thank u

prod xmichaelwarren and remghost 
mixed feelnum 
cover oliver miller

sorry to ask (prod. xmichaelwarren & remghost)

I just took a tab,
help me to forget,
show me everything that you never had,
gave me what I wanted-
but that was in the past.

drugs in my bag, everythings in my backpack.
reach if you want,
and I can't promise that you'll be good tonight,
at least I'll be here by your side,
I don't have what you want, and you're more than I like...

I do this shit often; i get too high way too often,
my head is caving in the end, it feels awesome,
I bet my mom wouldn't want this.

what do you want from me?
you do not talk to me?
you'd rather talk to him?

wish I could see you now,
wish I could tell you how?
you left me feeling.

People Are Poison

prod. @yungspoiler
mix & master by me as usual <3
artwork: @astrosux
spotify pre-save: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/frustrated-

lyrics:
i just need to escape this hell x2
i been feeling so frustrated
wake up in the morning
empty bottle 
still a little wasted
fuck i kinda hate this
i been stuck in a cycle 
somewhere between okay and suicidal
when you find me past out 
pls dont check my vitals
i did this for myself
i just need to escape this hell 

yeah i need to escape it
all you motherfuckers always playin
if u got a problem whey dont you just say it?

why dont you just say it?
im sick of acting like i like you
i dont need that energy inside my life anymore
i dont

frustrated ! [+yungspoiler]

thoughts & feelings

Lyrics:
calling up my b*tch 
when i'm not okay
she said that i'd be fine
why i feel this way?
as the snowflakes
freeze my face
i told her i was lonely
so why don't you stay

calling up my b*tch 
when i'm not okay
she said that i'd be fine
why i feel this way?
as the snowflakes
freeze my face
i told her i was lonely
so why don't you stay
(x2)

you want me to stay
while you're running away
babe i'm bleeding out and i just need some company
watch the snowflakes fall to the floor
do you even care anymore?
you want me to stay
while you're running away
babe i'm bleeding out and i just need some company
my idle tears they're falling down
nothing ever flourishes i think i'll start to drown

calling up my b*tch 
when i'm not okay
she said that i'd be fine
why i feel this way?
as the snowflakes
freeze my face
i told her i was lonely
so why don't you stay
(x2)

idle tears - snowflakes (ft. auras)

the dark - zach van dyck

This is not my song nor do I own it 

the owner's @s are belowhttps://open.spotify.com/artist/6xDKMpMUQeN1oxrsJy33bZ?si=150WRf1mSyezlBol8BKGoQ&nd=1

Lyrics :
imma stay up all night
leave you wonderin'
did those words ever bite you back
it seems nothing ever lasts
can we put this in the past
serotonin low, i'm fiendin' for a feelin'
rack my brain for a little bit of healin'
always running away from the person that i am
i can't change this hand
i can't change this

f*ck that
it's a shame you turned into somebody else
got your head in the clouds and your heart on a shelf
feels like i never could've gave enough
your hands on my neck
feel like i'm chokin' up

feels like i never could've gave enough
feels like i'll never be good enough

remember what happened that night
leave you wonderin'
did those words ever bite you back
you're the best i ever had
i'm the worst you ever
hate to see you get here and i love to see you go
always switchin' up your mood
why you always emo
i don't care about your feelings anymore
i'm all alone
and you're with somebody else so soon
i don't wanna know

say what you want i'm never gonna believe it
talkin' sh*t about me got me scared to pieces
leavin' me has got me sinkin' to the worst place
sittin' in my room all alone feelin' like sh*t

f*ck that
it's a shame you turned into somebody else
got your head in the clouds and your heart on a shelf
feels like i never could've gave enough
your hands on my neck
feel like i'm chokin' up
f*ck that
it's a shame you turned into somebody else
got your head in the clouds and your heart on a shelf
feels like i never could've gave enough
your hands on my neck
feel like i'm chokin' up

hate to see you get here and i love to see you go
your hands on my neck feel like i'm chokin' up
switchin' up your mood, why you always emo
your hands on my neck feel like i'm chokin' up
hate to see you get here and i love to see you go
your hands on my neck feel like i'm chokin' up
switchin' up your mood, why you always emo
your hands on my neck feel like i'm chokin' up

feels like i never could've gave enough
feels like i'll never be good enough

Lonnie - Chokin Up (ft. Tay Xay & Akjohnson)

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LOSIN CONTROL! (carti remix)[SOUNDCLOUD EXCLUSIVE]

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trident w/ makoreaktor (prod 1plugsoon)

good days (prod. xmichaelwarren)

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good days (prod. xmichaelwarren)

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