blue sky

Produced by Echo Ballard & Buum

I tried, I really tried
I tried, I really tried
I tried, I really tried
But it’s back to the old me
Back to the old me

Long time coming - long time forming, deforming
Hear a who - yeah, I think I'm Horton
Summer’s gonna be so cold - so yeah, I been storing
Had a lot of summers I would forage - forage in the forest
Couldn’t find no bears in the woods with porridge
Couldn’t make music and I couldn’t record it
But I’m still in the same story
I was tryna elevate - but I’d trip and fall
Don’t ask me 'bout the culture - I hate it all
Got a lot up in my chest, imma say it all
Talking shit for the times that I didn’t talk at all, couldn’t say none
Every time I look up in the mirror, I look less like me
That motherfucker in there don’t even dress like me
Imma take him out - I wanna strangle the fucking mirror
Imma take him out - ha ha ha, just joking, just joking
Everybody’s sleep, gotta keep tip toeing

I tried, I really tried
I tried, I really tried
I tried, I really tried
But it’s back to the old me
Back to the old me

I must have took a wrong turn at the blanket fort
Last I checked I was three years old - maybe four
I must have took a wrong turn at the blanket fort
If I wanted something I would open up my hand and go and use the force
Went at least 18 holes off course
They took away my key, I'm standing by the door
Separated from the surface - seperated from the core
It’s all I think about and I still don’t know what I did it for

Evil takes what’s good and corrupts it
Evil acts like it’s nothing
Like it’s something worth fucking
Worth hush hushing - worth blood gushing
Can’t rest, gotta mess with something
That’s all it’s got going - what it’s gutting
Evil’s a way of going where you’re headed - going where you get it 
Fall in love with hurting and forgetting
Going where the blood’s running reddest
Oh, good heaven - it can take over if you let it
What’s a few crumbs in the bedding
What’s a few heads for a wedding
What’s a couple dead friends if the world's ending
I’m going back to the old me, I need a different ending

I tried, I really tried
I tried, I really tried
I tried, I really tried
But it’s back to the old me
Back to the old me

Old Meme

shaman

EEEEEEE (Huh?)

eeeeeeeEEEEee

i was shining

i was shining
i was shining

ooo
ah
uh
ah
ahhh
uhhh uhhh
oo
OO!
uhhh hhhhh
ya
ya

i was shining
 i was shining
in the darkness

O

i was shining
i was shining
in the darkness

O
in the dark ness O
in the dark ness O

i was shining
i was shining
i was shining
we were shining
we were shining

i we
im a shaman
I B uh ah

im a shy guy
im a shy mannn
im a try man
imma try man
imma try, man
im a Try Man
dpefjoifeajifsef

im a shy/aman
im a shy/aman

hmmm , hmmm

hmmm

i been in a lot of vibe (HMM!!!)
i been in a lot of vibe tribes (uh. YAH!)

i been in a lot of vibe tribes i always been the
ALWAYS BEEN THE SHAMAN (SHAMAN)

I ALWAYS BEEN THE SHAMAN (SHAMAN SHINING)

SHINING, SHINING
LOT OF VIBE TRIBES I BEEN THE SHAMAN
HAD THE LIGHT
HAD THE LIGHT SHINING
HAD THE LIGHT SHINING
SHINING
IF I SAW A PORTAL, IF I SAW A PORTAL
IF I SAW A LITTLE TEENY TINY PORTAL 
I WOULD TELL IT WIDEN - WIDEN
DIE - DILATE IT
TIME AND TIME AND TIME AGAIN
TIME AND TIME AND TIME AGAIN
TIME AND TIME AND TIME AGAIN
IF THE PORTAL DIDN'T WORK THE FIRST TRY
TRY THAT SHIT AGAIN
TRY THAT SHIT AGAIN
TRY THAT SHIT AGAIN
EVER SINCE I LET THE LIGHT SHINE
I SWORE I NEVER
HIDE THAT SHIT AGAIN
NEVER HIDE THAT SHIT AGAIN
NEVER HIDE THAT SHIT AGAIN
NEVER HIDE THAT SHIT AGAIN
NEVER HIDE THAT SHIT AGAIN
NEVER HIDE THAT SHIT AGAIN
NEVER HIDE THAT SHIT AGAIN
NEVER HIDE THAT SHIT AGAIN
NEVER HIDE THAT SHIT AGAIN
NEVER HIDE THAT SHIT AGAIN
NEVER HIDE THAT SHIT AGAIN
NEVER UAH UAH OOH OOH
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

Shaman

kiss me [headlesswanderer]

Artist: Jimmy V x Slum
Album: Audi Coma
Format: Digital / CS
Release: Oct 15, 2021

Jimmy V x Slum - WHY IT BLEED

one of my first attempts at making something serious. VERY rushed.

aquabreak

ARGYTACT feat. LARYNX - FATHER and SON (original)

Allure Heart$- [2023] SWITCHUPDASWAG feat. Koolkat!

underground W tempo

Dead dreams
Dead dreams, dead dreams, dead dreams
Just another hour of sleep
Can you wait a week till you kill 'em please
I can’t bear to write another eulogy
Dead dreams
Dead dreams, dead dreams, dead dreams
Just another hour of sleep
Can you wait a week till you kill 'em please
I can’t bear to write another eulogy

