My Mix

produced by mix
happy new years everyone!

enjoy <3

lyrics:
take a look into my eyes
if you saw you might just cry
i'm a piece of everything before me
just wait and you will see

been awhile since you saw me
now my hair is different
gained a couple new scars
i just gotta live it
and i lost my best friend
yea i buried her
lost of blisters on my hands
i just miss her fur

and everything, how could you just let it be?
and im stuck back in the past and all that happened to me, ohh
you were so sweet, you were so sweet
those hours just now hurt

won't pick up the phone, come talk to me
i think i gotta new baby

it was wrong of you, but is this wrong me?

and ill never know if you cheated on me
but how you left it was awfully breeze

i'd sing this song for you but this ones just for me

and i wish you hope and the best in life
i couldn't never hate you even if i tried

i waited long for you, i don't regret a thing
now im moving on in life, never thought id say that i 
(and i thought that i was gone)

BUT YOU SHOWED ME I WAS WRONG

fly high (it's infinite) so high (isn't it?)
in the sky, i can fly
fly high (it's infinite) so high (isn't it?)
IN THE SKY, I CAN- I CAN FLY

i lost so many friends, bear and pine
my tears and burnt up ends
wished for a better time
those stones that were built for two
i wished but i never knew
now those scars begin to fade
im not mad i trusted you

FOUND A LOVE I NEVER KNEW
INSIDE MYSELF, IM OUTSIDE NEW
THOSE STONES THAT WERE BUILT FOR TWO
NOW IT'S CRACKED NOW, HOLLOWED THROUGH
A LITTLE CYAN IN YOUR EYE
I WIPED IT OFF, THOSE TEARS FROM YOU
A LITTLE BRUSTLE IN YOUR HEART
THATS LIFE, THATS LIFE BECAUSE OF YOU

because of you
that's life because of you

a little brustle inside your heart
i lost my friends and it all fell apart 
but now its over now, yea i found someone new
i love you, love you, love you, love you, love you too

and i'm happy i met you, i'm not mad at you ever
i hope you live a good life, i'm glad we could end this fight
<3

brustle

you never left my mind, i don't think you're capable of doing so.

prod acey
@wyfydisconnected

lyrics:
(ika)
cus you
ran circles inside my head
i caught your virus, sickness starts to spread
hazy thoughts of bad times
countless hours of bad nights
my body’s not the way it used to be
mistaking solitude for inner peace
and people told me i would be okay

(wyfy)
but i feel its getting worse by each day
oh, oh, oh, oh
and you could tell from the grey in my eyes
it seems im runnin' out of time
stuck in a state of ambivalence
its contradicting all i ever did
and as im watching those rose petals fall
im seeing through, i see it all
you promised me you'd never leave
and now you're far from being within my reach

virus

6.
prod. awfuldrama

I’m anxious, so I’m sorry for saying sorry uh
You fake it like nobody, like nobody does
Set the pace then, when you climb on, when you ride on top
Make it painless, when you fuck me, when you fuck me up

Cause it’s the inevitable that you’ll leave
No one seems to stay with me
Pessimistic, I know
Just realistic that’s how it goes
Could you call me before I get the wrong idea
Cause I’m stressing with you not right here

I’m anxious, so I’m sorry for saying sorry uh
You fake it like nobody, like nobody does
Set the pace then, when you climb on, when you ride on top
Make it painless, when you fuck me, when you fuck me up

sorry for saying sorry

1. 
prod. softscars

(Don’t runaway from this, it won’t just disappear)
(Do you see the veins in your wrist, come here babe face the fear)

It’s all changing so fast
Drifting from my past 
What do I have left if it’s not you?
I needed your help, don’t know what to do
Singing code blue
Sick as fuck, flu

Don’t runaway from this, it won’t just disappear
Do you see the veins in your wrist, come here babe face the fear
Face the fear
Face the fear
Face the fear
Face the fear

code blue

2.
prod. awfuldrama 

I felt so awful for how I treated you
You’re leaving me, tell me why so soon?
(Why so soon, tell me why so soon)
Now its just me left here inside this room
And all I smell is your perfume

And I’m calling out to you
You’re on the other side 
Of the river 
And there’s nothing left to do
But to photograph your life
And leave it all, in the picture 
I feel it all slip out of my hands
You said we shoulda just stuck to our plans
All good in hindsight, yeah I guess
And I’ve been blindsided by a friend 
At least someone I thought was here for me
Yeah I guess it’s not always what it seems
Had to take a step back, God, I had to breath
I’ve really gotta fucking have a rethink 

