shitty bones
And you love to leave
Whenever I need you here with me most
Is it all in my head?
All alone to the end?
I guess I’ll never know
But I wish you the best 
For whatever comes next
'Cause now I'm leaving home

What has my life become?
Can't think how I once was
All these years gone by so fast
How come I still look back?
This blonde boy I used to be
Smiled big and was happy
Now everybody's watching
I hate it to be honest
The past few years have felt this way
And oh I've had so much to say
Thinking I'll get over it
There's a lot here to digest
Another person disrespects
I'm keeping guard oh, yet again
Maybe I should unalive
Piss right off and from my life

bones w/ heylog (jpjp)

Hope u guys like this one. My fave song so far this year, enjoy <3

Production and collab with @prodjpjp

LYRICS:
all i seem to do is make you mad
i promise that, that wasn’t what i had in mind
give me one more chance to take it back
but you said that you’re leaving me far behind

and i did what you wanted
i cut all my hair and i changed all my ways
you lied to my face when you said you would stay
and all that i’m left with is a world that’s so grey
and i don’t react
when you say all that
just to get under my skin
and i don’t fight back
there’s no need for that
so i keep it all stored within

and i trusted you with all of my life
and you said some things to ruin my night
talking down like you’re double my height
and i could count the times that you fake cried
and i can’t hold it back no more
manipulating, liar, an excuse for a damn whore
i’ve reached rock bottom, way further than before
you’ve lit me on fire and made me your new torch

guess you got what you wanted
we were over in a flash
but i am always haunted
by the ghost of our past
i can’t believe i lost it
it went right through my hands
your sweater, i ain’t washed it
can’t let go of what we had

HAVE A GOOD DAY/NIGHT LOVE U 333+

within (jpjp)

hope u guys enjoy. collab w/ @ytstatic
prod by: neverforever

LYRICS:
“He’s paronoid, he’s a freak”
I know what you think about me
“He’s anxious, never seen”
That’s just how i like to be
Lock me inside never free
Make sure that i’m not seen
“He’s so different from me”
I know what you think about me

Yeah, i like my distance and space
Yeah, i keep myself far away
Don’t think there’s much wrong with my face
Huh, i know what you think about me
“He’s a straight edge, doesn’t do drugs”
“Yeah, he’s not very much fun”
“Don’t think he will ever find love”
Huh, i know what you think about me

Am i letting my parents down?
Will i ever see you around?
Will i perform in my hometown?
That’s just what i think about me
Circle smaller as i’ve gotten older
And my feelings are only getting colder
Still no head resting on my shoulder
That’s just what i think about me 

“He’s so different from me”
I know what you think about me

have a good day/night luv u

i know what u think about me

lyrics: 

I know that this ain’t what we wanted
But we can’t change the past
Listen when I speak to you
Listen to what I have to say
Listen when I tell you
That everything I love starts to decay

And it all comes crumbling down
I thought I had enough, but I couldn’t stand my ground
You say “he’s just a friend” but your lipsticks on his mouth
I’m at the bottom, yeah I think I might drown
Is this all a facade that you play?
Cause I think i’m falling for your dangerous ways
Could you keep me from ruining my name?
Could I lose my mind and place you as the blame?

Is this all I've got in store for me?
You said you had that song on repeat
Guess what I wrote it about you
Passed out on the floor in the bathroom
Check back in a hour, maybe two
What you doin behind my back, got no clue
Said there’s nothing to talk about that’s not true

I just want to know
Did you lie to me?
I just need to know
Is this all I can be?
I can’t believe what’s on your timeline
I know for a fact those words are not mine
Keep your mask on, but you cannot hide
I know what's hidden on the other side

And it all comes crumbling down
I thought I had enough, but I couldn’t stand my ground
You say “he’s just a friend” but your lipsticks on his mouth
I’m at the bottom, yeah I think I might drown
Is this all a facade that you play?
Cause I think i’m falling for your dangerous ways
Could you keep me from ruining my name?
Could I lose my mind and place you as the blame?

facade (jpjp)

lil bit of a harder one, hope u enjoy :)

prod: softscars
mastered: tnvr

LYRICS: 

Are we all the same?
Are we all insane?
Watch me fall and feel no pain
Hear you call, don’t hear my name

Don’t hear you calling out to me
Don’t hear your voice, don’t hear you scream
What’s the point in anything?
What’s the point in anything?
I don’t see the point of talking to you right now
I don’t see a point of even hearing you out
You could make a change but we ain’t on the same page
You could change your face but baby, I don’t care what you say
Can’t stop this game
Can’t end my rage
Can’t break these chains
Can’t shake the shame
You could pull me apart and pick at my brain
Just to find out that we are all insane

