TRACK 2
[LYRICS]
B MURPH:
Reminiscent of the past, reminiscent of what we had,
I’ve been holding onto your love (I’ve been holding onto your love),
Reminiscent of the past, reminiscent of what we had,
You told me that I’m not enough (You told me that I’m not enough),

Why you calling my phone? (why you calling my phone?),
You keep on calling my phone, keep on calling my phone,
It’s so crazy how you say that you hate me but talk to me on the daily,
(it’s so crazy, it’s so crazy)

Reminiscent of the past, reminiscent of what we had,
I’ve been holding onto your love (I’ve been holding onto your love),
Reminiscent of the past, reminiscent of what we had,
You told me that I’m not enough (You told me that I’m not enough),

88STRAIT:
Reminiscent of what we had,
Now I’m thinking about the past,
I didn’t know that it was bad,
I listened to everything you said to me,
(I listened to everything you said to me),
But I’m sad again,
I don’t wanna make you mad again,
Everything’s getting bad again,
Wish that you’d love me like that again,
Reminiscent of what we had,
Now I’m thinking about the past,
I didn’t know that it was bad,
I listened to everything you said to me,
I don’t know, I don’t know what to do without you in my life,
God, I need you now,
I could give you all the things you wanted,
(help me now I need you most)


B MURPH: 
Reminiscent of the past, reminiscent of what we had,
I’ve been holding onto your love (I’ve been holding onto your love),
Reminiscent of the past, reminiscent of what we had,
You told me that I’m not enough (You told me that I’m not enough),

(Reminiscent of the past, reminiscent of what we had,)
(I’ve been holding onto your love,)
(Reminiscent of the past, reminiscent of what we had,)
(You told me that I’m not enough, you told me that I’m not enough).

reminiscent

ALL PLATS

reminiscent w/ 88strait

I Hate The Internet (prod. Living Puff)

i try to find myself by doing things i love
but everytime ppl get involved it fucks me up
and i guess id rather be alone
im much better off right here at home
when ppl call me i dont pick up the phone...

every fuckin night i fall apart
i down another drink
yeah, life is hard
i know, i know, i know...

you know that this pain it never goes away
i guess ill just lay in bed
and try again another day

sip this drink and fall asleep..

idk how to make it right
sit here sippin liquor every night
i dont wanna fight...
and i think that i should just give up
grab all my shit, yeah pack it up 
why would anybody ever want
someone so down on their luck

and if you told me that you wanted me
id know thats a lie 
you just want something
you're just like everbody else
i dont need you, go get some help
i dont trust anyone, cant you tell?

just leave me alone and go to hell
i dont wanna talk
go bother someone else..

i dont wanna hear what you have to say...

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down on my luck [+heydium]

Main Artist: lil XipZ 
Featured Artist: teddyboi
Production: Shxdy808
Mixing: lil XipZ x teddyboi
Mastering: teddyboi
Cover Art: lil XipZ & teddyboi
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LYRICS:

[intro: lil XipZ]
i think you still care, i see you listening 
but you cant talk to me, you're blocked on everything

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i see you listening to me, do you still think about me?
is there something that youd like to say?

wanna tell me that you miss me? 
just to play with my feelings
too bad, that aint gon happen again

[verse: teddyboi]
i see you on my songs bitch, why you still listenin?
look at my wrist, now my neck, bitch its fuckin glistenin uh huh
i ran through your friends, a rental huh?
fuckin all of your mentals up
swirl it, like a double cup
while your listenin to another song yeah
i was too busy making money
while you were cheating on the low
but thank you for that, cuz now all the albums are flowing yeah
i know that youre angry, but i made you who you are so you can thank me
i got someone unique to finesse you can you blame me? uh huh
but its hilarious that youre still blowing up my phone, on my tik tok, my dms, can you just leave me alone?
bitch, im not god, i aint your saving grace
you stupid bitch had done me wrong so ill never forgive her aye

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i see you listening to me, do you still think about me?
is there something that youd like to say?

wanna tell me that you miss me? 
just to play with my feelings
too bad, that aint gon happen again

Our Exes Still Listen To Our Songs lol (w/ teddyboi) [Prod. Shxdy808]

*thank you to @lxstboymusic for adding a verse to this song! make sure to check out his music

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle and @lxstboymusic
produced‌ ‌by -‌ fantom
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backyard beetle - someone like you w/ lxst boy (prod. fantom)

It's been far too long since I got Teddy on one of my tracks.

I haven't been doing well in regards to my mental health lately, so this song paints a small picture of how I've been feeling inside my head these days.