I felt so awful for how I treated you
You’re leaving me, tell me why so soon?
(Why so soon, tell me why so soon)
Now its just me left here inside this room
And all I smell is your perfume

perfume

Wake Up w/ Brecken

3. 
prod. sinxi & oc

Everyday is starting to feel the same
I feel like I’m starting to lose my face
When you call, I’m there
When I call you’re not
My life’s in standstill
Like I’m stuck in a rut

And it all just repeats on loop
The same damn day
Said you’d call that wasn’t the truth
I hate the games you play 
And nothing is changing, my feelings grew faded
I’m not good with patience, so don’t keep my waiting
I’m out of creation, my thoughts running vacant
I’m sick of disgracing the people who made me

A state of decay
Leaves me rotting away
It’s hard to retain 
All that sense you’ll replace
What matters the most 
When I’ve been here with scorn
Your face can convey when your pushed to the wall

And it all just repeats on loop
The same damn day
Said you’d call that wasn’t the truth
I hate the games you play 
And nothing is changing my feelings grew faded
I’m not good with patience, so don’t keep my waiting
I’m out of creation, my thoughts running vacant
I’m sick of disgracing the people who made me

groundhog day w/ sinxi

prod @ilyl1ght
vocals mixed and mastered by srypedia
song mastered by srypedia 
-
“i love you”

oh i
got a sickness now i start to hold my breath
the blood is running God i feel it down my neck
sometimes i wonder what goes on inside ur head
UR HEAD
OH WHAT A TRAGEDY 
I THOUGHT THAT WE WERE CLOSE
BUT DON’T LOOK BACK FOR ME
I FEEL BETTER ON MY OWN SO DON’T GET MAD AT ME
cut me open, tell the wounded put me back to sleep
erase the memories before they start to torture me
TIE ANOTHER ROPE, MY BODYS HANGING FROM THE TREES 
I START TO PLEAD
DEEP DOWN I KNOW I RLLY NEEDA REST
HEARTS PUMPING CAN U FEEL IT THRU MY CHEST?

“bro okay okay okay. i do not like asmrs”
“let’s get another bite”

oh what a tragedy
heart is pumping 
omg it’s rlly hard to slee-
i heard what u said 
but don’t u think u don’t mean nun to me?
now my body starts to ache
BODY STARTS TO ACHE
down another PILL
I-I-AH-A-
hope that i’m okay
HOPE THAT IM OKA-
i don’t think ur real
i start to hallucinate 
we’ll slowly drift APART
i’m not sure that’s okay
you’ll rip into my heart
until the sex permeates 
you’ll tear, break in my heart 
torn all the way

“haise…HAISE”

tragedy

prod me

𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘹𝘦𝘥.
𝘢 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘎𝘐𝘝𝘌𝘕 𝘛𝘖 𝘔𝘌.
𝘖𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵.
𝘞𝘏𝘖 𝘌𝘓𝘚𝘌 𝘊𝘖𝘜𝘓𝘋 𝘏𝘈𝘝𝘌 𝘋𝘖𝘕𝘌 𝘐𝘛
𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘊𝘖𝘔𝘌 𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘚 𝘍𝘈𝘙!
𝘞𝘖𝘜𝘓𝘋 𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘠 𝘏𝘈𝘝𝘌 𝘒𝘌𝘗𝘛 𝘎𝘖𝘐𝘕𝘎?
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘢 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥. 𝘐𝘴 𝘮𝘦.

I BUILT THIS KINGDOM FROM THE GROUND UP
DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU WHERE'D YOU COME FROM
I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU YOU SHOULD RUN
RUN, RUN, RUN
THOUGHT THINGS WERE DIFFERENT
BUT I GUESS THAT I WAS WRONG
YEAH ICON
THE WAY I MOVE IS DIFFERENT
WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE?
PROLLY BEST YOU MOVE DON'T GET STEPPED ON
TALK ABOUT THE PAST
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WE CAN DO THAT

why you beggin for a ft like a dog with no leash?
why you beggin for attention like my ex?
your a leech
yeah, latch onto me
yeah, the fuck do you need?

I DON'T NEED OLD MUSIC
WAY TOO GOOD REDO IT
I DON'T NEED NO NEW FRIENDS
IM CUTTING TIES DONT GIVE A SHIT
YEAH, LATCH ONTO ME
YEAH, THE FUCK DO YOU NEED?
I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU YOU SHOULD RUN
RUN, RUN, RUN

walk slowly, why you talkin whatchu say?
you don't know me, so pathetic in my way yeah
old news, its a little sad nobody even know you
oh ohh, oh ohh
i guess you feel important
waste my time ill just ignore it
the day still passes by and i dont fuck with the lies

I DONT (x4)

took out time for this
im busy locked and focused
looks like im back it took some time for you to notice
and i repeat myself because god your like the slowest

WALK SLOWLY
YOU DONT KNOW ME

leech

8.
prod. saint mike & hiraeth 

It’s so hard to watch you go
When this was just your home
It’s so fucked up when you know 
That it’s gonna be for so long 
They telling me time heals it
But, God I cannot feel shit
Absorbed in by the buildings 
I feel myself reeling
I’m losing all my feelings now

This separations killing me
I’m obsessing on the distance 
Don’t know where I should be 
Time and space, what’s the difference?
This separations killing me
I’m obsessing on the distance 
Don’t know where I should be 
Time and space, what’s the difference?

