yeah...woah oh oh oh woah oh...oh...yeah...what do. i...do when i....feel like laying....down to die....so is this a lease? Makes sense if im hearing it in two places. guardin the cycle and here

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



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Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

[+] but I think I'm a no one, im just getting by
*produced by @sobernap *

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TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[hook:]
bitch im on them drugs cuz ion sleep at night
shawty said she love me I don't feel it right
god damn im a legend in my fans eyes
but I think im a no one im just getting by (2x)

[verse: 1]
I know that ill fall on my face soon
who the fuck you talking to? I made you
I don't even know why I hate you
baby let me know if he play you
ima pull up with them 30s in the backseat
we goin pick him up like a taxi
reminisce reminisce when you had me
I just pop them xans ion sip lean

[hook:]

[verse: 2]
how the fuck u play me like a fool?
I just want them bands who are you
sipping on it straight, no juice
if he start to talk he meet the tool
im bullet proof
stepping stone, I gotta go
he don't know
what I know yeah
what I know yeah
what I know yeah

getting by

getting by (prod. sobernap)

lyrics vvv

(wow! you're turning into a skeleton!)

yeah i feel so small
but my ego real tall
i - i - i
i been down on myself lately
and i dont know who to call
actually i do know
but i dont wanna pressure you
true, i dont wanna pressure you
but i just love you and you know its true
to my other one, im sorry..
tell the baby that im sorry, but im not coming home
woah, oh
cause i got bigger plans
than sitting around contemplating
if you really give a fuck about me, like-
all you ever gave me was mixed signals
oh what did you expect
when i found someone who could
give me more than what you could
babe i love you, but i want outta my my my head....

yeah i feel so small
but my ego real tall
i - i - i
i been down on myself lately
and i dont know who to call
actually i do know
but i dont wanna pressure you
true, i dont wanna pressure you
but i just love you and you know its true
to my other one, im sorry..
tell the baby that im sorry, but im not coming home
woah, oh
cause i got bigger plans
than sitting around contemplating
if you really give a fuck about me, like-
all you ever gave me was mixed signals
oh what did you expect
when i found someone who could
give me more than what you could
all you ever gave me was mixed signals
oh what did you expect
when i found someone who could
give me more than what you could

accepting my feelings, and moving on (skellington)

[+] fuck los angeles
* produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:
Before you let me go
I gotta call you out
For all the shit you did
When I just held you down
Look who fallin now
Look who callin now
Like how I’m supposed save you
If i cant save you
I wanna play you, like you played me
I rock a halo, but im no angel
I just copped a coupe im in these streets 
I gotta lay low
Tell me what you want from me
You say love me then you cut me to the artery
I fall asleep just wondering why you be harming me
Can hardly breathe, cause every time I think of you it’s like a part of me, a part of me.. fuck..
Yeah I’m too much, and I’m never enough
Yeah I give up, it’s too much, yeah I want love
Is it really that hard just to want me around
Do you think of me now?
Baby i been in doubt but i want you now
Yeah i want you now
Same shit dif day i could hardly face-
All these thoughts up in my brain, i could feel the hate
They just wanna see me fall and they can barely wait, im barely phased
You wanna love me? Yeah thats great
I could lay you down and eat you right off my damn plate
Bitch i heard what you could say
And now ill never feel okay
She dont wanna die alone
Well im in pain
Ima slave to this shit
Im ashamed of shit
Im just layin in this bitch
Just the blade in her wrist
Now she bleedin out
I look around i dont see no one else

city of angels

city of angels (prod. thersx)

