@ogpichu

i got covid.

lyrics:

look me in the eyes
tell me wht u find...
wht should i leave behind?
cuz i feel left behind :/
i'll do it all again
its the same old defense
when im pulling on a thread
its the same old end
will u still be here by tomorrow?
if i take a step will u follow?
im running outta love u can borrow </3
all my love's turning into hollow...

nd i tried 2 put it all together
i tried to run, but it feels like we're jus fking tethered
tethered by our emotions, for worse or better
but now when u speak all i feel is bitterness...

(because thats the way...)
nd i dont understand the things u do
(its meant to be #us)
when im feeling down i think of u
its crazy how i still dont have a clue
cuz this is not wht i wanna do...
yea its over and over
im sick of listening 2 u...
im stuck in october
im looking for some closure
abt u...

look me in the eyes
tell me wht u find...
wht should i leave behind?
cuz i feel left behind :/
i'll do it all again
its the same old defense
when im pulling on a thread
its the same old end
will u still be here by tomorrow?
if i take a step will u follow?
im running outta love u can borrow </3
all my love's turning into hollow...

art by https://twitter.com/Aioi_oNo

here, tomorrow (pichu)

ion exist

I could stay, I could go
I could pay off all my dues
I could pack up all my bags
I could dissapear tomorrow
keep your eyes on the road
lead you where you want to go
don't forget who been there for you
don't remember those who don't
don't you know what I know?
Didn't you tell me we don't matter
aren't we nothing but some mammals
didn't I say I love the cold
don't you love it when it snows
on those hills where they built cabins
start a fire, start a rabbit
where I'll go nobody knows

theres some shadows in the car
and they moving back and forth
when I'm with you I see stars
when I'm with you I feel home
when you leave I feel so cold
I need you, someone to hold
how my fingers feel so froze
where I'll go nobody knows

nobody knows (luvpurp)

i'll stare at you from afar
hoping you don't tear me apart
my heart hurts, my soul burns for you
wishing i was all you'd see
so why'd you make me feel so empty
i'll fly away to the darkest depths for you
i will have you someday, you're the prettiest view in my life 
you've been driving me crazy with your lies

i'll smoke away my past problems
is it okay to make this promise
that i won't go and leave you astray
i know i'm wrong, but with me is where you belong
i'll make my wrist cry, i think i'm not so strong
don't want to say goodbye, that's why i just wrote this song 
these bloody tears are running down my face
i'm convulsing, the sight of you is so repulsing

i feel so stupid to give you all i had left
now, i feel useless
because now you got me so obsessed
this pain i feel in my chest
you knew i wasn't like the rest
so why, why, why did you make me feel like a pest

your love is in my soul
you made me feel so whole
i need to accept the fact that you're gone and now i have no control
i should've known that you wouldn't stick around 
oblivious of how we'd turn out
this cigarette smoke filling up my lungs
tempted to take these pills just to feel numb

from afar (shyne)

ft @echichi prod @violetxx9
Track 8 - SELF DISCONNECT: https://open.spotify.com/track/7nJbssmvZK9zUewsfGKygR?si=90a73da3fcc2498e

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Uploaded on SoundCloud @ Jan 18, 2025
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[echi]
mirror on the wall, you're the fairest of them all
your reflections show it all, your beauty and the fall
girl, tell me, oh 🩰˚˖𓍢ִ໋ 🪞✧˚.🎀༘⋆
is it true you want me? (oh hear me)
mirror on the wall, you're the fairest of them all
your reflections show it all, your beauty and the fall
girl, tell me, oh ˚˖𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒✧˚.🎀༘⋆
do you want me? (oh please heal me)

[miraie]
ok yea mirror on the floor 🚪
my soul just slipped right through the door 👻
shattered dreams i can’t ignore 
the way i feel, i want it more
but you won’t say, you keep it still
your silence pierced right through my will
this quiet storm done got me chill
and your gaze alone got me killed

when I reach out you fade away
the truth is real, it won’t stay
got me fucked my hair turned grey
heaven’s gate I'm on my way 
my way, my way, my way
away, away, away 

[bridge]
echi: mirror on the wall, are the simple things enough?
miraie: do you hear my twenty calls?
echi: who's the fairest of them all
miraie: will you catch me if I fall?

[echi]

[miraie]
and im caught in the reflection
and im lost in my direction
tell me what I’m meant to be (e-e)
the mirror's haunting me... 
(https://store.steampowered.com/app/1899060)
when I reach out you fade away
the truth is real, it won’t stay
got me fucked my hair turned grey
heaven’s gate I'm on my way 
my way, my way, my way
away, away, away

SELF DISCONNECT

reflections

Spotify 💙

reflections +echi (violet)

microsoftbing w 30013 @300

seven seas scientists w/ stovyy @rico yyiwinny

https://open.spotify.com/track/4hlseyD5HZyW75DwkQ9nbq?si=a3dcf2b5c6b94dff

where is u going, what do u mean
nothing the same, cant feel a thing
i feel alone need company
without u lost apart of me 
ever after we happily
wont wake up is this a dream
how do i know ur proud of me
never heard u are you proud of me
i see you, one of a kind i need you
yeah its true triple 4s on my wishlist i feel you
use me like a knife to cut thru you
what do i gotta do to get to you
can you hear me call
i just wanna fall
i just wanna ball
spend a rack at the mall
never heard u at all
dont wanna hurt u at all
ur my winter and the fall
never understood what ur talking about
ill stay with a secret ill never let out
u can talk to me... let it all out
baby honestly im the one whos at fault

happily ever after (chaosysl)

one two three w 3c876 + fauxfur prod me #nomelody

dj nokk 19

sad song i made hope u like it

fucked it up, lost someone i trusted
after all maybe im just nothing
oh, don't go
laugh it off, guess it's always something
lost it all, watch it turn to dust and
fall, don't go

lost inside my mind i won't come back
i'll sit idly by cuz u like that
waste my time i'll wait till the morning
i can't lie, wish i could control it

reach

σ(￣、￣〃)
@poemwriting @doeb0yz @fathoesbasedswag

happily ever after (chaosysl)

woody