Are we all the same?
Are we all insane?
Watch me fall and feel no pain
Hear you call, don’t hear my name

we are all insane

me and hira finally got one in together. enjoy! 
prod: neverforever
@hiraethsry

LYRICS:
It’s still so cold 
(It’s still so cold)
No one to hold
(No one to hold)
Fake love I was sold
(Fake love I was sold)
Not me, I was told 
(Not me, I was told)
This never gets old
(This never gets old)
Like a stain, like some mould
(Like a stain, like some mould)

Could you keep it real to me just one time 
(Just one time)
Or are you just gonna tell another white lie
Uh, I can tell from the look inside of your eyes
(Inside of your eyes)
That I’m second place to another guy
(To another guy)
Go ahead and do your part, say your line
“It’s not you, it’s just me”
What’s the point in lying bout these things? 
When I know what the true meaning is
I can see it, I can feel it
I can hear it, I’m still bleeding
I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe, I CAN’T BREATHE
Got me anxious bout the way that I feel
Like, I don’t even know what’s real 

Let me out the door I’m uninvited anyway
You don’t ask me much, there’s nothing much it’s all the same
I wake up just to get ready for bed again
Fall asleep knowing that nothings gonna change (no)
I fall deeper in this rabbit hole
I don’t have much left, nothing left at all (no)
And I’m not tryna be unusual
Left me 40 thousand feet with vertigo

stain w/ hiraeth

7.
prod. grayskies

Can you breathe in and out for me?
I want to make sure you’re okay
Watch the stars fall to earth, you’ll see
That we can not escape
That we can not escape

Don't expect it to change
Just because of your face
That's what they all say
They all say

And I know I can't get too close
Gotta hold it back
Can’t get too attached
You said you know that
You know that

As we watch the sun
You said I was the one
I can’t fall for your love
Fall for you love

Can you breathe in and out for me?
I want to make sure you’re okay
Watch the stars fall to earth, you’ll see
That we can not escape
That we can not escape
_______________________________________________________________________________

loveu333

no escape

5.
prod. awfuldrama 

Yeah, keep me close, don’t let me go
I’ll keep you warm, just come back home
You crush my soul, then give me hope
Teach me the ropes, then cut the cord

(And you’re dressed just like a rose, but you cut me with your thorns)
(And I can’t get past your angel face with the horns)

I feel the least you could do is pick up your phone and call
Cause I’m sweating here just tryna think through it all

Mmm, and I thought I would let you take control…
Turn my view against me and left me think alone.
You know I cared too much to care at all.
(But I love when you talk, it stops my heart.)

Yeah, keep me close, don’t let me go (don’t let me go)
I’ll keep you warm, just come back home (just come back home)
You crush my soul, then give me hope (yeah, you give me hope)
Teach me the ropes, then cut the cord (then you cut the cord)

(You cut the cord)
(I’ll keep you warm)

thorns w/ xona

6.
prod. awfuldrama

I’m anxious, so I’m sorry for saying sorry uh
You fake it like nobody, like nobody does
Set the pace then, when you climb on, when you ride on top
Make it painless, when you fuck me, when you fuck me up

Cause it’s the inevitable that you’ll leave
No one seems to stay with me
Pessimistic, I know
Just realistic that’s how it goes
Could you call me before I get the wrong idea
Cause I’m stressing with you not right here

I’m anxious, so I’m sorry for saying sorry uh
You fake it like nobody, like nobody does
Set the pace then, when you climb on, when you ride on top
Make it painless, when you fuck me, when you fuck me up

sorry for saying sorry

1. 
prod. softscars

(Don’t runaway from this, it won’t just disappear)
(Do you see the veins in your wrist, come here babe face the fear)

It’s all changing so fast
Drifting from my past 
What do I have left if it’s not you?
I needed your help, don’t know what to do
Singing code blue
Sick as fuck, flu

Don’t runaway from this, it won’t just disappear
Do you see the veins in your wrist, come here babe face the fear
Face the fear
Face the fear
Face the fear
Face the fear

code blue

2.
prod. awfuldrama 

I felt so awful for how I treated you
You’re leaving me, tell me why so soon?
(Why so soon, tell me why so soon)
Now its just me left here inside this room
And all I smell is your perfume