hey, thx 4 listening, seriously.
this is the first song i've mixed completely from scratch,
so i hope it doesn't sound too foul 
prod. @prodskellington <3
cover art sketch by @bleulmao

~~~lyrics~~~
a minute away
i’m gonna fade
back into the nothing
shit what do you say
fear to be fake
look at my face
fucking disgusting
throughout the day

i can’t talk if i can’t even breathe out
she seems off there’s gotta be a reason
raindrops fall everywhere i don’t need it
think this calls for the death of a weakness

check, check, check,
troubled mind, covered ears
less, less, less, chitter-chat full of tears
let’s, let’s, let’s, get the fuck outta here
can’t afford being gone
but i’ve lost will to care again

the cycle ends
what’s the point in this
low love, slow thumbs, so numb

winter crept upon my hands
and all i am’s ideas through a screen
is it true that you were never meant to be?

troubled mind, covered ears [prod. skellington]

1st @user-411557229 | 2nd @emptychest | 3rd @kuriositylol | 4th @northshoremusic
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Losing You w/ The North Shore, emptychest, kuriosity & residential. [+ Jolst]

5/31/22
the song that introduced me to 9tails
@sewerperson

9TAILS - leaves (cover)

prod. boyfifty x hero

i thought it was funny how many songs were about pointing out stars from the earth, so i thought the alternate pov would be cool to write about :)

Lyrics:

my friend jus pour out ur heart
u’ll see nothing for it
i don't feel like getting personal
when its unimportant
just dig ur heart right out the fire
i hope u find the courage
who'm i hanging with
when all of my guys r happy corpses
it took a while 
but i accustomed well to the voices
they speak of times i hate to hear 
while they divert my choices
they give me company 
while humans plot to destroy us
they fill my heart 
while this woman feasts on vital organs

it gets lonely citywatching from the satellites
i wish that u were here to join me cause it's really nice
our planet's pretty 
clothed in foliage and powerlines
i'd rather not touch back to ground n experience life
come to my place
please i'll clear the driveway
she said 
"fuck the high way, bitch i'll do it my way"
she's a mind eater 
don't confuse her with a soul reader
but ur so beautiful i'd love to lose my mind tonight 

my friend jus pour out ur heart
u’ll see nothing for it
i don't feel like getting personal
when its unimportant
just dig ur heart right out the fire
i hope u find the courage
who'm i hanging with
when all of my guys r happy corpses

come to my place
please i'll clear the driveway
she said 
"fuck the high way, bitch i'll do it my way"
she's a mind eater 
don't confuse her with a soul reader
but ur so beautiful i'd love to lose my mind tonight

-

come to my place
please i'll clear the driveway
she said 
"fuck the high way, bitch i'll do it my way"
she's a mind eater 
don't confuse her with a soul reader
but ur so beautiful i'd love to lose my mind tonight

lose my mind 2nite (x8)

citygazing

Lyrics:
Yeah she bad as fuck
Think I've had enough
Drive me Insane
I cannot keep on acting like I don't want you against my bed frame
Try to tell me you don't feel the same, I ain't buying it ...
Baby girl just come on closer stop denying it
~
STOP DENYING IT
BABY COME ON OVER I GOT JUST WHAT YOU NEED
VODKA, RUM, AND GIN WE POURING UP TILL WE SLEEP
~
Girl you make me feel a certain way
Got that gorgeous face
Got that bangin frame
I don't even know her name
Babe I got it bad for you
Got some attitude
And to tell the truth
She was a snake, Medusa
Running from the storm before it came Bermuda
Focused on myself, I'm calmer than the buddha
Stackin all my wealth like I was Mansa Musa
And she suckin on me like a pipe no hookha
~
Yeah she call my cell
I can never tell
If she really care or if she focused on herself
No this isn't fair
I can't breathe in air no more
Questioning myself cause she don't fuck me like before
~
Girl you make me feel a certain way
Got that gorgeous face
Got that bangin frame
I don't even know her name
Babe I got it bad for you
Got some attitude
And to tell the truth
She was a snake, Medusa
x2

COVER ART BY REDDITUSER Global_Baseball3571

Medusa

https://soundcloud.com/shinpuru
^ Show him some love

Lyrics:
walking in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, take that belt off I sweared
I was done with this, come back for you baby I'm a masochist
running so damn fast from this
cause baby you the catalyst
alcohol the agonist
pain I cannot manage it.
kiss your glowing lips again
aware that you're a basilisk

now it's 9 am at the station
in my chest I feel no breathe the space is vacant
got no recollection on how I awakened
on this bench said fuck that wench I cannot take this
why I always find myself
downing all the shelf
going 85 inside the residential belt
walking home alone again, I'm talking to myself
I can't find no home until I'm greeted by the 

BLINDING LIGHTS
GLOW SO BRIGHT
I FLY UP HIGH
I TOUCH THE SKY AGAIN
*
coming down
she never come around
I just wander and I ponder If I'm better drowned
leave my body in the lake
I live my life and I'm half baked
and I just wonder If she faked each day she said we're bound

running the in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, as I belt over snares
rip out my hair
everything I came to know was fucking lies
anxious as a mother fucker, rather die
missing every touch and every fucking lie
now I now the truth behind each every line

Street Lights [prod. shinpuru]

this kinda shit never works out 

https://soundcloud.com/nothomex

Lyrics:

(bbyk9)
I’m sorry that I fell in love 
You don't gotta take me back 
No girl I never was enough 
Didn't before now I'm seeing that 

Come over here, and feed me lies 
Tell me everything will be alright
Babygirl give me bad advice
Hope you know I'm in my head tonight 

Tell me what’s the reason that I try 
When you never look me in the eye 
Everytime you turned away I died 
Just know that I’ve been tryna get it right 


(not home.)
Baby I’ve been trying to get it right 
I’m calling you, it’s late at night 
Your words are eating me alive 
But your smile brings me back to life 

Garbage seeping from my mind 
Girl like you was hard to find 
I’ll give you space, I’ll give you time
Baby I’m just tryna get it right 

Garbage seeping from my mind 
Girl like you was hard to find 
I’ll give you space, I’ll give you time
Baby I’m just tryna get it right 

(bbyk9)
Come over here, and feed me lies 
Tell me everything will be alright
Babygirl give me bad advice
Hope you know I'm in my head tonight 

Tell me what’s the reason that I try 
When you never look me in the eye 
Everytime you turned away I died 
Just know that I’ve been tryna get it right

trynagetitright ft. not home. (prod. Caspr)

𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝

bark* bark*

trynagetitright ft. not home. (prod. Caspr)

🐾 babyKanine 🐾

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