I can’t bear to write another eulogy
(Kill 'em, kill 'em, i don't feel 'em, feel 'em)
I can’t bear to write another eulogy
(Kill 'em, kill 'em, i don't feel 'em, feel 'em)
I can’t bear to write another eulogy
(Kill 'em, kill 'em, i don't feel 'em, feel 'em)
I can’t bear to write another eulogy
(Kill 'em, kill 'em, i don't feel 'em, feel 'em)

Thought that was my girl but it was a mirage 
Thought it was my destiny, it’s good as gone 
I thought it was God, it was not 
False deities, celebrity icons 
Apparitions in the desert
That say they’ll take me ‘way from the weather
Lift up the pressure
Settle into something that’s better
Tryna take me out just to go be together
You give me stones and you say that you want bread 
I got gold - you say that you want lead 
What ever happened to my head 
It’s time to follow my own advices
One of these dreams might kill me 
One of these dreams might heal me 
Nursing my self and my health on the the tit of an image 
I know I can’t see shit but don’t fuck with my vision 

Dead dreams
Dead dreams, dead dreams, dead dreams
Just another hour of sleep
Can you wait a week till you kill 'em please
I can’t bear to write another eulogy
Dead dreams
Dead dreams, dead dreams, dead dreams
Just another hour of sleep
Can you wait a week till you kill 'em please
I can’t bear to write another eulogy

I can’t bear to write another eulogy
(Kill 'em, kill 'em, i don't feel 'em, feel 'em)
I can’t bear to write another eulogy
(Kill 'em, kill 'em, i don't feel 'em, feel 'em)
I can’t bear to write another eulogy
(Kill 'em, kill 'em, i don't feel 'em, feel 'em)
I can’t bear to write another eulogy
(Kill 'em, kill 'em, i don't feel 'em, feel 'em)

So much love gone wrong
Just hold on
But not on to my hand
Killed by what I want
Cyanide, I'm calm
I'm calm
I'm gone
I'm gone

Dead dreams
Dead dreams, dead dreams, dead dreams
Just another hour of sleep
Can you wait a week till you kill 'em please
I can’t bear to write another eulogy
Dead dreams
Dead dreams, dead dreams, dead dreams
Just another hour of sleep
Can you wait a week till you kill 'em please
I can’t bear to write another eulogy

Eulogy

Now Im going straight Intwo theHate
Now im going straight into the PaAaAaiIiN: Ahhh ah ah ahh ya A
Woooo hoo hooo, Woooo hoo hooo, Woooo hoo hooo 
Tryna Shine someThing In the darkNess
Feel it in my Gut and in my Heart (yeah)
Tryna start Aachain-reaction from A spark (yeah)
Heal my archetype and Build an Ark (yeah)
     
Now i’m going straight In to the hate
Bitch goGet the fuck🆙  Out My Face
Popping shit, i’m popping bubbles, want my space
I won’t stop for nothing, i just hit my Pace
Claimed that I would pillage all the villages You’d make - But
Eye made magical mystique from digital Mistakes: i
Sent In all the clowns, No makeup, only strength of faith: even
Though You can’t Even, make a balloon animal Inflate
Learned the hard way how the Sausages are Made
Now my fists are Fit to get the carcasses Encased
Had my outer Being and My innards re-Arranged
Tried to start a pop-up on my cemetery Grave
satanic Seminary-camp live on Sleep, away
I was In the estuary where the streamers meet The Sea
I was twitching, yelling "Jesus, am I damned or am I Saved"
Put "the camel" through "the Eye of the needle" in the trash

Now Im going straight Intwo theHate
Now im going straight into the PaAaAaiIiN: Ahhh ah ah ahh ya A
Woooo hoo hooo, Woooo hoo hooo, Woooo hoo hooo 
Tryna Shine someThing In the darkNess
Feel it in my Gut and in my Heart (yeah)
Tryna start Aachain-reaction from A spark (yeah)
Heal my archetype and Build an Ark (yeah)
 
I went and filled a Dumpster full of secondhand clothes
My mental was Inherited from secondhand Hopes
Tried to light a fire in her, secondhand Smoke
Follow HourHands, see what second hands Don’t
Left hand, Right hand
Making doves cry, caging birds like Tyson
Saying Left Foot / Right Foot, white man
I know you can believe it cause eye can
Severing My limbs for 'the' Vision
Bloody hands next to Me
Demanding my bloodline get vasectomies
In my mind I'm growing, but I'm Regressing
Feeding All their pussycats some fancy feast
Push and pull Me so precise I think i’m free
Tryna push this vision feels like Pulling teeth
Watch myWailing and myGnashing baby Witness mee

Now Im going straight Intwo theHate
Now im going straight into the PaAaAaiIiN: Ahhh ah ah ahh ya A
Woooo hoo hooo, Woooo hoo hooo, Woooo hoo hooo 
Tryna Shine someThing In the darkNess
Feel it in my Gut and in my Heart (yeah)
Tryna start Aachain-reaction from A spark (yeah)
Heal my arch-eType and Build an Ark (yeah)