Track 1: the home (intro)

lyrics:

Try to stay sober before the week ends
Turn off my phone, can’t even speak to my friends 
Don’t get me involved I’ll sit alone on the fence 
Submerged down in the lake, I’m drowning with my regrets
You were supposed to keep my safe 
My home away from home, you were my second place 
You left me all alone, I thought it wasn’t a phase
I’ve got nowhere to go, why’d you lie to my face?
Please don’t leave me here alone
I try so fucking hard, but I still don’t know
My way around these walls in this broken home 
I know that you two fucked it’s written all in your phone

the home (intro)

track 10: the avalanche (outro)

lyrics:

Do you not remember the avalanche?
It’s nice though, a little run down
Is it-
Is it still cold outside

“Just come home”

Thought that I knew what I wanted here
But now that the home is gone, I feel lost
Can you make everything more clear
Before my life, turns into frost
No, I can’t believe what you said
You said that the “home” was all in my head
No, I can’t go through this again
Don’t want my world, to all cave in

the avalanche (outro)

Let Go (Ross Gossage)

IntoTheParadox - DND up on my phone (Prod Fantasy Camp X Jolst)

(prod. idly blare)
feat @greenwood2000

(vacant)
been stuck in my bedroom lately contemplating  
they tell me i need help i dont need saving 
how do u fix a broken soul when thats all what they've known 
they ask what am i scared of i answer i dont know 
maybe its myself or that these walls will close in on me   
oh i falter oh i wonder 
how it feels to b okay is it really how they say  
is it my fault by the way i ponder 
when i go it'll all b over 
gave my heart and soul to the one i owed 

(greenwood)
i'd wait for you to call
so senseless when we talk
think that i've been sick again
i can't tell you what it really is
i was good for like a minute, never lasts though
said you wish that i would listen but i can't so
i could tell you what's been killing me, what's happening
really i wish you could understand like half of it
feeling something broke and worthless
i would travel back and tell myself that you were worth this
face the silence it just feels wrong
hard to blame the sickness, it's been part of me for so long
think i know from where you left off
i would do it different, it's just been so long since we've talked
heavy hand inside a freeze frame
i was focused on just tryna find some meaning
kinda thought you'd always be there
in the mountain air and cedar
i just really want to see her

seclusion (w/ greenwood) (idly blare)

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

b murph - if looks could kill (rock remix)

Gab3 Re: L is the central city, and safeplace of the ghostlands universe. It's a plesent place, low crime rates, high dopamine distribution, the coffee is pretty good too.

lyrics:

Zinny: (so you've finally made it, you're here! welcome to gab3 re:l, the safehaven)

Take my hand, and we can go inside
And everything will be okay just for tonight
Wrap yourself in warmth, and safety
Nothing here could ever take you away
from the things that brough you to this place in the first place

And everything, when my thoughts go clear
And everything so insincere
Everything I've come to be is just the new metropolis
I don't want to see the sun
It's not the place where I've become
The person that I am today
I'm coming home to gab3 re:l

Electric current, chocked with stalls
And everything from these fountain falls
I want to see the heights
To take me to a better life

My god...where are we?
look at all the eccentricity
maybe we could get some food?
we'll eat and talk about our mood

And everything, when my thoughts go clear
And everything so insincere
Everything I've come to be is just the new metropolis
I don't want to see the sun
It's not the place where I've become
The person that I am today
I'm coming home to gab3 re:l

Do you feel, do you feel like I do?
Well I hope so, 'cause I need you to this too
When ice melts upon the frosted trees
in my reality, where it's just you and me

And everything, when my thoughts go clear
And everything so insincere
Everything I've come to be is just the new metropolis
I don't want to see the sun
It's not the place where I've become
The person that I am today
I'm coming home to gab3 re:l

Gab3 Re:L

prod. numb - https://www.youtube.com/@_numb

out on all platforms -
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/notcursed/pretty-girls

wish i didn't feel a thing 
i don't want this at all
pick myself apart
i wont catch me when i fall
dangerous cycle
keep crying at walls
i cant look at myself
cus i'll end it all

don't you look at me
wish i could change myself
pretty girls look in the mirror and they hate themselves
i cry at her
cus she don't know herself
i look in the mirror just to break myself

detrimental to my mental health
i cant find the strength to rebuild myself
i'm done pretending
i'm overwhelmed
for this long, how have i dealt

wish i didn't look like this
i cry at the thought
'beauty is pain'
i guess that's true after all
painful cycle
but it's my fault
i can't look at myself
cus i'll end it all

don't you look at me
wish i could change myself
pretty girls look in the mirror and they hate themselves
i cry at her
cus she don't know herself
i look in the mirror just to break myself

pretty girls (numb)

lyrics//

ill try my best to be the one
but everytime i just give up
got a finger on the trigger
you’ve been pointing the gun
i just think it’s bout time we quit on this love

cuz i try too hard to make you notice me
it’s not there
can’t force the chemistry 

burn me down 
till i’m just a memory
leave this town
bet nobody remembers me now

but i’m A okay
been on my own since 7th grade
for like 7 days
i been in my mind
and the pain retreats
till it reach my spine

does she love me does she love me not
dropping pedals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage
and i couodnt stop
cuz my hands wouodnt let me

but i hope she’s forgive me 
i don’t wanna talk bout the blood on my backseat
why they running at the mouth
it can never bring me down
they don’t know a thing abt me

mama i’m sorry for how iv been living
the pain in my brain makes
me feel like a villian, i know
i know that i’m cold
iv seen all ur seasons 
i been down this road before

still walking alone
eyes in my skull
full of plaster and bones
making a path 
it’ll lead me back home
i can’t see ur texts cuz the cracks on my phone
if i don’t reply will you leave me alone

19 years bout time that you grow up
waited all night just for anyone to show up
girl you never even showed up

does she love me does she love me not
dropping pedals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage
and i couodnt stop
cuz my hands wouodnt let me

but i hope she’s forgive me 
i don’t wanna cuz the blood on my backseat
get those words out your mouth
bringing me Down,
think i’ll head south

does she love me does she love me not?
dropping petals in apartment parking lots and i 
spilled his blood in a dark garage and i couodnt stop cuz my hands wouodnt let me
you’re just mad cuz iv played the part
way from the start
and you’re always decepting

i just try too hard to make you notice me
it’s not there
can’t force the chemistry 
burn me down till i’m just a memory leave this town bet nobody remembers me now

the avalanche (outro)

B MURPH (@bmurphxo)

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