diary

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mv: https://youtu.be/mbXArD5-uZQ?si=nknPl2iRbjs6isWE

osei - samirah will keep it real with you, no matter what. 

I gotta say I love samirah 
My bullets are gon fucking lit up 
Nigga ur trash, ur litter
I was popping all of my pills with her
Not American, I stay in Europe 
Told that hoe lil bitch ima fuck u up
Bro she wants my dick but I’m coolin
When she sucked my dick I was coolin 
U were talking that shit who’s you fooling?
Bro I popped me a pill I’m a student

Giving free opens, I wouldn’t 
I sinned but I know that I shouldn’t
This Glocky 45 got a bullet
My plug is white and got a mullet 
I won’t fw that hoe cuz she boring
Purple lean in my system, I’m snoring

I don’t got no feelings but I’m fucking ur bitch
I b talking like I’m in a pitch 
Percy pill got my head to just itch 
Like these snakes all u niggas can hiss
Yea u lied on my name bro I’m pissed
Idc bout the fame bro I’m pissed
Fucked that bitch yea she’s crossed off the list 
Ion wear fake I don’t wear counterfeit 

Sipped on lean cuz bro I’m feeling sick
Man these rap niggas fake it’s just sick 
I kno that that hoe’s tryna get kissed
Yea u stole my flow boy ur my kid
Told that hoe calm down don’t nut so quick
Nigga I’m myself that’s fucking it
Stg u a clown just like it
Yea these pills will just get to my head

Bitch get on your knees go give me head
Bruh I can’t wait to slap on her ass
Bruh I just left that hoe on read
Yea I’m fucking happy, got these racks 
Down bad im smoking on cig packs
Nigga I hopped inna fucking jag, fast car yea u kno I can’t lack
Niggas kno that I don’t fucking cap

Love samirah cuz she b so real
Took a pic w ur hoe on bereal 
Yea ur talking that shit what’s the deal 
Ima make it w music, no deals
Saw that ass uh huh ima slap that 
Fw beanies ion fw snapbacks 
Look @ this shit she got my Snapchat 
Wouldn’t lie nigga why would I cap 

I got options cuz I’m fucking beautiful 
On 2cb life is fucking beautiful 
Why tf did she call my phone no just leave me alone
Smoked that big fucking gas yea that shits so strong

It feels like I hit a fucking bong
Saw a Jew and he told me shalom
Glocky6 it’s no fucking bow
Nigga fuckit yea we always ball
I fleed the scene then I fucking walked
Love that lean yea I love that wock

I cut u off u still fucking dropped
Dropped them songs from like ‘21
Is u stupid Nigga is u dumb
On that lean yea it got me numb

samirah will keep it real with you, no matter what.

samirah will keep it real with you, no matter what. (prod mxsui)

@user-460425115

(lyrics)
cant believe she not trusting me
i got glocks i got glocks u not touching me
its no wonder that she not in love wit me 
glock 19 if he fuck wit me
2 twin glocks keep me company
beam onna gun do not run from me
i got money right now she wan fuck wit meeee
i got money right now she wan fuck wit me

please just trust me ft saga (vrtex)

rage&nicky - hear me (smexkey & violet)

viyah - shy (prod wasterr & luvpurp)

https://soundcloud.com/iloveyelowandmom
https://soundcloud.com/itwasntherfault

nicky & rage - lost of words prod. ???

self prod

and I can't find my worth
going through my days, when you don't text me
girl it hurts
I can't tell you how I feel because I never find the words
remember the day I took you out? 
there was the sun, we heard the birds

girl I'm really struggling and I just wanna talk
remember when it was cold at night and we went for a walk?
and I just wanna work this out at night I pray to God (Jesus saves)
I just wanna be the best but I know that I'm not

I'm right beside you in the cold rain
we were standing in the storm and it was pouring
its late at night and I just wanna see my girlfriend
you told me you might say somethings that you don't mean

so who am I to choose? everyday I'm missing you
I see it better now, baby do you see it too?
think back to sophomore year, in class when I sat next to you
and now you're here with me but I still don't know what to do

and when we talk bout things I jus-
I don't know what to say
and you're my girl now, I liked you since the 10th grade <33
I'm on the road now, I'll text you when I'm at your place
and everyday, I just wonder if you're wanting me

and girl I fell for you
things are so much different
from the nights that I spent in my room
I said baby, where do you wanna go?
I'll try for you, I'll take it slow

i wish i was better at communicating things 2 u :((((

can't find my words prod keepsake

prod @violetxx9

https://open.spotify.com/track/0aMhb6NYjWNei3K3RvQJNH?si=9bb8c0bad610432d

lyrics :