And I’m calling out to you
You’re on the other side 
Of the river 
And there’s nothing left to do
But to photograph your life
And leave it all, in the picture 
I feel it all slip out of my hands
You said we shoulda just stuck to our plans
All good in hindsight, yeah I guess
And I’ve been blindsided by a friend 
At least someone I thought was here for me
Yeah I guess it’s not always what it seems
Had to take a step back, God, I had to breath
I’ve really gotta fucking have a rethink 

I felt so awful for how I treated you
You’re leaving me, tell me why so soon?
(Why so soon, tell me why so soon)
Now its just me left here inside this room
And all I smell is your perfume

perfume

3. 
prod. sinxi & oc

Everyday is starting to feel the same
I feel like I’m starting to lose my face
When you call, I’m there
When I call you’re not
My life’s in standstill
Like I’m stuck in a rut

And it all just repeats on loop
The same damn day
Said you’d call that wasn’t the truth
I hate the games you play 
And nothing is changing, my feelings grew faded
I’m not good with patience, so don’t keep my waiting
I’m out of creation, my thoughts running vacant
I’m sick of disgracing the people who made me

A state of decay
Leaves me rotting away
It’s hard to retain 
All that sense you’ll replace
What matters the most 
When I’ve been here with scorn
Your face can convey when your pushed to the wall

And it all just repeats on loop
The same damn day
Said you’d call that wasn’t the truth
I hate the games you play 
And nothing is changing my feelings grew faded
I’m not good with patience, so don’t keep my waiting
I’m out of creation, my thoughts running vacant
I’m sick of disgracing the people who made me

groundhog day w/ sinxi

4.
prod. caves

You’re too far away

You’re too goddamn far
I can’t reach you with my car 
Drive like there’s no tomorrow 
Drive as fast and as far 

As I can make it
As it can take me
I’d drive the whole world
To see you here
You’re my whole world
I need you near 
I need you near 
I need you near 

You’re too goddamn far
I can’t reach you with my car 
Drive like there’s no tomorrow 
Drive as fast and as far

8.
prod. saint mike & hiraeth 

It’s so hard to watch you go
When this was just your home
It’s so fucked up when you know 
That it’s gonna be for so long 
They telling me time heals it
But, God I cannot feel shit
Absorbed in by the buildings 
I feel myself reeling
I’m losing all my feelings now

This separations killing me
I’m obsessing on the distance 
Don’t know where I should be 
Time and space, what’s the difference?
This separations killing me
I’m obsessing on the distance 
Don’t know where I should be 
Time and space, what’s the difference?

Can’t stand to step away, you know I hate the distance
And I can’t separate what you did and what I didn’t
’Cause you swore I didn’t do enough
Well, you did too much—now we can’t go back
And there’s not any amount of love to fix what was or what we had
But I still blame myself for not trying hard enough
To win you back

This separations killing me
I’m obsessing on the distance 
Don’t know where I should be 
Time and space, what’s the difference?
This separations killing me
I’m obsessing on the distance 
Don’t know where I should be 
Time and space, what’s the difference?

(What’s the difference?)

scapegoat w/ keno

prod: rick hardy

Hi:

I can’t believe 
What you think of me
Losing sleep on what I should’ve said
I couldn’t see
Who I could be
Until your words rang inside of my head

Now that I’m here
My thoughts are clear
I see what I want from my life
My only dear
The time is near 
I cannot wait to spend those nights

With you
It’s all with you
And you said that it’s all or nothing
So what should we do
Bae, it’s up to you 
Ahhhhh

Now that I’m here
My thoughts are clear
I see what I want from my life
My only dear
The time is near 
I cannot wait to spend those nights


Love u

those nights

enjoy <3
prod: awfuldrama

LYRICS:
Tell me what to do
(Tell me what to do)
I’m in love with you
(I’m in love)
My body, my mind it’s all yours
My mind, my body and my soul

You can take control
Do what you like 
There’s no fight
Do what’s right 
Make me yours
And I’ll make you mine
Just look me in my eye

(Just look me in my eye)
(Til we reach the end of time) 
1, 2, 3, 4

I’m lost in my ways
I can’t break these chains 
Til you look at my face
It all goes away 
I can’t leave this place 
It’s making me insane 
Can you take away my pain
Why is everything now grey?
Could you make it all just fade 
Could you give me some new shades
Could you give me just a taste
How long do I have to wait? 
Til we make it to that day
Til we make it to that day

You can take control 
(Take control)
Do what you like 
(Do what you like)
There’s no fight 
(There’s no fight)
Do what’s right 
(Do what’s right) 
Make me yours
(Make me-)
And I’ll make you mine
(Make you mine)
Just look me in my eye

B Murph

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