Lyrics:

(HeyLee)
I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Bloody spatter, take my hand
Razor blade is my only friend
Things that never seemed to matter
You got my heart going pitter patter

Explain away the reasons I can’t find my way back to the way I used to be before
You changed me, and I don’t know why
I’ll starve myself to see the ribs poking out of stomach like a sore
And I can only bring myself to cry
I don’t see a reason to be here anymore
But reasons lead to treason that I cannot ignore

I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Bloody spatter, take my hand
Razor blade is my only friend
Things that never seemed to matter
You got my heart going pitter patter

(Teddy)
My health doesn’t matter
I’ve been going too hard
See a blade jump to my skin
It goes “oo la la”
Like “oo la la”
I’m addicted to it
Like “oo na na”
Like “oo na na”
I’m tired of coping the way that I have the last couple of years, um
Starving myself because food disgusts me, I hate the feeling
I hurt myself because you won’t do it, jump from the building
Freefall, heart beats, love is an illness

(HeyLee)
I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Intrusive thoughts will be my end
Rewind the clock so we can start again
Any of this even matter?
It makes my heart go pitter patter

Pitter Patter! (feat. teddyboi)| prod. shinju x gauge

I hope you like it and
<3 Thank you for listening <3

prod: Splashgvng
https://www.youtube.com/@splashgvng

[lyrics]:
oh tell me why you wanna cry
flowers in your hair, i swear
you look beautiful with them
oh tell me why do you think it's end

oh tell my why
oh tell my why
you think i'm fine
you think i'm fine
but when i can't watch the sun go down
with you
i miss this view
nostalgic memories,
i'd like to pour them out
you know that i was thinkin about ...
fall in love again

we're lying on the ground
we look at the sky, always fine
and guess the shapes of the clouds
i don't know where you're now
i miss ur perfume on my hoodie
ur father was always so nice to me
(we wanted to build a house on our tree)
is it all history?

oh tell my why
oh tell my why
you think i'm fine
you think i'm fine
but when i can't watch the sun go down
with you
i miss this view
nostalgic memories,
i'd like to pour them out
you know that i was thinkin about ...
fall in love again

tell me why.(prod. Splashgvng)

new single off my new album 'for better or worse' coming March 24th!!

production by the amazing @kingtheta

Lyrics:
(verse)
taking my time 
stuck in decline 
i been told to smell the roses 
but i can’t find them 
and i’m still hopin 
for all of this to get better in time 
if i turn a leaf would it change my mind?
cuz i’m feelin hopeless staring at the progress 

(pre-chorus)
i don’t want this but i still need this 

(hook)
like to think that it’s coming along but 
my feelings change and i’m so damn wrong (hey)
wanna say that i’ll fix my ways 
but if i do what will i be? 
this life is exhausting 
my problems they haunt me 
ill
give it another day 
drowning in all this weight
if you still wanna change 
make sure it’s steadily 

(verse)
shouldn’t this be easy?
but i’ve got a pocket full of reasons not to be free 
and it takes its toll 
trying to take my mind off of all the things 
that i can’t control 

(pre-chorus)
i’ve been faking my progress 
in hopes i can stop it 
i thought it’d be simple 
the truth is it’s not 
(yet i still)

(hook)
like to think that it’s coming along but 
my feelings change and i’m so damn wrong (hey)
wanna say that i’ll fix my ways 
but if i do what will i be? 
this life is exhausting 
my problems they haunt me 
ill
give it another day 
drowning in all this weight
if you still wanna change 
make sure it’s steadily 

make sure its steadily

steadily [prod. King Theta]

self_worth (idly blare)

walking you home, for the last time

lyrics:
i have been waitin
searchin for potions
over the waves ya
i have been floatin
out sea were past the coast sailin now
on the voyage i am a wreck ya
these bumpy water
up to my chest and
i feel like im drownin down

and so what happens to me
im fallin back to the sea
it all goes back to my sleep
wakin from a nap what a dream

and up I go
Im fallin down
I didnt know this way right out
but im just stuck under water
but im just stuck underwater
i wanna swim up
but i drift south
my movements leave me around
but im just stuck underwater
but im just stuck underwater

i didnt know what
the fuck ive been seein
lights are blinding
cant find a reason
to leave my shell
can never look back
walkin through hell
in a flash
its somethin i can see
but i cant hold
driftin away out from this storm
i can hardly breathe
with the wind so cold
dragging low to the unknown

and so what happens to me
im fallin back to the sea
it all goes back to my sleep
wakin from a nap what a dream

and up I go
Im fallin down
I didnt know this way right out
but im just stuck under water
but im just stuck underwater
i wanna swim up
but i drift south
my movements leave me around
but im just stuck underwater
but im just stuck underwater

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reminiscent w/ 88strait

B MURPH (@bmurphxo)

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