needa get myself together i’m a mess now
yeah i’m feeling better now
only when you’re around 
you’re poking through my heart
wanna see me bleed out ? 
you’re the one i need now
i just wanna scream loud

poke through my skin
until i can’t feel it at all
rip me to shreds
leave me dead on the asphalt 
everything that i feel is it my fault ?
i don’t want nothing else but to feel well

leave me here to die
hope you know i tried
tried to make you mine
mine, mine (try to make you mine)
i won’t say goodbye 
not just yet no
cuz before i go
i need to see you one more time

i know you said you’ll stay here
just wanna hear you say it one more time
you’re imperfections are perfect in my eyes
you & me , it feels like the stars aligned

SPOTIFY

nothing else (violet)

guitar by will rhead

when it's all said and done
when i leave home and no one's round
will you save me a seat to the sun?
to somewhere i could never be found
i don't wanna let go
oh i don't wanna leave home
i made my momma cry
i told her i'd call her on the phone
i'll kiss my cats goodbye
i'm sorry i left you all alone
oh i don't wanna leave home
oh i don't wanna leave home
i'll do all the things you taught me
i'll try my best, i'll be a man, won't hate my body
stand on my own two feet
i'll make it through twelve weeks
i'lll make it back with my own hands, i'll make you proud of me

proud

songs to get off my chest

september 29th, 2023

SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7fZt4NgRWOU9kGjnosd4T0?si=GllKBZ8hS0qIde6AxDjtFA

p. den

ill be gone
in october
tell me will you miss me by then?
or will i be another one that you will
pretend i never happened in the first place

you always make
mistakes
so i make them to
grab you by the waist
and your heart
imma
cut right through
but somehow you ripped me apart
when i needed you
tearing at the seams of my heart
till you ripped right through

ill be gone
in october
tell me will you miss me by then?
or will i be another one that you will
pretend i never happened in the first place

you got cuts on your wrist
they cant see from a far
ill kiss all of your wounds
ill heal all of your scars
in a hundred of years
will you still love me ?
cause when i see your face
it is you that ill keep
your such a pretty mess
when i call out your name
you get fluttered by words
that he’d never say
when you say that you love me
do you mean it every time ?
cause im scared of losing you
i feel at home by your side.

ill be gone in october

it doesn't make much sense to miss you
after all i fucked it up
it doesn't make much sense to miss you
when we've already spent a year apart
i love you, not in a romantic way
its just in the feelings that i hide away
i know i left you but i tried to stay
i wanted to tell you but my mind went blank
i'm so afraid i don't have time to change
if i find the words i swear that i'll explain
and i'm so sorry if i'm kind of late
tried to sleep, i spent the whole night awake

it wouldn't make sense to miss me
after all i fucked it up
it wouldn't make much sense to miss me
i'm nothing but a waste of space in your heart
i'll always think about the days we spent
stuck but wishing everything would change instead
i know that nothing ever makes much sense
putting puzzle pieces in their place i guess
i woke up feeling like an anxious mess
i don't need my heart so you can take my chest
spend every day tryna replace what's left
maybe in another life we'll still be friends

close enough

feat. Brooke Elise

MUSIC VIDEO: youtu.be/oi7Zz4BQzjE?si=9OlulE9wfAJCfYvT
Website: www.anxietyattacksmusic.com/
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

LYRICS:
As I grow up, all the things that used to help me 
They fade away, why am I so empty

Count the leaves on the ground as they fall, it reminds me the seasons change
I see my family growing old, and I start to feel everything
Sometimes I wonder why it's so hard to let things go
Some things I can't control
I've never felt so far from home, I don't even know where I still belong

As I grow up, all the things that used to help me 
They fade away, why am I so empty

I know it's all been done before, I still get lost along the way
I've been told to let it go, hard to know if I'm okay
I'm always running around, think it's best to just ignore it 
I don't wanna sit too long and feel the weight

As I grow up, all the things that used to help me 
They fade away, why am I so empty

Spotify <3

empty

realization (symelz & cloudbxy)

kynlary + luhh key - other way (ikari)

What can I say 
Your stuck in my brain 
I’m wasting time 
Oh my 
Left me to cry
But I’m alright 
That’s what I’m missing 
Your all that I’m missing 
Our old pictures haunt me 
Because you don’t want me
I’d pick up if your calling 
Just to talk bout nonsense 
I’m so lost now 
And I I don’t know how 
To pick up these pieces

What I’m missing (asperr)

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