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I Still Want You

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written by kobayami, Vertigo, & Lxst Boy
produced by jxsie beats
mixed by Lxst Boy & kobayami
mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by kobayami

-lyrics-
(Verse 1: kobayami)
been about a year since I felt your grace
and I wont lie
I been missing that pretty face
with bangs on the side
thinking bout what i could've done better for you
should've adored you
should've gone for it and kissed you
well you know it wasn't always that bad
got to finally meet when you drove me mad 
with your beautiful looks
and the rope that you took from me
I know what I ain't took
but you put the life back in me
2 weeks into meeting you and we're talking in the dms
blowing up my phone, stating up until the a.m.
talking bout cute days but we'll never see them
cause I dont talk to you no more
I'm sorry babe I should've done more
without me though you're much better off
I'm not the same as i was before
mostly cause I'm such a bore

(Verse 2: Vertigo)
never been that into bangs but they look good on you
I never meant to change my ways, sorry if I failed you
now i just need you to know that I made every shot count
and I counted up my sorrows while I'm still on this couch
got ice cream and movies, yeah thats where I'm at
I'm feeling empty in my chest, dont know where  my head's at
I got a grovel to my voice, she said lets smoke till 2
i like that you think that, so lets go smoke on the roof
wish that I could've brought some weed and ride the high like noble steeds
but instead I grow like weeds
and affect your love too
she said I always seemed like the man with the plan
those people annoy be though, they're the type i can't stand
and so I'm sorry that i bored you with my lackluster ways
i hope that you'll forgive me
maybe
maybe someday

(Verse 3: Lxst Boy)
yeah
brush your bangs up off your face
looking so cute
I tried to be a better person
but that's far from the truth
and baby i cant fall asleep
cause I'm thinking bout you
constantly i find myself
walking straight up the moon
i miss your pale white face
in the glow of the evening light
talk about our past decisions
one day maybe get it right
yeah
or maybe get our act together
I sit and ponder petty things like the rainy weather
you picked me like a rose and told me I was something special
and now i wither and I die, never elemental
I grow as old as the trees as they surround the middle
I'm sorry that I'm boring
oh baby just a little

you're boring (kobayami, jxsie beats, Vertigo, & Lxst Boy)

[hook: Foreign Forest]
Cant get last night out of my head
a couple of drinks
told me what to think
threw up in the sink
went back to bed
look at my phone
I seen your text
told me what a waste
you hate all the space
between us
you miss lying on my chest

[verse: Foreign Forest]
then I reply and tell you
That I’m ardy on my way
I cut the freshest flowers
we’re all dying anyway
so let’s build a home together
I wanna keep you safe 
lips like candy cane, candy corn
and apple cider
babe you’re such a liar
say you’re not a cryer 
pretty like a fire
But i can’t stare for too long
for you I wrote too many songs
but I think they’re helping us get along
time in between it can feel real long
our time in my head it goes on and on

[Bridge]
She tell me she need me, yet she feelin scared
I just wanna run my hand through your hair
You know no other girl could compare
I’m really excited for what is it to come
New to these feelings, I’m usually numb
Swear ima equip you with a gun
Hold your hand while we watch the sunset
Got you by my side so lets make some profit

[verse]
One day you’ll be in my arms
Pretty soon you’ll have all of my heart
Im sorry about the scars, people before you tore me apart
Im emotionally damaged 
I hope you can stand it
I always pick apart imperfections 
Feelings for you, I didn’t expect it
Everythings on the table don’t repremend em
We’ll take our time no point to rush it
We’ll take any obstacle and then crush it
Getting no sleep we too busy talking
Just wanna hold your hand while we walking
Fuck other bitches i just want you
Fuck the games ima be real with you
Eating one meal a day in my room 
Cant wait to take you out for some food

I know you been hurt too
You struggle every day and i wanna boost your mood
I wanna hold your hand and act like a fool
Im sorry about the abuse you went through 
I know you hear it often but im not like other guys
I’ll sit in the dark with you while we look for the light
I’m not going anywhere so we got nothing but time

[Hook]

Sleepy Flower ~ what a waste ft foreign forest

@soku - find a new hue (sped up)

twice

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