Can’t stand to step away, you know I hate the distance
And I can’t separate what you did and what I didn’t
’Cause you swore I didn’t do enough
Well, you did too much—now we can’t go back
And there’s not any amount of love to fix what was or what we had
But I still blame myself for not trying hard enough
To win you back

This separations killing me
I’m obsessing on the distance 
Don’t know where I should be 
Time and space, what’s the difference?
This separations killing me
I’m obsessing on the distance 
Don’t know where I should be 
Time and space, what’s the difference?

(What’s the difference?)

scapegoat w/ keno

i’m glad your cheeks are red, my eyes have turned grey
and i look like a million but i feel like loose change
someone told me ill always get in my way
well if there’s two of me, ill make sure i include him everytime i pray

and with this circumstance, hope you think we should stay together
cause these dreams hurt so much
i miss you so much
and that’s my bad for thinking that i would be better after the mountain trip
i miss myself so much
and then you call my phone
i’m off the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live
cause my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

let’s get it started then, while im here i might as well turn up
i’m drinking right off the block at this block party im bouta fuck it up
i’m gliding through this shit i really might just blow up like “Just Cause”
i know i “pour for four” but bae i really think that you’re the one
and i’ll slide
but im scared that it’s the last time
but you stay by my side
and i don’t know why you do that
but i’m glad you’re here tonight

and given the circumstance i hope that we can stick together
cause these dreams hurt so much, i miss you so much
and i guess that’s my bad for thinking that we would be better after the mountain trip
girl i miss us so much
hate being on my phone
i love the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live baby
my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

i used to think that people like this were so reckless
now when my friends call me doing drugs i get jealous
my armors chinked with arrows sent here by the marksmen
they blocked out the sun and used my back like its a target
stop it
i been dodging shit like i did back when i fought margit
stars lit
baby come outside and we can stargaze
im out smoking on the balcony come and join me
i wont jump fr

and with this circumstance, hope you think we should stay together
cause these dreams hurt so much
i miss you so much
and that’s my bad for thinking that i would be better after the mountain trip
i miss myself so much
and then you call my phone
i’m off the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live
cause my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

loose change (p. under the maple tree)

FACEDOWN

lyrics ⬇️

when you call me
i wont pick it up
you should know this
yea you shoukd know this
and im not sorry
you shoulda noticed
i was there for you yea i swear i was closest

look how the flow switch
i know that they gon love it
thought everything was picture perfect until
you had broke it
you broke it
now i can’t even focus
not inside of my room or when im at work but im hoping

wonder when ill get outta my head out my headspace
im locked inside my skin when i scream they dont hear me
so whats the reason i should be here clearly
i shouldn’t
i know its not alright but ima keep it keep it pushing
and i dont wanna lie but i been doing what I shouldn’t 

they dont wanna see me happy but im chillin here im grinnin
i dont wanna see you they think that im crappy im a villain
maybe that is true
but i refuse to see that vision 
i dont wanna lose my hope if i dont have to

i got bad news
you wont see me no more ima be way past you

should i (hostile)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
time will tell
pick the gun up and shoot in the head (in gta)
don't worry
you don't have to get by playing pretend
tried to be nice 
but i ended up losing friends
i disappeared and don't ever wanna talk again

driving on the freeway
the same one i saw that look on your face
you told my boy it's been hard to reach me
"talking to log isn't easy"
stop tryna get me to hangout
without you i've picked up the pace now
just go ahead
select all, delete it
i'm done and i'm leaving
been a while, i wonder if you'd recognize me
always thought what we had was strong as concrete
spoke too soon and i shoulda moved on way long ago
don't know you and i can't believe we used to be close
tempted to pick the gun up and shoot him in the head (in gta)
at the time all i wanted was for you to be dead
stupid bitch, you don't wanna live life playing pretend
don't be asking for guidance or for a hand to lend
swear it felt like yesterday
i don't recognize this place
it sucks that shit's permanent
and that scar won't go away
it don't matter where you are
at your house or in your car
i'm stuck there next to your hip
your fault you took it too far

spotify

shoot

Track 2 - Unrequited Love
from Dawsy's second studio album, self-titled "Dawsy"
BANDBOY Records 2025

code blue

B Murph

Recent comments

hop bob

santanarayx

emmarose.smithxx

jamesreddish_1

Related tracks