why do i feel and think nothing and everything at the same time?

lost in empty thoughts

sample: Capstan - Reprieve <3

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

tothegood - I AM A LIAR

lmao dis me rapping
(i recorded this song whilst suffering from pneumonia lmao)
love u all x

lyrics:

you're a missed option,
i can't stop this,
commotion,
stuck in convulsion

pneumonia, pneumonia,
i can't get enough of this holy fuck,
i cannot breathe & it is so damn fun,
swollen lungs & a mouth full of blood,

coughin & coughin the night away,
cigarettes corrode my lining, ay,
it's 9AM & i'm wide awake,
you say call the doc n i say go away

you're a missed option,
i can't stop this,
commotion,
stuck in convulsion

can you let me vomit, can you let me shit,
can you let me die, can you let me sit,
i just wanna cry, i don't wanna breathe,
that's a fucking lie, i don't wanna leave,
i'm so fucking high, nothing seems to be,
ever alright, in the vicinity.

in the vicinity.....
fuck

.pneumonia. (prod. prey)

main guitar riff sampled from "neyo - closer"
portion of originally recorded guitar
.come a little closer, i can't hear u over the cicadas.

love u all x

(up for lease on my traktrain)

.come a little closer, i can't hear u over the cicadas.

the guitar sample is self-explanatory
.buckethead - swomee swan. (prey remix)

love u all x

.buckethead - swomee swan. (prey rework)

all guitar written & recorded by me.
.black crown.

love u all x

.black crown.

all guitar written & recorded by me.
.asphyxiation.

love u all x

.asphyxiation.

produced by judge beats

whats it gonna be like janet and busta
not tryna impress you just dont wanna stress you you know its no pressure
when its me and you its auto connection
i made my life hectic im used to the stressing
without you im cold but with you "convected"
tryna live a modern life like rocco 
please dont disturb swerve strangers like potholes
had to take it further i aint settling for condos
had the secret sauce so i blew up like mondo burger
earn it watch to fuckin learn it i dont think im hot
i just know the dope burnin like it never did so that should say somethin
3 years ago smokin stems in abundance
brick wall waterfall mirror mirror on the wall
who fuckin got it all? sesh yes

DISGRACE

Bones - DoNotDisturb

excuse my ugly accent :^) but this is my story
2000%cryingrn
i love u xo
@lunar4k 

lyrics:


i woke up with blood on my lips & a hole in my hip, yuh
i've sunken the ship,
headin to holy retreat with a cross in my neck, yuh
i'm bleedin my checks,
i ain't got no money but my blood buy gold,
the devil sold me a knife, he said "go for broke,
till ya back broke, i wont ever let u sit back row,
let your heart bleed on to me for a cash flow"
i took the offer, blade, attempted to off him,
stabbed him, kicked him back into his coffin,
he threw up blood onto his chest - & it leaked into his wound for profit,
i thought i did good, i thought i saved myself,
but excruciating pain overwhelmed my wealth,
i'm feeling hollow in my chest & a feeling in my mouth,
& i knew what it was, now my souls sinking south,
& he looked at me, with emptiness in his eyes,
no emotion not the slightest hint of surprise,
no commotion or a fucking squint in his eyes,
but the crows sang the song of my demise,
& he said to me, "look where your blood dripped"
fell in a puddle & now i'm feelin sick,
i've realized that i am a copy of you,
you've got blood on your lips & a hole in your hip

the tale of a tainted soul (prod. lunar4k x prey xo)

i dont like names

i make music//i produce music//this is my portfolio//do not expect anything//this is a personal project////i love you guys//

backdrop//user
