// LYRICS \\ 

i feel like its just the beginning
crying my heart out wanna stop everything
cuz im too young to think of dying

sleepin everytime my mental is down
gotta save my energy
cuz ive been thinking too much about
how i wish u were here
hope is all i trust right now
i know ive been quiet about
how i was feeling on the inside
but i got lost in the darkside

cuz i’m too young to think of dying 
but deep down inside i’m healing

if i knew it’d be this hard to live
waking up just to get back to sleep
i don’t have the balls to end me
so i’ll just get a xan to flee

i don’t drink but my mind isn’t safe
i only got music to escape
how many time left til i break?
fuck social media that shit is fake

i feel like its just the beginning
crying my heart out wanna stop everything
cuz im too young to think of dying
but deep down inside i’m healing
 
look at me now laying on the floor
it’s miserable to see i know
see these past months it’s been really hard 
i cant stand up anymore 

it’s always the same
turning around whats pointless
everything that saved me 
is my friends and my dog oxy

my music <333

2young

<LYRICS>

Raised by your demons
you reopened my scars
Feel bad when i forgive you 
for what you’ve done 
But i 
I know u tried 
In the end, your art made me feel alive
Raised by your demons
You reopened my scars 
I felt bad when i lost you
but in my heart you ain’t gone 
And I 
I know u tried 
In the end, the good u’ve done to me 
It made me forget i was sad
Raised by my demons
I now have a new scar
Jahseh on my wrist 
Cause u left with a question mark 
And I 
I promise i’ll try 
Cause in the end, In my 
In my heart u never died

<LYRICS> 

Attention 
You got my attention
With that blond and black hair 
You looked handsome 
And Everybody sins 
I knew you were good by the way
You showed redemption
I miss hearing you whisper  
And everybody dies
but one thing that won’t
is the pain in your eyes 
When i look at you
I know who i am

Attention 
You got my attention
With that blond and black hair 
You looked handsome 
And Everybody sins 
I knew you were good by the way
You showed redemption
I miss hearing you whisper  
And everybody dies
but one thing that won’t
is the pain in your eyes 
When i look at you
I know who i am

look at you

<LYRICS>

i fall into a deep sleep
I dive with sea monsters
Once you tried that pink pill 
You will take it forever 
I fall into a deep sleep
I dive with sea monsters
Try not to like it too much
Cause you won’t remember 

It’s so hard to let go when the pain is high
I should lie down and breath but my brain is hot
Don’t touch me im having a panic attack
I just need a xanny to calm me down 

It’s so hard to let go when the pain is high
I should lie down and breath but my brain is hot
Don’t touch me im having a panic attack
(i died too many times tonight) 
i died too many times tonight
i died too many times tonight
i died too many times tonight
i died too many times

i fall into a deep sleep 
it keeps me at peace 
alprazoly is my savior
might never get over it
i fall into a deep sleep
one day i won’t wake up 
alprazoly is my killer 
might never get over it

alprazoly

Pursuit of happiness. 2024.

ig: @babyeilee

eilee

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